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- FAR FROM THE MADDING CROWD
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- by Thomas Hardy, 1874
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- CHAPTER I
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- DESCRIPTION OF FARMER OAK -- AN INCIDENT
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- When Farmer Oak smiled, the corners of his mouth
- spread till they were within an unimportant distance of
- his ears, his eyes were reduced to chinks, and diverging
- wrinkles appeared round them, extending upon his
- countenance like the rays in a rudimentary sketch of
- the rising sun.
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- His Christian name was Gabriel, and on working
- days he was a young man of sound judgment, easy
- motions, proper dress, and general good character. On
- Sundays he was a man of misty views, rather given to
- postponing, and hampered by his best clothes and
- umbrella: upon the whole, one who felt himself to
- occupy morally that vast middle space of Laodicean
- neutrality which lay between the Communion people
- of the parish and the drunken section, -- that is, he went
- to church, but yawned privately by the time the con-
- gegation reached the Nicene creed,- and thought of
- what there would be for dinner when he meant to be
- listening to the sermon. Or, to state his character as
- it stood in the scale of public opinion, when his friends
- and critics were in tantrums, he was considered rather a
- bad man; when they were pleased, he was rather a good
- man; when they were neither, he was a man whose
- moral colour was a kind of pepper-and-salt mixture.
-
- Since he lived six times as many working-days as
- Sundays, Oak's appearance in his old clothes was most
- peculiarly his own -- the mental picture formed by his
- neighbours in imagining him being always dressed in
- that way. He wore a low-crowned felt hat, spread out
- at the base by tight jamming upon the head for security
- in high winds, and a coat like Dr. Johnson's; his lower
- extremities being encased in ordinary leather leggings
- and boots emphatically large, affording to each foot a
- roomy apartment so constructed that any wearer might
- stand in a river all day long and know nothing of
- damp -- their maker being a conscientious man who
- endeavoured to compensate for any weakness in his cut
- by unstinted dimension and solidity.
-
- Mr. Oak carried about him, by way of watch,-
- what may be called a small silver clock; in other
- words, it was a watch as to shape and intention, and
- a small clock as to size. This instrument being several
- years older than Oak's grandfather, had the peculiarity
- of going either too fast or not at all. The smaller
- of its hands, too, occasionally slipped round on the
- pivot, and thus, though the minutes were told with
- precision, nobody could be quite certain of the hour
- they belonged to. The stopping peculiarity of his
- watch Oak remedied by thumps and shakes, and he
- escaped any evil consequences from the other two
- defects by constant comparisons with and observations
- of the sun and stars, and by pressing his face close
- to the glass of his neighbours' windows, till he could
- discern the hour marked by the green-faced timekeepers
- within. It may be mentioned that Oak's fob being
- difficult of access, by reason of its somewhat high
- situation in the waistband of his trousers (which also
- lay at a remote height under his waistcoat), the watch
- was as a necessity pulled out by throwing the body to
- one side, compressing the mouth and face to a mere
- mass of ruddy flesh on account of the exertion, and
- drawing up the watch by its chain, like a bucket from a
- well.
-
- But some thoughtfull persons, who had seen him
- walking across one of his fields on a certain December
- morning -- sunny and exceedingly mild -- might have
- regarded Gabriel Oak in other aspects than these. In
- his face one might notice that many of the hues and
- curves of youth had tarried on to manhood: there even
- remained in his remoter crannies some relics of the boy.
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- His height and breadth would have been sufficient to
- make his presence imposing, had they been exhibited
- with due consideration. But there is a way some men
- have, rural and urban alike, for which the mind is more
- responsible than flesh and sinew: it is a way of curtail-
- ing their dimensions by their manner of showing them.
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- And from a quiet modesty that would have become a
- vestal which seemed continually to impress upon him
- that he had no great claim on the world's room, Oak
- walked unassumingly and with a faintly perceptible
- bend, yet distinct from a bowing of the shoulders.
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- This may be said to be a defect in an individual if he
- depends for his valuation more upon his appearance
- than upon his capacity to wear well, which Oak did not.
-
- He had just reached the time of life at which "young"
- is ceasing to be the prefix of "man" in speaking of one.
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- He was at the brightest period of masculine growth,
- for his intellect and his emotions were clearly separated:
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- he had passed the time during which the influence of
- youth indiscriminately mingles them in the character
- of impulse, and he had not yet arrived at the stage
- wherein they become united again, in the character of
- prejudice, by the influence of a wife and family. In
- short, he was twenty-eight, and a bachelor.
-
- The field he was in this morning sloped to a
- ridge called Norcombe Hill. Through a spur of this
- hill ran the highway between Emminster and Chalk-
- Newton. Casually glancing over the hedge, Oak saw
- coming down the incline before him an ornamental
- spring waggon, painted yellow and gaily marked,
- drawn by two horses, a waggoner walking alongside
- bearing a whip perpendicularly. The waggon was
- laden with household goods and window plants, and
- on the apex of the whole sat a woman, "young" and
- attractive. Gabriel had not beheld the sight for more
- than half a minute, when the vehicle was brought to a
- standstill just beneath his eyes.
-
- "The tailboard of the waggon is gone, Miss." said the
- waggoner.
-
- "Then I heard it fall." said the girl, in a soft, though
- not particularly low voice. "I heard a noise I could
- not account for when we were coming up the hill,"
-
- "I'll run back,"
-
- "Do." she answered.
-
- The sensible horses stood -- perfectly still, and the
- waggoner's steps sank fainter and fainter in the distance.
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- The girl on the summit of the load sat motionless,
- surrounded by tables and chairs with their legs upwards,
- backed by an oak settle, and ornamented in front by
- pots of geraniums, myrtles, and cactuses, together with
- a caged canary -- all probably from the windows of the
- house just vacated. There was also a cat in a willow
- basket, from the partly-opened lid of which she gazed
- with half-closed eyes, and affectionately-surveyed the
- small birds around.
-
- The handsome girl waited for some time idly in her
- place, and the only sound heard in the stillness was the
- hopping of the canary up-and down the perches of its
- prison. Then she looked attentively downwards. It
- was not at the bird, nor at the cat; it was at an oblong
- package tied in paper, and lying between them. She
- turned her head to learn if the waggoner were coming.
-
- He was not yet in sight; and her-eyes crept back to
- the package, her thoughts seeming to run upon what
- was inside it. At length she drew the article into her
- lap, and untied the paper covering; a small swing
- looking-glass was disclosed, in which she proceeded to
- survey herself attentively. She parted her lips and
- smiled.
-
- It was a fine morning, and the sun lighted up to a
- scarlet glow the crimson jacket she wore, and painted
- a soft lustre upon her bright face and dark hair. The
- myrtles, geraniums, and cactuses packed around her
- were fresh and green, and at such a leafless season they
- invested the whole concern of horses, waggon, furniture,
- and girl with a peculiar vernal charm. What possessed
- her to indulge in such a performance in the sight of the
- sparrows, blackbirds, and unperceived farmer who were
- alone its spectators, -- whether the smile began as a
- factitious one, to test her capacity in that art, -- nobody
- knows; it ended certainly in a real smile. She blushed
- at herself, and seeing her reflection blush, blushed the
- more.
-
- The change from the customary spot and necessary
- occasion of such an act -- from the dressing hour in a
- bedroom to a time of travelling out of doors -- lent to
- the idle deed a novelty it did not intrinsically possess.
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- The picture was a delicate one. Woman's prescriptive
- infirmity had stalked into the sunlight, which had
- clothed it in the freshness of an originality. A
- cynical inference was irresistible by Gabriel Oak as he
- regarded the scene, generous though he fain would have
- been. There was no necessity whatever for her looking
- in the glass. She did not adjust her hat, or pat her
- hair, or press a dimple into shape, or do one thing to
- signify that any such intention had been her motive in
- taking up the glass. She simply observed herself as a
- fair product of Nature in the feminine kind, her thoughts
- seeming to glide into far-off though likely dramas in
- which men would play a part -- vistas of probable
- triumphs -- the smiles being of a phase suggesting that
- hearts were imagined as lost and won. Still, this was
- but conjecture, and the whole series of actions was so
- idly put forth as to make it rash to assert that intention
- had any part in them at all.
-
- The waggoner's steps were heard returning. She
- put the glass in the paper, and the whole again into its
- place.
-
- When the waggon had passed on, Gabriel withdrew
- from his point of espial, and descending into the road,
- followed the vehicle to the turnpike-gate some way
- beyond the bottom of the hill, where the object of his
- contemplation now halted for the payment of toll. About
- twenty steps still remained between him and the gate,
- when he heard a dispute. lt was a difference con-
- cerning twopence between the persons with the waggon
- and the man at the toll-bar.
-
- "Mis'ess's niece is upon the top of the things, and
- she says that's enough that I've offered ye, you great
- miser, and she won't pay any more." These were the
- waggoner's words.
-
- "Very well; then mis'ess's niece can't pass." said the
- turnpike-keeper, closing the gate.
-
- Oak looked from one to the other of the disputants,
- and fell into a reverie. There was something in the
- tone of twopence remarkably insignificant. Threepence
- had a definite value as money -- it was an appreciable
- infringement on a day's wages, and, as such, a higgling
- matter; but twopence -- " Here." he said, stepping
- forward and handing twopence to the gatekeeper; "let
- the young woman pass." He looked up at her then;
- she heard his words, and looked down.
-
- Gabriel's features adhered throughout their form so
- exactly to the middle line between the beauty of St.
-
- John and the ugliness of Judas Iscariot, as represented
- in a window of the church he attended, that not a single
- lineament could be selected and called worthy either of
- distinction or notoriety. The redjacketed and dark-
- haired maiden seemed to think so too, for she carelessly
- glanced over him, and told her man to drive on. She
- might have looked her thanks to Gabriel on a minute
- scale, but she did not speak them; more probably she
- felt none, for in gaining her a passage he had lost her
- her point, and we know how women take a favour of
- that kind.
-
- The gatekeeper surveyed the retreating vehicle.
-
- "That's a handsome maid" he said to Oak
- "But she has her faults." said Gabriel.
-
- "True, farmer,"
-
- "And the greatest of them is -- well, what it is
- always,"
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- "Beating people down? ay, 'tis so,"
-
- "O no,"
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- "What, then?"
- Gabriel, perhaps a little piqued by the comely
- traveller's indifference, glanced back to where he had
- witnessed her performance over the hedge, and said,
- "Vanity,"
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- CHAPTER II
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- NIGHT -- THE FLOCK -- AN INTERIOR -- ANOTHER INTERIOR
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- IT was nearly midnight on the eve of St. Thomas's, the
- shortest day in the year. A desolating wind wandered
- from the north over the hill whereon Oak had watched
- the yellow waggon and its occupant in the sunshine of
- a few days earlier.
-
- Norcombe Hill -- not far from lonely Toller-Down
- -- was one of the spots which suggest to a passer-by
- that he is in the presence of a shape approaching the
- indestructible as nearly as any to be found on earth.
-
- It was a featureless convexity of chalk and soil -- an
- ordinary specimen of those smoothly-outlined protuber-
- ances of the globe which may remain undisturbed on
- some great day of confusion, when far grander heights
- and dizzy granite precipices topple down.
-
- The hill was covered on its northern side by an
- ancient and decaying plantation of beeches, whose
- upper verge formed a line over the crest, fringing its
- arched curve against the sky, like a mane. To-night
- these trees sheltered the southern slope from the keenest
- blasts, which smote the wood and floundered through
- it with a sound as of grumbling, or gushed over its
- crowning boughs in a weakened moan. The dry leaves
- in the ditch simmered and boiled in the same breezes,
- a tongue of air occasionally ferreting out a few, and
- sending them spinning across the grass. A group or
- two of the latest in date amongst the dead multitude
- had remained till this very mid-winter time on the twigs
- which bore them and in falling rattled against the trunks
- with smart taps:
-
- Between this half-wooded, half naked hill, and the
- vague still horizon that its summit indistinctly com-
- manded, was a mysterious sheet of fathomless shade
- -- the sounds from which suggested that what it con-
- cealed bore some reduced resemblance to features here.
-
- The thin grasses, more or less coating the hill, were
- touched by the wind in breezes of differing powers, and
- almost of differing natures -- one rubbing the blades
- heavily, another raking them piercingly, another brushing
- them like a soft broom. The instinctive act of human-
- kind was to stand and listen, and learn how the trees
- to each other in the regular antiphonies of a cathedral
- choir; how hedges and other shapes to leeward them
- caught the note, lowering it to the tenderest sob; and
- how the hurrying gust then plunged into the south, to
- be heard no more.
-
- The sky was clear -- remarkably clear -- and the
- twinkling of all the stars seemed to be but throbs of
- one body, timed by a common pulse. The North Star
- was directly in the wind's eye, and since evening the
- Bear had swung round it outwardly to the east, till he
- was now at a right angle with the meridian. A
- difference of colour in the stars -- oftener read of than
- seen in England-was really perceptible here. The
- sovereign brilliancy of Sirius pierced the eye with a steely
- glitter, the star called Capella was yellow, Aldebaran and
- Betelgueux shone with a fiery red.
-
- To persons standing alone on a hill during a clear
- midnight such as this, the roll of the world eastward is
- almost a palpable movement. The sensation may be
- caused by the panoramic glide of the stars past earthly
- objects, which is perceptible in a few minutes of still-
- ness, or by the better outlook upon space that a hill
- affords, or by the wind, or by the solitude; but whatever
- be its origin, the impression of riding along is vivid and
- abiding. The poetry of motion is a phrase much in
- use, and to enjoy the epic form of that gratification it
- is necessary to stand on a hill at a small hour of the
- night, and, having first expanded with a sense of differ-
- ence from the mass of civilised mankind, who are
- dreamwrapt and disregardful of all such proceedings at
- this time, long and quietly watch your stately progress
- through the stars. After such a nocturnal reconnoitre
- it is hard to get back to earth, and to believe that the
- consciousness of such majestic speeding is derived from
- a tiny human frame.
-
- Suddenly an unexpected series of sounds began to
- be heard in this place up against the sky. They had a
- clearness which was to be found nowhere in the wind,
- and a sequence which was to be found nowhere in
- nature. They were the notes of Farmer Oak's flute.
-
- The tune was not floating unhindered into the open
- air: it seemed muffled in some way, and was altogether
- too curtailed in power to spread high or wide. It came
- from the direction of a small dark object under the
- plantation hedge -- a shepherd's hut -- now presenting
- an outline to which an uninitiated person might have
- been puzzled to attach either meaning or use.
-
- The image as a whole was that of a small Noah's
- Ark on a small Ararat, allowing the traditionary outlines
- and general form of the Ark which are followed by toy-
- makers -- and by these means are established in men's
- imaginations among their firmest, because earliest im-
- pressions -- to pass as an approximate pattern. The
- hut stood on little wheels, which raised its floor about a
- foot from the ground. Such shepherds' huts are dragged
- into the fields when the lambing season comes on, to
- shelter the shepherd in his- enforced nightly attendance.
-
- It was only latterly that people had begun to call
- Gabriel "Farmer" Oak. During the twelvemonth pre-
- ceding this time he had been enabled by sustained
- efforts of industry and chronic good spirits to lease the
- small sheep farm of which Norcombe Hill was a portion,
- and stock it with two hundred sheep. Previously he
- had been a bailiff for a short time, and earlier still a
- shepherd only, having from his childhood assisted his
- father in tending the flocks of large proprietors, till old
- Gabriel sank to rest.
-
- This venture, unaided and alone, into the paths of
- farming as master and not as man, with an advance of
- sheep not yet paid for, was a critical juncture with
- Gabriel Oak, and he recognised his position clearly.
-
- The first movement in his new progress was the lambing
- of his ewes, and sheep having been his speciality from
- his "youth, he wisely refrained from deputing -- the task
- of tending them at this season to a hireling or a novice.
-
- The wind continued to beat-about the corners of the
- hut, but the flute-playing ceased. A rectangular space
- of light appeared in the side of the hut, and in the
- opening the outline of Farmer Oak's figure. He carried
- a lantern in his hand, and closing the door behind him,
- came forward and busied himself about this nook of the
- field for nearly twenty minutes, the lantern light appear-
- ing and disappearing here and there, and brightening
- him or darkening him as he stood before or behind it.
-
- Oak's motions, though they had a quiet-energy, were
- slow, and their deliberateness accorded well with his
- occupation. Fitness being the basis of beauty, nobody
- could-have denied that his steady swings and turns"
- in and- about the flock had elements of grace, Yet,
- although if occasion demanded he could do or think a
- thing with as mercurial a dash as can the men of towns
- who are more to the manner born, his special power,
- morally, physically, and mentally, was static, owing
- little or nothing to momentum as a rule.
-
- A close examination of the ground hereabout, even
- by the wan starlight only, revealed how a portion of
- what would have been casually called a wild slope had
- been appropriated by Farmer Oak for his great purpose
- this winter. Detached hurdles thatched with straw
- were stuck into the ground at various scattered points,
- amid and under which the whitish forms of his meek
- ewes moved and rustled. The ring of the sheep-bell,
- which had been silent during his absence, recommenced,
- in tones that had more mellowness than clearness, owing
- to an increasing growth of surrounding wool. This
- continued till Oak withdrew again from the flock. He
- -- returned to the hut, bringing in his arms a new-born
- lamb, consisting of four legs large enough for a full-
- grown sheep, united by a seemingly inconsiderable mem-
- brane about half the substance of the legs collectively,
- which constituted the animal's entire body just at present.
-
- The little speck of life he placed on a wisp of hay
- before the small stove, where a can of milk was simmer-
- ing. Oak extinguished the lantern by blowing into it
- and then pinching the snuff, the cot being lighted
- by a candle suspended by a twisted wire. A rather
- hard couch, formed of a few corn sacks thrown carelessly
- down, covered half the floor of this little habitation, and
- here the young man stretched himself along, loosened
- his woollen cravat, and closed his eyes. In about the
- time a person unaccustomed to bodily labour would have
- decided upon which side to lie, Farmer Oak was asleep.
-
- The inside of the hut, as it now presented itself, was
- cosy and alluring, and the scarlet handful of fire in
- addition to the candle, reflecting its own genial colour
- upon whatever it could reach, flung associations of
- enjoyment even over utensils and tools. In the corner
- stood the sheep-crook, and along a shelf at one side
- were ranged bottles and canisters of the simple prepara-
- tions pertaining to bovine surgery and physic; spirits of
- wine, turpentine, tar, magnesia, ginger, and castor-oil
- being the chief. On a triangular shelf across the corner
- stood bread, bacon, cheese, and a cup for ale or cider,
- which was supplied from a flagon beneath. Beside the
- provisions lay the flute whose notes had lately been
- called forth by the lonely watcher to beguile a tedious
- hour. The house was ventilated by two round holes,
- like the lights of a ship's cabin, with wood slides-
- The lamb, revived by the warmth began to bleat"
- instant meaning, as expected sounds will. Passing
- from the profoundest sleep to the most alert wakefulness
- with the same ease that had accompanied the reverse
- operation, he looked at his watch, found that the hour-
- hand had shifted again, put on his hat, took the lamb
- in his arms, and carried it into the darkness. After
- placing the little creature with its mother, he stood and
- carefully examined the sky, to ascertain the time of
- night from the altitudes of the stars.
-
- The Dog-star and Aldebaran, pointing to the restless
- Pleiades, were half-way up the Southern sky, and between
- them hung Orion, which gorgeous constellation never
- burnt more vividly than now, as it soared forth above
- the rim of the landscape. Castor and Pollux will
- the north-west; far away through the plantation Vega
- and Cassiopeia's chair stood daintily poised on the
- uppermost boughs. "One o'clock." said Gabriel.
-
- Being a man not without a frequent consciousness
- that there was some charm in this life he led, he stood
- still after looking at the sky as a useful instrument, and
- regarded it in an appreciative spirit, as a work of art
- superlatively beautiful. For a moment he seemed
- impressed with the speaking loneliness of the scene, or
- rather with the complete abstraction from all its compass
- of the sights and sounds of man. Human shapes,interferences,
- troubles, and joys were all as if they were not, and there
- seemed to be on the shaded hemisphere of the globe no sentient
- being save himself; he could fancy them all gone round to the sunny side.
-
- Occupied this, with eyes stretched afar, Oak gradually per-
- ceived that what he had previously taken to be a star low
- down behind the outskirts of the plantation was in reality no
- such thing. It was an artificial light, almost close at hand.
-
- To find themselves utterly alone at night where company
- is desirable and expected makes some people fearful; but a
- case more trying by far to the nerves is to discover some
- mysterious companionship when intuition, sensation, memory,
- analogy, testimony, probability, induction -- every kind of
- evidence in the logician's list -- have united to persuade con-
- sciousness that it is quite in isolation.
-
- Farmer Oak went towards the plantation and pushed
- through its lower boughs to the windy side. A dim mass under
- the slope reminded him that a shed occupied a place here,
- the site being a cutting into the slope of the hill, so that at
- its back part the roof was almost level with the ground. In
- front it was formed of board nailed to posts and covered with
- tar as a preservative. Through crevices in the roof and side
- spread streaks and spots of light, a combination of which made
- the radiance that had attracted him. Oak stepped up behind,
- where,leaning down upon the roof and putting his eye close
- to a hole, he could see into the interior clearly.
-
- The place contained two women and two cows. By the side
- of the latter a steaming bran-mash stood in a bucket. One
- of the women was past middle age. Her companion was ap-
- parently young and graceful; he could form no decided opinion
- upon her looks, her position being almost beneath his eye, so
- that he saw her in a bird's-eye view, as Milton's Satan first saw
- Paradise. She wore no bonnet or het, but had enveloped her-
- self in a large cloak, which was carelessly flung over her head
- as a covering.
-
- "There, now we'll go home," said the elder of the two, resting
- her knuckles upon her hips, and looking at their goings-on as
- a whole. "I do hope Daisy will fetch round again now. I have
- never been more frightened in my life, but I don't mind break-
- ing my rest if she recovers,"
-
- The young woman, whose eyelids were apparently inclined
- to fall together on the smallest provocation of silence,yawned
- in sympathy.
-
- "I wish we were rich enough to pay a man to do these
- things," she said.
-
- "As we are not, we must do them ourselves," said the other;
- "for you must help me if you stay,"
-
- "Well, my hat is gone, however," continued the younger. "It
- went over the hedge, I think. The idea of such a slight wind
- catching it,"
-
- The cow standing erect was of the Devon breed, and was
- encased in a tight warm hide of rich Indian red, as absolutely
- uniform from eyes to tail as if the animal had been dipped in
- a dye of that colour, her long back being mathematically level.
-
- The other was spotted,grey and white. Beside her Oak now
- noticed a little calf about a day old, looking idiotically at
- the two women, which showed that it had not long been
- accustomed to the phenomenon of eyesight, and often turn-
- ing to the lantern, which it apparently mistook for the moon.
-
- inherited instinct having as yet had little time for correction
- by experience. Between the sheep and the cows Lucina had
- been busy on Norcombe hill lately.
-
- "I think we had better send for some oatmeal," said the
- "Yes, aunt; and I'll ride over for it as soon as it is light,"
-
- "But there's no side-saddle,"
-
- "I can ride on the other: trust me,"
-
- Oak, upon hearing these remarks, became more
- curious to observe her features, but this prospect being
- denied him by the hooding effect of the cloak, and by his
- aerial position, he felt himself drawing upon his fancy
- for their details. In making even horizontal and clear
- inspections we colour and mould according to the warts
- within us whatever our eyes bring in. Had Gabriel
- been able from the first to get a distinct view of her -
- countenance, his estimate of it as very handsome or
- slightly so would have been as his soul required a
- divinity at the moment or was ready supplied with one.
-
- Having for some time known the want of a satisfactory
- form to fill an increasing void within him, his position
- moreover affording the widest scope for his fancy, he
- painted her a beauty.
-
- By one of those whimsical coincidences in which
- Nature, like a busy mother, seems to spare a moment
- from her unremitting labours to turn and make her
- children smile, the girl now dropped the cloak, and
- forth tumbled ropes of black hair over a red jacket.
-
- Oak knew her instantly as the heroine of the yellow
- waggon, myrtles, and looking-glass: prosily, as the
- woman who owed him twopence.
-
- They placed the calf beside its mother again, took
- up the lantern, and went out, the light sinking down
- the hill till it was no more than a nebula. Gabriel
- Oak returned to his flock.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
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-
- A GIRL ON HORSEBACK -- CONVERSATION
-
-
- THE sluggish day began to break. Even its position
- terrestrially is one of the elements of a new interest,
- and for no particular reason save that the incident of
- the night had occurred there, Oak went again into
- the plantation. Lingering and musing here, he heard
- the steps of a horse at the foot of the hill, and soon
- there appeared in view an auburn pony with a girl on
- its back, ascending by the path leading past the cattle-
- shed. She was the young woman of the night before.
-
- Gabriel instantly thought of the hat she had mentioned
- as having lost in the wind; possibly she had come to
- look for it. He hastily scanned the ditch and after
- walking about ten yards along it, found the hat among the
- leaves. Gabriel took it in his hand and returned to his
- hut. Here he ensconced himself, and peeped through
- the loophole in the direction of the riders approach.
-
- She came up and looked around -- then on the other
- side of the hedge. Gabriel was about to advance and
- restore the missing article when an unexpected per-
- formance induced him to suspend the action for the
- present. The path, after passing the cowshed, bisected
- the plantation. It was not a bridle-path -- merely a
- pedestrian's track, and the boughs spread horizontally
- at a height not greater than seven feet above the ground,
- which made it impossible to ride erect beneath them.
-
- The girl, who wore no riding-habit, looked around for
- a moment, as if to assure herself that all humanity was
- out of view, then dexterously dropped backwards flat
- upon the pony's back, her head over its tail, her feet
- against its shoulders, and her eyes to the sky. The
- rapidity of her glide into this position was that of a
- kingfisher -- its noiselessness that of a hawk. Gabriel's
- eyes had scarcely been able to follow her. The tall lank
- pony seemed used to such doings, and ambled
- along unconcerned. Thus she passed under the level boughs.
-
- The performer seemed quite at home anywhere
- between a horse's head and its tail, and the necessity
- for this abnormal attitude having ceased with the
- passage of the plantation, she began to adopt another,
- even more obviously convenient than the first. She had
- no side-saddle, and it was very apparent that a firm
- seat upon the smooth leather beneath her was un-
- attainable sideways. Springing to her accustomed
- perpendicular like a bowed sapling, and satisfying her,
- self that nobody was in sight, she seated herself in the
- manner demanded by the saddle, though hardly expected
- of the woman, and trotted off in the direction of Tewnell
- Mill.
-
- Oak was amused, perhaps a little astonished, and
- hanging up the hat in his hut, went again among his
- ewes. An hour passed, the girl returned, properly
- seated now, with a bag of bran in front of her. On
- nearing the cattle-shed she was met by a boy bringing
- a milking-pail, who held the reins of the pony whilst
- she slid off. The boy led away the horse, leaving the
- pail with the young woman.
-
- Soon soft shirts alternating with loud shirts came
- in regular succession from within the shed, the obvious
- sounds of a person milking a cow. Gabriel took the
- lost hat in his hand, and waited beside the path she
- would follow in leaving the hill.
-
- She came, the pail in one hand, hanging against her
- knee. The left arm was extended as a balance, enough
- of it being shown bare to make Oak wish that the event
- ha happened in the summer, when the whole would
- have been revealed. There was a bright air and manner
- about her now, by which she seemed to imply that the
- desirability of her existence could not be questioned;
- and this rather saucy assumption failed in being offensive,
- because a beholder felt it to be, upon the whole, true.
-
- Like exceptional emphasis in the tone of a genius, that
- which would have made mediocrity ridiculous was an
- addition to recognised power. It was with some
- surprise that she saw Gabriel's face rising like the
- moon behind the hedge.
-
- The adjustment of the farmer's hazy conceptions of her
- charms to the portrait of herself she now presented
- him with was less a diminution than a difference. The
- starting-point selected by the judgment was. her height
- She seemed tall, but the pail was a small one, and the
- hedge diminutive; hence, making allowance for error
- by comparison with these, she could have been not
- above the height to be chosen by women as best. All
- features of consequence were severe and regular. It
- may have been observed by persons who go about the
- shires with eyes for beauty, that in Englishwoman a
- classically-formed face is seldom found to be united
- with a figure of the same pattern, the highly-finished
- features being generally too large for the remainder of
- the frame; that a graceful and proportionate figure of
- eight heads usually goes off into random facial curves.
-
- Without throwing a Nymphean tissue over a milkmaid,
- let it be said that here criticism checked itself as out
- of place, and looked at her proportions with a long
- consciousness of pleasure. From the contours of her
- figure in its upper part, she must have had a beautiful
- neck and shoulders; but since her infancy nobody had
- ever seen them. Had she been put into a low dress
- she would have run and thrust her head into a bush.
-
- Yet she was not a shy girl by any means; it was merely
- her instinct to draw the line dividing the seen from the
- unseen higher than they do it in towns.
-
- That the girl's thoughts hovered about her face
- and form as soon as she caught Oak's eyes conning the
- same page was natural, and almost certain. The self-
- consciousness shown would have been vanity if a little
- more pronounced, dignity if a little less. Rays of male
- vision seem to have a tickling effect upon virgin faces
- in rural districts; she brushed hers with her hand, as if
- Gabriel had been irritating its pink surface by actual
- touch, and the free air of her previous movements was
- reduced at the same time to a chastened phase of
- itself. Yet it was the man who blushed, the maid not
- at all.
-
- "I found a hat." said Oak.
-
- "It is mine." said she, and, from a sense of proportion,
- kept down to a small smile an inclination to laugh dis-
- tinctly: "it flew away last night,"
-
- "One o'clock this morning?"
- "Well -- it was." She was surprised. "How did you know?"
- she said.
-
- "I was here,"
-
- "You are Farmer Oak, are you not?"
- "That or thereabouts. I'm lately come to this place,"
-
- "A large farm?" she inquired, casting her eyes round,
- and swinging back her hair, which was black in the
- shaded hollows of its mass; but it being now an hour
- past sunrise, the rays touched its prominent curves with
- a colour of their own.
-
- "No; not large. About a hundred." (In speaking
- of farms the word "acres" is omitted by the natives, by
- analogy to such old expressions as "a stag of ten.")
- "I wanted my hat this morning." she went on.
-
- "I had to ride to Tewnell Mill,"
-
- "Yes you had,"
-
- "How do you know?"
- "I saw you!"
- "Where?" she inquired, a misgiving bringing every
- muscle of her lineaments and frame to a standstill.
-
- "Here-going through the plantation, and all down
- the hill." said Farmer Oak, with an aspect excessively
- knowing with regard to some matter in his mind, as he
- gazed at a remote point in the direction named, and then
- turned back to meet his colloquist's eyes.
-
- A perception caused him to withdraw his own eyes
- from hers as suddenly as if he had been caught in a
- theft. Recollection of the strange antics she had
- indulged in when passing through the trees, was suc-
- ceeded in the girl by a nettled palpitation, and that by
- a hot face. It was a time to see a woman redden who
- was not given to reddening as a rule; not a point in
- the milkmaid but was of the deepest rose-colour. From
- the Maiden's Blush, through all varieties of the Provence
- down to the Crimson Tuscany, the countenance of Oak's
- acquaintance quickly graduated; whereupon he, in con-
- siderateness, turned away his head.
-
- The sympathetic man still looked the other way, and
- wondered when she would recover coolness sufficient to
- justify him in facing her again. He heard what seemed
- to be the flitting of a dead leaf upon the breeze, and
- looked. She had gone away.
-
- With an air between that of Tragedy and Comedy!
- Gabriel returned to his work.
-
- Five mornings and evenings passed. The young
- woman came regularly to milk the healthy cow or to
- attend to the sick one, but never allowed her vision to
- stray in the direction of Oak's person. His want of
- tact had deeply offended her -- not by seeing what he
- could not help, but by letting her know that he had
- seen it. For, as without law there is no sin, without
- eyes there is no indecorum; and she appeared to feel
- that Gabriel's espial had made her an indecorous woman
- without her own connivance. It was food for great regret
- with him; it was also a contretemps which touched into
- life a latent heat he had experienced in that direction.
-
- The acquaintanceship might, however, have ended in
- a slow forgetting, but for an incident which occurred at
- the end of the same week. One afternoon it began to
- freeze, and the frost increased with evening, which drew
- on like a stealthy tightening of bonds. It was a time
- when in cottages the breath of the sleepers freezes to
- the sheets; when round the drawing-room fire of a
- thick-walled mansion the sitters' backs are cold, even
- whilst their faces are all aglow. Many a small bird went
- to bed supperless that night among the bare boughs.
-
- As the milking-hour drew near, Oak kept his usual
- watch upon the cowshed. At last he felt cold, and
- shaking an extra quantity of bedding round the yearling
- ewes he entered the hut and heaped more fuel upon
- the stove. The wind came in at the bottom of the door,
- and to prevent it Oak laid a sack there and wheeled the
- cot round a little more to the south. Then the wind
- spouted in at a ventilating hole -- of which there was one
- on each side of the hut.
-
- Gabriel had always known that when the fire was
- lighted and the door closed one of these must be kept
- open -- that chosen being always on the side away from
- the wind. Closing the slide to windward, he turned to
- open the other; on second -- thoughts the farmer con-
- sidered that he would first sit down leaving both
- closed for a minute or two, till the temperature of the
- hut was a little raised. He sat down.
-
- His head began to ache in an unwonted manner, and,
- fancying himself weary by reason of the broken rests of
- the preceding nights, Oak decided to get up, open the
- slide, and then allow himself to fall asleep. He fell
- asleep, however, without having performed the necessary
- preliminary.
-
- How long he remained unconscious Gabriel never
- knew. During the first stages of his return to percep-
- tion peculiar deeds seemed to be in course of enactment.
-
- His dog was howling, his head was aching fearfully --
- somebody was pulling him about, hands were loosening
- his neckerchief.
-
- On opening his eyes he found that evening had sunk
- to dusk in a strange manner of unexpectedness. The
- young girl with the remarkably pleasant lips and white
- teeth was beside him. More than this -- astonishingly
- more -- his head was upon her lap, his face and neck
- were disagreeably wet, and her fingers were unbuttoning
- his collar.
-
- "Whatever is the matter?" said Oak, vacantly.
-
- She seemed to experience mirth, but of too insignifi-
- cant a kind to start enjoyment.
-
- "Nothing now', she answered, "since you are not
- dead It is a wonder you were not,suffocated in this
- hut of yours,"
-
- "Ah, the hut!" murmured Gabriel. "I gave ten
- pounds for that hut. But I'll sell it, and sit under
- thatched hurdles as they did in old times, curl up
- to sleep in a lock of straw! It played me nearly the
- same trick the other day!" Gabriel, by way of emphasis,
- brought down his fist upon the floor.
-
- "It was not exactly the fault of the hut." she ob-
- served in a tone which showed her to be that novelty
- among women -- one who finished a thought before
- beginning the sentence which was to convey it. "You
- should I think, have considered, and not have been so
- foolish as to leave the slides closed,"
-
- "Yes I suppose I should." said Oak, absently. He
- was endeavouring to catch and appreciate the sensation
- of being thus with her, his head upon her dress, before
- the event passed on into the heap of bygone things.
-
- He wished she knew his impressions; but he would as
- soon have thought of carrying an odour in a net as of
- attempting to convey the intangibilities of his feeling
- in the coarse meshes of language. So he remained
- silent.
-
- She made him sit up, and then Oak began wiping
- his face and shaking himself like a Samson. "How
- can I thank 'ee?" he said at last, gratefully, some of the
- natural rusty red having returned to his face. "Oh, never mind that,"
-
- said the girl, smiling, and
- allowing her smile to hold good for Gabriel's next
- remark, whatever that might prove to be.
-
- "How did you find me?"
-
- "I heard your dog howling and scratching at the
- door of the hut when I came to the milking (it was so
- lucky, Daisy's milking is almost over for the season, and
- I shall not come here after this week or the next). The
- dog saw me, and jumped over to me, and laid hold of
- my skirt. I came across and looked round the hut the
- very first thing to see if the slides were closed. My
- uncle has a hut like this one, and I have heard him tell
- his shepherd not to go to sleep without leaving a slide
- open. I opened the door, and there you were like
- dead. I threw the milk over you, as there was no
- water, forgetting it was warm, and no use,"
-
- "I wonder if I should have died?" Gabriel said, in a
- low voice, which was rather meant to travel back to
- himself than to her.
-
- "O no," the girl replied. She seemed to prefer a
- less tragic probability; to have saved a man from death
- involved talk that should harmonise with the dignity of
- such a deed -- and she shunned it.
-
- "I believe you saved my life, Miss -- -- I don't know
- your name. I know your aunt's, but not yours,"
-
- "I would just as soon not tell it -- rather not. There
- is no reason either why I should, as you probably will
- never have much to do with me." "Still, I should like to know,"
-
- "You can inquire at my aunt's -- she will tell you,"
-
- "My name is Gabriel Oak,"
-
- "And mine isn't. You seem fond of yours in
- speaking it so decisively, Gabriel Oak,"
-
- "You see, it is the only one I shall ever have, and I
- must make the most of it,"
-
- "I always think mine sounds odd and disagreeable,"
-
- "I should think you might soon get a new one,"
-
- "Mercy! -- how many opinions you keep about you
- concerning other people, Gabriel Oak,"
-
- "Well Miss-excuse the words-I thought you
- would like them But I can't match you I know in
- napping out my mind upon my tongue. I never was
- very clever in my inside. But I thank you. Come
- give me your hand!"
- She hesitated, somewhat disconcerted at Oak's old-
- fashioned earnest conclusion. to a dialogue lightly
- carried on."Very well." she said, and gave him her
- hand, compressing her lips to a demure impassivity.
-
- He held it but an instant, and in his fear of being too
- demonstrative, swerved to the opposite extreme, touching
- her fingers with the lightness of a small-hearted person.
-
- "I am sorry." he said, the instant after.
-
- "What for?"
- "You may have it again if you like; there it is,"
-
- She gave him her hand again.
-
- Oak held it longer this time -- indeed, curiously long.
-
- "How soft it is -- being winter time, too -- not chapped
- or rough or anything!" he said.
-
- "There -- that's long enough." said she, though with-
- out pulling it away "But I suppose you are thinking
- you would like to kiss it? You may if you want to,"
-
- "I wasn't thinking of any such thing." said Gabriel,
- simply; "but I will"
-
- "That you won't!" She snatched back her hand.
-
- Gabriel felt himself guilty of another want of tact.
-
- "Now find out my name." she said, teasingly; and
- withdrew.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-
-
- GABRIEL'S RESOLVE -- THE VISIT -- THE MISTAKE
-
-
- THE only superiority in women that is tolerable to the
- rival sex is, as a rule, that of the unconscious kind; but
- a superiority which recognizes itself may sometimes
- please by suggesting possibilities of capture to the
- subordinated man.
-
- This well-favoured and comely girl soon made appre-
- ciable inroads upon the emotional constitution of young
- Farmer Oak.
-
- Love, being an extremely exacting usurer (a sense of
- exorbitant profit, spiritually, by an exchange of hearts,
- being at the bottom of pure passions, as that of exorbi-
- tant profit, bodily or materially, is at the bottom of
- those of lower atmosphere), every morning Oak's feelings
- were as sensitive as the money-market in calculations
- upon his chances. His dog waited for his meals in a
- way so like that in which Oak waited for the girl's
- presence, that the farmer was quite struck with the
- resemblance, felt it lowering, and would not look at the
- dog. However, he continued to watch through the
- hedge for her regular coming, and thus his sentiments
- towards her were deepened without any corresponding
- effect being produced upon herself. Oak had nothing
- finished and ready to say as yet, and not being able
- to frame love phrases which end where they begin;
- passionate tales --
- -- Full of sound and fury
- -- signifying nothing --
- he said no word at all.
-
- By making inquiries he found that the girl's name
- was Bathsheba Everdene, and that the cow would go
- dry in about seven days. He dreaded the eight day.
-
- At last the eighth day came. The cow had ceased
- to give milk for that year, and Bathsheba Everdene
- came up the hill no more. Gabriel had reached a
- pitch of existence he never could have anticipated a
- short time before. He liked saying `Bathsheba' as a
- private enjoyment instead of whistling; turned over his
- taste to black hair, though he had sworn by brown ever
- since he was a boy, isolated himself till the space he
- filled in a possible strength in an actual weakness. Marriage
- transforms a distraction into a support, the power of
- which should be, and happily often is, in direct pro-
- portion to the degree of imbecility it supplants. Oak
- began now to see light in this direction, and said to
- himself, "I'll make her my wife, or upon my soul I shall
- be good for nothing!"
- All this while he was perplexing himself about an
- errand on which he might consistently visit the cottage
- of Bathsheba's aunt.
-
- He found his opportunity in the death of a ewe,
- mother of a living lamb. On a day which had a
- summer face and a winter constitution-a fine January
- morning, when there was just enough blue sky visible to
- make cheerfully-disposed people wish for more, and an
- occasional gleam of silvery sunshine, Oak put the lamb
- into a respectable Sunday basket, and stalked across the
- fields to the house of Mrs. Hurst, the aunt -- George,
- the dog walking behind, with a countenance of great
- concern at the serious turn pastoral affairs seemed to be
- taking.
-
- Gabriel had watched the blue wood-smoke curling
- from the chimney with strange meditation. At evening
- he had fancifully traced it down the chimney to the
- spot of its origin -- seen the hearth and Bathsheba
- beside it -- beside it in her out-door dress; for the
- clothes she had worn on the hill were by association
- equally with her person included in the compass of his
- affection; they seemed at this early time of his love a
- necessary ingredient of the sweet mixture called Bath-
- sheba Everdene.
-
- He had made a toilet of a nicely-adjusted kind -- of a
- nature between the carefully neat and the carelessly
- ornate -- of a degree between fine-market-day and wet-
- Sunday selection. He thoroughly cleaned his silver
- watch-chain with whiting, put new lacing straps to his
- boots, looked to the brass eyelet-holes, went to the
- inmost heart of the plantation for a new walking-stick,
- and trimmed it vigorously on his way back; took a new
- handkerchief from the bottom of his clothes-box, put
- on the light waistcoat patterned all over with sprigs
- of an elegant flower uniting the beauties of both rose
- and lily without the defects of either, and used all the
- hair-oil he possessed upon his usually dry, sandy, and
- inextricably curly hair, till he had deepened it to a
- splendidly novel colour, between that of guano and
- Roman cement, making it stick to his head like mace
- round a nutmeg, or wet seaweed round a boulder after
- the ebb.
-
- Nothing disturbed the stillness of the cottage save
- the chatter of a knot of sparrows on the eaves; one
- might fancy scandal and rumour to be no less the
- staple topic of these little coteries on roofs than of
- those under them. It seemed that the omen was an
- unpropitious one, for, as the rather untoward commence-
- ment of Oak's overtures, just as he arrived by the garden
- gate, he saw a cat inside, going into various arched shapes
- and fiendish convulsions at the sight of his dog George.
-
- The dog took no notice , for he had arrived at an age
- at which all superfluous barking was cynically avoided
- as a waste of breath -- in fact he never barked even
- at the sheep except to order, when it was done with
- an absolutely neutral countenance, as a sort of Com-
- mination-service, which, though offensive, had to be
- gone through once now and then to frighten the flock
- for their own good.
-
- A voice came from behind some laurel-bushes into
- which the cat had run:
-
- "Poor dear! Did a nasty brute of a dog want to
- kill it; -- did he poor dear!"
- "I beg your pardon." said Oak to the voice, "but
- George was walking on behind me with a temper as
- mild as milk,"
-
- Almost before he had ceased speaking, Oak was
- seized with a misgiving as to whose ear was the recipient
- of his answer. Nobody appeared, and he heard the
- person retreat among the bushes.
-
- Gabriel meditated, and so deeply that he brought
- small furrows into his forehead by sheer force of
- reverie. Where the issue of an interview is as likely
- to be a vast change for the worse as for the better,
- any initial difference from expectation causes nipping
- sensations of failure. Oak went up to the door a little
- abashed: his mental rehearsal and the reality had had
- no common grounds of opening.
-
- Bathsheba's aunt was indoors. "Will you tell Miss
- Everdene that somebody would be glad to speak to
- her?" said Mr. Oak. (Calling one's self merely Some-
- body, without giving a name, is not to be taken as
- an example of the ill-breeding of the rural world: it
- springs from a refined modesty, of which townspeople,
- with their cards and announcements, have no notion
- whatever.)
- Bathsheba was out. The voice had evidently been
- hers.
-
- "Will you come in, Mr. Oak?"
-
- "Oh, thank 'ee, said Gabriel, following her to the
- fireplace. "I've brought a lamb for Miss Everdene.
-
- I thought she might like one to rear; girls do,"
-
- "She might." said Mrs. Hurst, musingly; " though
- she's only a visitor here. If you will wait a minute,
- Bathsheba will be in,"
-
- "Yes, I will wait." said Gabriel, sitting down. "The
- lamb isn't really the business I came about, Mrs. Hurst.
-
- In short, I was going to ask her if she'd like to be
- married,"
-
- "And were you indeed?"
-
- "Yes. Because if she would, I should be very glad
- to marry her. D'ye know if she's got any other young
- man hanging about her at all?"
-
- "Let me think," said Mrs. Hurst, poking the fire
- superfluously.... "Yes -- bless you, ever so many young
- men. You see, Farmer Oak, she's so good-looking, and
- an excellent scholar besides -- she was going to be a
- governess once, you know, only she was too wild. Not
- that her young men ever come here -- but, Lord, in the
- nature of women, she must have a dozen!"
-
- "That's unfortunate." said Farmer Oak, contemplating
- a crack in the stone floor with sorrow. "I'm only an
- every-day sort of man, and my only chance was in being
- the first comer... , Well, there's no use in my waiting,
- for that was all I came about: so I'll take myself off
- home-along, Mrs. Hurst,"
-
- When Gabriel had gone about two hundred yards along the
- down, he heard a "hoi-hoi!" uttered behind
- him, in a piping note of more treble quality than that
- in which the exclamation usually embodies itself when
- shouted across a field. He looked round, and saw a girl
- racing after him, waving a white handkerchief.
-
- Oak stood still -- and the runner drew nearer. It was
- Bathsheba Everdene. Gabriel's colour deepened: hers
- was already deep, not, as it appeared, from emotion,
- but from running.
-
- "Farmer Oak -- I -- " she said, pausing for want of
- breath pulling up in front of him with a slanted face
- and putting her hand to her side.
-
- "I have just called to see you," said Gabriel, pending
- her further speech.
-
- "Yes-I know that!" she said panting like a robin,
- her face red and moist from her exertions, like a peony
- petal before the sun dries off the dew. "I didn't know
- you had come to ask to have me, or I should have come
- in from the garden instantly. I ran after you to say --
- that my aunt made a mistake in sending you away from
- courting me -- -- -- "
-
- Gabriel expanded."I'm sorry to have made you
- run so fast, my dear." he said, with a grateful sense of
- favours to come. "Wait a bit till you've found your
- breath,"
-
- "-- It was quite a mistake-aunt's telling you I had
- a young man "already."- Bathsheba went on. "I haven't
- a sweetheart at all -- and I never had one, and I thought
- that, as times go with women, it was such a pity to send
- you away thinking that I had several,"
-
- "Really and truly I am glad to hear that!" said
- Farmer Oak, smiling one of his long special smiles, and
- blushing with gladness. He held out his hand to take
- hers, which, when she had eased her side by pressing
- it there, was prettily extended upon her bosom to still
- her loud-beating heart. Directly he seized it she put
- it behind her, so that it slipped through his fingers like
- an eel. "
- "I have a nice snug little farm." said Gabriel, with
- half a degree less assurance than when he had seized
- her hand.
-
- "Yes; you have,"
-
- "A man has advanced me money to begin with, but
- still, it will soon be paid off and though I am only an
- every-day sort of man, I have got on a little since I was
- a boy." Gabriel uttered "a little" in a tone to-show
- her that it was the complacent form of "a great deal,"
-
- e continued: " When we be married, I am quite sure
- I can work twice as hard as I do now,"
-
- He went forward and stretched out his arm again.
-
- Bathsheba had overtaken him at a point beside which
- stood a low stunted holly bush, now laden with red
- berries. Seeing his advance take the form of an attitude
- threatening a possible enclosure, if not compression, of
- her person, she edged off round the bush.
-
- "Why, Farmer Oak." she said, over the top, looking
- at him with rounded eyes, "I never said I was going to
- marry you,"
-
- "Well -- that is a tale!" said Oak, with dismay." To
- run after anybody like this, and then say you don't
- want him!"
-
- "What I meant to tell you was only this." she said
- eagerly, and yet half conscious of the absurdity of the
- position she had made for herself -- "that nobody has
- got me yet as a sweetheart, instead of my having a
- dozen, as my aunt said; I hate to be thought men's
- property in that way, though possibly I shall be had
- some day. Why, if I'd wanted you I shouldn't have
- run after you like this; 'twould have been the forwardest
- thing! But there was no harm in 'hurrying to correct
- a piece of false news that had been told you,"
-
- "Oh, no -- no harm at all." But there is such a thing
- as being too generous in expressing a judgment impuls-
- ively, and Oak added with a more appreciative sense
- of all the circumstances -- "Well, I am not quite certain
- it was no harm,"
-
- "Indeed, I hadn't time to think before starting
- whether I wanted to marry or not, for you'd have been
- gone over the hill,"
-
- "Come." said Gabriel, freshening again; "think a
- minute or two. I'll wait a while, Miss Everdene. Will
- you marry me? Do, Bathsheba. I love you far more
- than common!"
-
- "I'll try to think." she observed, rather more timor-
- ously; "if I can think out of doors; my mind spreads
- away so,"
-
- "But you can give a guess,"
-
- "Then give me time." Bathsheba looked thought-
- fully into the distance, away from the direction in which
- Gabriel stood.
-
- "I can make you happy," said he to the back of her
- head, across the bush. "You shall have as piano in a
- year or two -- farmers' wives are getting to have pianos
- now -- and I'll practise up the flute right well to play
- with you in the evenings,"
-
- "Yes; I should like that,"
-
- "And have one of those little ten-pound" gigs for
- market -- and nice flowers, and birds -- cocks and hens
- I mean, because they be useful." continued Gabriel,
- feeling balanced between poetry and practicality.
-
- "I should like it very much,"
-
- "And a frame for cucumbers -- like a gentleman and
- lady,"
-
- Yes,"
-
- "And when the wedding was over, we'd have it put
- in the newspaper list of marriages,"
-
- "Dearly I should like that!"
-
- "And the babies in the births -- every man jack of
- "em! And at home by the fire, whenever you look up,
- there I shall be -- and whenever I look up there will
- be you,"
-
- "Wait wait and don't be improper!"
-
- Her countenance fell, and she was silent awhile.
-
- He regarded the red berries between them over and
- over again, to such an extent, that holly seemed in
- his after life to be a cypher signifying a proposal of
- marriage. Bathsheba decisively turned to him.
-
- "No;" 'tis no use." she said. "I don't want to marry
- you,"
-
- "Try,"
-
- "I have tried hard all the time I've been thinking;
- for a marriage would be very nice in one sense.
-
- People would talk about me, and think I had won my
- battle, and I should feel triumphant, and all that,
- But a husband -- -- --
- "Well!"
-
- "Why, he'd always be there, as you say; whenever
- I looked up, there he'd be,"
-
- "Of course he would -- I, that is,"
-
- "Well, what I mean is that I shouldn't mind being
- a bride at a wedding, if I could be one without having
- a husband. But since a woman can't show off in that
- way by herself, I shan't marry -- at least yet,"
-
- "That's a terrible wooden story,"
-
- At this criticism of her statement Bathsheba made
- an addition to her dignity by a slight sweep away
- from him.
-
- "Upon my heart and soul, I don't know what a
- maid can say stupider than that." said Oak. "But
- dearest." he continued in a palliative voice, "don't be
- like it!" Oak sighed a deep honest sigh -- none the
- less so in that, being like the sigh of a pine plantation,
- it was rather noticeable as a disturbance of the atmo-
- sphere. "Why won't you have me?" he appealed,
- creeping round the holly to reach her side.
-
- "I cannot." she said, retreating.
-
- "But why?" he persisted, standing still at last in
- despair of ever reaching her, and facing over the
- bush.
-
- "Because I don't love you,"
-
- "Yes, but -- -- "
- She contracted a yawn to an inoffensive smallness,
- so that it was hardly ill-mannered at all. "I don't love
- you." she said,"
-
- "But I love you -- and, as for myself, I am content
- to be liked,"
-
- "O Mr. Oak -- that's very fine! You'd get to despise me,"
-
- "Never." said Mr Oak, so earnestly that he seemed
- to be coming, by the force of his words, straight
- through the bush and into her arms. "I shall do one
- thing in this life -- one thing certain -- that is, love you,
- and long for you, and keep wanting you till I die." His
- voice had a genuine pathos now, and his large brown
- hands perceptibly trembled.
-
- "It seems dreadfully wrong not to have you when
- you feel so much!" she said with a little distress, and
- looking hopelessly around for some means of escape
- from her moral dilemma. "H(ow I wish I hadn't run
- after you!" However she seemed to have a short cut
- for getting back to cheerfulness, and set her face to
- signify archness. "It wouldn't do, Mr Oak. I want
- somebody to tame me; I am too independent; and
- you would never be able to, I know,"
-
- Oak cast his eyes down the field in a way implying
- that it was useless to attempt argument.
-
- "Mr. Oak." she said, with luminous distinctness and
- common sense, " you are better off than I. I have
- hardly a penny in the world -- I am staying with my
- aunt for my bare sustenance. I am better educated
- than you -- and I don't love you a bit: that's my side
- of the case. Now yours: you are a farmer just begin-
- ing; and you ought in common prudence, if you marry
- at all (which you should certainly not think of doing
- at present) to marry a woman with money, who would
- admiration.
-
- "That's the very thing I had been thinking myself!"
-
- he naively said.
-
- Farmer Oak had one-and-a-half Christian character-
- istics too many to succeed with Bathsheba: his humility,
- and a superfluous moiety of honesty. Bathsheba was
- decidedly disconcerted,
- "Well, then, why did you come and disturb me?"
-
- she said, almost angrily, if not quite, an enlarging red
- spot rising in each cheek.
-
- "I can't do what I think would be -- would be -- -- "
- "Right?"
-
- "No: wise,"
-
- "You have made an admission now, Mr. Oak." she
- exclaimed, with even more hauteur, and rocking her
- head disdainfully. "After that, do you think I could
- marry you? Not if I know it,"
-
- He broke in passionately. "But don't mistake me
- like that! Because I am open enough to own what
- every man in my shoes would have thought of, you
- make your colours come up your face, and get crabbed
- with me. That about your not being good enough for
- me is nonsense. You speak like a lady -- all the parish
- notice it, and your uncle at Weatherbury is, I have
- heerd, a large farmer -- much larger than ever I shall
- be. May I call in the evening, or will you walk along
- with me o' Sundays? I don't want you to make-up
- your mind at once, if you'd rather not,"
-
- "No -- no -- I cannot. Don't press me any more --
- don't. I don't love you -- so 'twould be ridiculous,"
- he said, with a laugh.
-
- No man likes to see his emotions the sport of a
- merry-go-round of skittishness. "Very well." said Oak,
- firmly, with the bearing of one who was going to give "
- his days and nights to Ecclesiastes for ever. "Then
- I'll ask you no more,"
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
-
- DEPARTURE OF BATHSHEBA -- A PASTORAL TRAGEDY
-
-
- THE news which one day reached Gabriel, that Bath-
- sheba Everdene had left the neighbourhood, had an
- influence upon him which might have surprised any
- who never suspected that the more emphatic the renun-
- ciation the less absolute its character.
-
- It may have been observed that there is no regula
- path for getting out of love as there is for getting in.
-
- Some people look upon marriage as a short cut that way,
- but it has been known to fail. Separation, which was
- the means that chance offered to Gabriel Oak by
- Bathsheba's disappearance though effectual with people
- of certain humours is apt to idealise the removed object
- with others -- notably those whose affection, placid and
- regular as it may be flows deep and long. Oak belonged
- to the even-tempered order of humanity, and felt the
- secret fusion of himself in Bathsheba to be burning with
- a finer flame now that she was gone -- that was all.
-
- His incipient friendship with her aunt-had been
- nipped by the failure of his suit, and all that Oak learnt
- of Bathsheba's movements was done indirectly. It ap-
- peared that she had gone to a place called Weatherbury,
- more than twenty miles off, but in what capacity --
- whether as a visitor, or permanently, he could not
- discover.
-
- Gabriel had two dogs. George, the elder, exhibited
- an ebony-tipped nose, surrounded by a narrow margin
- of pink flesh, and a coat marked in random splotches
- approximating in colour to white and slaty grey; but the
- grey, after years of sun and rain, had been scorched and
- washed out of the more prominent locks, leaving them
- of a reddish-brown, as if the blue component of the grey
- had faded, like the indigo from the same kind of colour in
- Turner's pictures. In substance it had originally been
- hair, but long contact with sheep seemed to be turning
- it by degrees into wool of a poor quality and staple.
-
- This dog had originally belonged to a shepherd of
- inferior morals and dreadful temper, and the result was
- that George knew the exact degrees of condemnation
- signified by cursing and swearing of all descriptions
- better than the wickedest old man in the neighbourhood.
-
- Long experience had so precisely taught the animal the
- difference between such exclamations as "Come in!"
-
- and "D -- -- ye, come in!" that he knew to a hair's
- breadth the rate of trotting back from the ewes' tails
- that each call involved, if a staggerer with the sheep
- crook was to be escaped. Though old, he was clever
- and trustworthy still.
-
- The young dog, George's son, might possibly have
- been the image of his mother, for there was not much
- resemblance between him and George. He was learn-
- ing the sheep-keeping business, so as to follow on at
- the flock when the other should die, but had got no
- further than the rudiments as yet -- still finding an
- insuperable difficulty in distinguishing between doing a
- thing well enough and doing it too well. So earnest
- and yet so wrong-headed was this young dog (he had no,
- name in particular, and answered with perfect readiness
- to any pleasant interjection), that if sent behind the
- flock to help them on, he did it so thoroughly that he
- would have chased them across the whole county with
- the greatest pleasure if not called off or reminded when
- to step by the example of old George.
-
- Thus much for the dogs. On the further side of
- Norcombe Hill was a chalk-pit, from which chalk had
- been drawn for generations, and spread over adjacent
- farms. Two hedges converged upon it in the form of
- a V, but without quite meeting. The narrow opening
- left, which was immediately over the brow of the pit,
- was protected by a rough railing.
-
- One night, when Farmer Oak had returned to, his
- house, believing there would be no further necessity for
- his attendance on the down, he called as usual to the
- dogs, previously to shutting them up in the outhouse till
- next morning. Only one responded -- old George; the
- other-could not be found, either in the house, lane, or
- garden. - Gabriel then remembered that he had left the
- two dogs on the hill eating a dead lamb (a kind of meat
- he usually kept from them, except when other food-ran
- finished his meal, he went indoors to the luxury of a bed,
- which latterly he had only enjoyed on Sundays.
-
- It was a still, moist night. Just before dawn he was
- assisted in waking by the abnormal reverberation of
- familiar music. To the shepherd, the note of the sheep"
- chronic sound that only makes itself noticed by ceasing
- ever distant, that all is well in the fold. In the solemn
- This exceptional ringing may be caused in two ways --
- by the rapid feeding of the sheep bearing the bell, as
- when the flock breaks into new pasture, which gives it
- an intermittent rapidity, or by the sheep starting off in
- a run, when the sound has a regular palpitation. The
- experienced ear of Oak knew the sound he now heard
- to be caused by the running of the flock with great
- velocity.
-
- He jumped out of bed, dressed, tore down the lane
- through a foggy dawn, and ascended the hill. The
- forward ewes were kept apart from those among which
- the fall of lambs would be later, there being two hundred
- of the latter class in Gabriel's flock. These two hundred
- seemed to have absolutely vanished from the hill. There
- were the fifty with their lambs, enclosed at the other end
- as he had left them, but the rest, forming the bulk of
- the flock, were nowhere. Gabriel called at the top of
- his voice the shepherd's call.
-
- "Ovey, ovey, ovey!"
-
- Not a single bleat. He went to the hedge -- a gap
- had been broken through it, and in the gap were the
- footprints of the sheep. Rather surprised to find
- them break fence at this season, yet putting it down
- instantly to their great fondness for ivy in winter-time,
- of which a great deal grew in the plantation, he followed
- through the hedge. They were not in the plantation.
-
- He called again: the valleys and farthest hills resounded
- as when the sailors invoked the lost Hylas on the Mysian
- shore; but no sheep. He passed through the trees and
- along the ridge of the hill. On the extreme summit,
- where the ends of the two converging hedges of which
- we have spoken were stopped short by meeting the brow
- of the chalk-pit, he saw the younger dog standing against
- the sky -- dark and motionless as Napoleon at St.
-
- Helena.
-
- A horrible conviction darted through Oak. With
- a sensation of bodily faintness he advanced: at one
- point the rails were broken through, and there he saw
- the footprints of his ewes. The dog came up, licked
- his hand, and made signs implying that he expected
- some great reward for signal services rendered. Oak
- looked over the precipice. The ewes lay dead and dying
- at its foot -- a heap of two hundred mangled carcasses,
- representing in their condition just now at least two
- hundred more.
-
- Oak was an intensely humane man: indeed, his
- humanity often tore in pieces any politic intentions of
- his which bordered on strategy, and carried him on as
- by gravitation. A shadow in his life had always been
- that his flock ended in mutton -- that a day came and
- found every shepherd an arrant traitor to his defenseless
- sheep. His first feeling now was one of pity for the
- untimely fate of these gentle ewes and their unborn
- lambs.
-
- It was a second to remember another phase of the
- matter. The sheep were not insured. All the savings
- of a frugal life had been dispersed at a blow; his hopes
- of being an independent farmer were laid low -- possibly
- for ever. Gabriel's energies, patience, and industry had
- been so severely taxed during the years of his life between
- eighteen and eight-and-twenty, to reach his present stage
- of progress that no more seemed to be left in him. He
- hands.
-
- Stupors, however, do not last for ever, and Farmer
- Oak recovered from his. It was as remarkable as it was
- characteristic that the one sentence he uttered was in
- thankfulness: --
- "Thank God I am not married: what would she have
- done in the poverty now coming upon me!"
-
- Oak raised his head, and wondering what he could
- do listlessly surveyed the scene. By the outer margin
- of the Pit was an oval pond, and over it hung the
- attenuated skeleton of a chrome-yellow moon which
- had only a few days to last -- the morning star dogging
- her on the left hand. The pool glittered like a dead
- man's eye, and as the world awoke a breeze blew,
- shaking and elongating the reflection of the moon
- without breaking it, and turning the image of the star
- to a phosphoric streak upon the water. All this Oak
- saw and remembered.
-
- As far as could be learnt it appeared that the poor
- young dog, still under the impression that since he was
- kept for running after sheep, the more he ran after
- them the better, had at the end of his meal off the
- dead lamb, which may have given him additional energy
- and spirits, collected all the ewes into a corner, driven
- the timid creatures through the hedge, across the upper
- field, and by main force of worrying had given them
- momentum enough to break down a portion of the
- rotten railing, and so hurled them over the edge.
-
- George's son had done his work so thoroughly that
- he was considered too good a workman to live, and was,
- in fact, taken and tragically shot at twelve o'clock that
- same day -- another instance of the untoward fate which
- so often attends dogs and other philosophers who
- follow out a train of reasoning to its logical conclusion,
- and attempt perfectly consistent conduct in a world
- made up so largely of compromise.
-
- Gabriel's farm had been stocked by a dealer -- on the
- strength of Oak's promising look and character -- who
- was receiving a percentage from the farmer till such
- time as the advance should be cleared off Oak found-
- that the value of stock, plant, and implements which
- were really his own would be about sufficient to pay his
- debts, leaving himself a free man with the clothes he
- stood up in, and nothing more.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
-
- THE FAIR -- THE JOURNEY -- THE FIRE
-
-
- TWO months passed away. We are brought on to a
- day in February, on which was held the yearly statute
- or hiring fair in the county-town of Casterbridge.
-
- At one end of the street stood from two to three
- hundred blithe and hearty labourers waiting upon Chance
- -- all men of the stamp to whom labour suggests nothing
- worse than a wrestle with gravitation, and pleasure
- nothing better than a renunciation of the same among
- these, carters and waggoners were distinguished by
- having a piece of whip-cord twisted round their hats;
- thatchers wore a fragment of woven straw; shepherds
- held their sheep-crooks in their hands; and thus the
- situation required was known to the hirers at a
- glance.
-
- In the crowd was an athletic young fellow of some-
- what superior appearance to the rest -- in fact, his
- superiority was marked enough to lead several ruddy
- peasants standing by to speak to him inquiringly, as to
- a farmer, and to use `Sir' as a finishing word. His
- answer always was,
- "I am looking for a place myself -- a bailiff's. Do
- Ye know of anybody who wants one?"
-
- Gabriel was paler now. His eyes were more medi-
- tative, and his expression was more sad. He had
- passed through an ordeal of wretchedness which had
- given him more than it had taken away. He had sunk
- from his modest elevation as pastoral king into the very
- slime-pits of Siddim; but there was left to him a digni-
- fied calm he had never before known, and that indiffer-
- ence to fate which, though it often makes a villain of
- a man, is the basis of his sublimity when it does not.
-
- And thus the abasement had been exaltation, and the
- loss gain.
-
- In the morning a regiment of cavalry had left the
- town, and a sergeant and his party had been beating up
- for recruits through the four streets. As the end of the
- day drew on, and he found himself not hired, Gabriel
- almost wished that he had joined them, and gone off to
- serve his country. Weary of standing in the market-
- place, and not much minding the kind of work he
- turned his hand to, he decided to offer himself in some
- other capacity than that of bailiff.
-
- All the farmers seemed to be wanting shepherds.
-
- Sheep-tending was Gabriel's speciality. Turning down
- an obscure street and entering an obscurer lane, he went
- up to a smith's shop.
-
- "How long would it take you to make a shepherd's
- crook?"
-
- "Twenty minutes,"
-
- "How much?"
-
- "Two shillings,"
-
- He sat on a bench and the crook was made, a stem
- being given him into the bargain.
-
- He then went to a ready-made clothes' shop, the
- owner of which had a large rural connection. As the
- crook had absorbed most of Gabriel's money, he
- attempted, and carried out, an exchange of his overcoat
- for a shepherd's regulation smock-frock.
-
- This transaction having been completed, he again
- hurried off to the centre of the town, and stood on the
- kerb of the pavement, as a shepherd, crook in hand.
-
- Now that Oak had turned himself into a shepherd, it
- seemed that bailifs were most in demand. However, two
- or three farmers noticed him and drew near. Dialogues
- followed, more or lessin the subjoined for: --
- "Where do you come from?"
-
- "Norcombe,"
-
- "That's a long way.
-
- "Fifteen miles,"
-
- "Who's farm were you upon last?"
-
- "My own,"
-
- This reply invariably operated like a rumour of
- cholera. The inquiring farmer would edge away and
- shake his head dubiously. Gabriel, like his dog, was
- too good to be trustworthy,. and he never made advance
- beyond this point.
-
- It is safer to accept any chance that offers itself, and
- extemporize a procedure to fit it, than to get a good
- shepherd, but had laid himself out for anything in the
- whole cycle of labour that was required in the fair. It
- grew dusk. Some merry men were whistling and
- singing by the corn-exchange. Gabriel's hand, which
- had lain for some time idle in his smock-frock pocket,
- touched his flute which he carried there. Here was
- an opportunity for putting his dearly bought wisdom
- into practice.
-
- He drew out his flute and began to play "Jockey to
- the Fair" in the style of a man who had never known
- moment's sorrow. Oak could pipe with Arcadian
- sweetness and the sound of the well-known notes
- cheered his own heart as well as those of the loungers.
-
- He played on with spirit, and in half an hour had
- earned in pence what was a small fortune to a destitute
- man.
-
- By making inquiries he learnt that there was another
- fair at Shottsford the next day.
-
- "How far is Shottsford?"
-
- "Ten miles t'other side of Weatherbury,"
-
- Weatherbury! It was where Bathsheba had gone
- two months before. This information was like coming
- from night into noon.
-
- "How far is it to Weatherbury?"
-
- "Five or six miles,"
-
- Bathsheba had probably left Weatherbury long before
- this time, but the place had enough interest attaching
- to it to lead Oak to choose Shottsford fair as his next
- field of inquiry, because it lay in the Weatherbury
- quarter. Moreover, the Weatherbury folk were by no
- means uninteresting intrinsically. If report spoke truly
- they were as hardy, merry, thriving, wicked a set as
- any in the whole county. Oak resolved to sleep at
- Weatherbury -- that -- night on his way to Shottsford,
- and struck out at once -- into the -- high road which had
- been recommended as the direct route to the village in
- question.
-
- The road stretched through water-meadows traversed
- by little brooks, whose quivering surfaces were braided
- along their centres, and folded into creases at the sides;
- or, where the flow was more rapid, the stream was pied
- with spots of white froth, which rode on in undisturbed
- serenity. On the higher levels the dead and dry carcasses
- of leaves tapped the ground as they bowled along helter-
- skelter upon the shoulders of the wind, and little birds
- in the hedges were rustling their feathers and tucking
- themselves in comfortably for the night, retaining their
- places if Oak kept moving, but flying away if he
- stopped to look at them. He passed by Yalbury-Wood
- where the game-birds were rising to their roosts, and
- heard the crack-voiced cock-pheasants "cu-uck, cuck,"
- and the wheezy whistle of the hens.
-
- By the time he had walked three or four miles every
- shape in the-landscape had assumed a uniform hue of
- blackness. He descended Yalbury Hill and could just
- discern ahead of him a waggon, drawn up under a great
- over-hanging tree by the roadside.
-
- On coming close, he found there were no horses
- attached to it, the spot being apparently quite deserted.
-
- The waggon, from its position, seemed to have been left
- there for the night, for beyond about half a truss of hay
- which was heaped in the bottom, it was quite empty.
-
- Gabriel sat down on the shafts of the vehicle and con-
- sidered his position. He calculated that he had walked
- a very fair proportion of the journey; and having been
- on foot since daybreak, he felt tempted to lie down upon
- the hay in the waggon instead of pushing on to the
- village of Weatherbury, and having to pay for a lodging.
-
- Eating his las slices of bread and ham, and drinking
- from the bottle of cider he had taken the precaution to
- bring with him, he got into the lonely waggon. Here
- he spread half of the hay as a bed, and, as well as he
- could in the darkness, pulled the other half over him
- by way of bed-clothes, covering himself entirely, and
- feeling, physically, as comfortable as ever he had been
- in his life. Inward melancholy it was impossible for
- a man like Oak, introspective far beyond his neighbours,
- to banish quite, whilst conning the present. untoward
- page of his history. So, thinking of his misfortunes,
- amorous and pastoral he fell asleep, shepherds enjoying,
- in common with sailors, the privilege of being able to
- summon the god instead of having to wait for him.
-
- On somewhat suddenly awaking after a sleep of
- whose length he had no idea, Oak found that the waggon
- was in motion. He was being carried along the road
- at a rate rather considerable for a vehicle without
- springs, and under circumstances of physical uneasiness,
- his head being dandled up and down on the bed of
- the waggon like a kettledrum-stick. He then dis-
- tinguished voices in conversation, coming from the
- forpart of the waggon. His concern at this dilemma
- (which would have been alarm, had he been a thriving
- man; but -- misfortune is a fine opiate to personal terror)
- led him to peer cautiously from the hay, and the first
- sight he beheld was the stars above him. Charles's
- Wain was getting towards a right angle with the Pole
- star, and Gabriel concluded that it must be about nine
- o'clock -- in other words, that he had slept two hours.
-
- This small astronomical calculation was made without
- any positive effort, and whilst he was stealthily turning
- to discover, if possible, into whose hands he had fallen.
-
- Two figures were dimly visible in front, sitting with
- their legs outside the waggon, one of whom was driving.
-
- Gabriel soon found that this was the waggoner, and it
- appeared they had come from Casterbridge fair, like
- himself.
-
- A conversation was in progress, which continued
- thus: --
- "Be as 'twill, she's a fine handsome body as far's
- looks be concerned. But that's only the skin of the
- woman, and these dandy cattle be as-proud as a lucifer
- in their insides,"
-
- "Ay -- so 'a do seem, Billy Smallbury -- so 'a do seem,"
-
- This utterance was very shaky by nature, and more so
- by circumstance, the jolting of the waggon not being-
- without its effect upon the speaker's larynx. It came
- "from the man who held the reins.
-
- "She's a very vain feymell -- so 'tis said here and
- there,"
-
- "Ah, now. If so be 'tis like that, I can't look her in
- the face. Lord, no: not I -- heh-heh-heh! Such a shy
- man as I be!"
-
- "Yes -- she's very vain. 'Tis said that every night at
- going to bed she looks in the glass to put on her night-
- cap properly,"
-
- "And not a married woman. Oh, the world!"
-
- "And 'a can play the peanner, so 'tis said. Can
- play so clever that 'a can make a psalm tune sound as
- well as the merriest loose song a man can wish for,"
-
- "D'ye tell o't! A happy time for us, and I feel quite
- a new man! And how do she play?"
-
- "That I don't know, Master Poorgrass,"
-
- On hearing these and other similar remarks, a wild
- thought flashed into Gabriel's mind that they might
- be speaking of Bathsheba. There were, however, no
- ground for retaining such a supposition, for the waggon,
- though going in the direction of Weatherbury, might be
- going beyond it, and the woman alluded to seemed to be
- the mistress of some estate. They were now apparently
- close upon Weatherbury and not to alarm the speakers
- unnecessarily, Gabriel slipped out of the waggon unseen.
-
- He turned to an opening in the hedge, which he
- found to be a gate, and mounting thereon, he sat
- meditating whether to seek a cheap lodging in the
- village, or to ensure a cheaper one by lying under
- some hay or corn-stack. The crunching jangle of the
- waggon died upon his ear. He was about to walk on,
- when he noticed on his left hand an unusual light --
- appearing about half a mile distant. Oak watched it,
- and the glow increased. Something was on fire.
-
- Gabriel again mounted the gate, and, leaping down
- on the other side upon what he found to be ploughed
- soil, made across the field in the exact direction of the
- fire. The blaze, enlarging in a double ratio by his
- approach and its own increase, showed him as he drew
- nearer the outlines of ricks beside it, lighted up to great
- distinctness. A rick-yard was the source of the fire.
-
- His weary face now began to be painted over with a
- rich orange glow, and the whole front of his smock-
- frock and gaiters was covered with a dancing shadow
- pattern of thorn-twigs -- the light reaching him through
- a leafless intervening hedge -- and the metallic curve of
- his sheep-crook shone silver-bright in the same abound-
- ing rays. He came up to the boundary fence, and
- stood to regain breath. It seemed as if the spot was
- unoccupied by a living soul.
-
- The fire was issuing from a long straw-stack, which
- was so far gone as to preclude a possibility of saving it.
-
- A rick burns differently from a house. As the wind
- blows the fire inwards, the portion in flames completely
- disappears like melting sugar, and the outline is lost
- to the eye. However, a hay or a wheat-rick, well put
- together, will resist combustion for a length of time, if
- it begins on the outside.
-
- This before Gabriel's eyes was a- rick of straw, loosely
- put together, and the flames darted into it with lightning
- swiftness. It glowed on the windward side, rising and
- falling in intensity, like the coal of a cigar. Then a
- superincumbent bundle rolled down, with a whisking
- noise; flames elongated, and bent themselves about
- with a quiet roar, but no crackle. Banks of smoke
- went off horizontally at the back like passing clouds,
- and behind these burned hidden pyres, illuminating
- the semi-transparent sheet of smoke to a lustrous yellow
- uniformity. Individual straws in the foreground were
- consumed in a creeping movement of ruddy heat, as
- if they were knots of red worms, and above shone
- imaginary fiery faces, tongues hanging from lips, glaring
- eyes, and other impish forms, from which at intervals
- sparks flew in clusters like birds from a nest,
- Oak suddenly ceased from being a mere spectator
- by discovering the case to be more serious than he had
- at first imagined. A scroll of smoke blew aside and
- revealed to him a wheat-rick in startling juxtaposition
- with the decaying one, and behind this a series of
- others, composing the main corn produce of the farm;
- so that instead of the straw-stack standing, as he had
- imagined comparatively isolated, there was a regular
- connection between it and the remaining stacks of the
- group.
-
- Gabriel leapt over the hedge, and saw that he was
- not alone. The first man he came to was running
- about in a great hurry, as if his thoughts were several
- yards in advance of his body, which they could never
- drag on fast enough.
-
- "O, man -- fire, fire! A good master and a. bad
- servant is fire, fire! -- I mane a bad servant and a good
- master O, Mark Clark -- come! And you, Billy
- Smallbury -- and you, Maryann Money -- and you, Jan
- Coggan, and Matthew there!" Other figures now
- appeared behind this shouting man and among the
- smoke, and Gabriel found that, far from being alone
- he was in a great company -- whose shadows danced
- merrily up and down, timed by the jigging of the
- flames, and not at all by their owners' movements.
-
- The assemblage -- belonging to that class of society
- which casts its thoughts into the form of feeling, and
- its feelings into the form of commotion -- set to work
- with a remarkable confusion of purpose.
-
- "Stop the draught under the wheat-rick!" cried
- Gabriel to those nearest to him. The corn stood on
- stone staddles, and between these, tongues of yellow
- hue from the burning straw licked and darted playfully.
-
- If the fire once got under this stack, all would be
- lost.
-
- "Get a tarpaulin -- quick!" said Gabriel.
-
- A rick-cloth was brought, and they hung it like a
- curtain across the channel. The flames immediately
- ceased to go under the bottom of the corn-stack, and
- stood up vertical.
-
- "Stand here with a bucket of water and keep the
- cloth wet." said Gabriel again.
-
- The flames, now driven upwards, began to attack
- the angles of the huge roof covering the wheat-stack.
-
- "A ladder." cried Gabriel.
-
- "The ladder was against the straw-rick and is burnt
- to a cinder." said a spectre-like form in the smoke.
-
- Oak seized the cut ends of the sheaves, as if he
- were going to engage in the operation of "reed-drawing,"
- and digging in his feet, and occasionally sticking in the
- stem of his sheep-crook, he clambered up the beetling
- face. He at once sat astride the very apex, and began
- with his crook to beat off the fiery fragments which had
- lodged thereon, shouting to the others to get him a
- bough and a ladder, and some water.
-
- Billy Smallbury -- one of the men who had been on
- the waggon -- by this time had found a ladder, which
- Mark Clark ascended, holding on beside Oak upon the
- thatch. The smoke at this corner was stifling, and
- Clark, a nimble fellow, having been handed a bucket
- of water, bathed Oak's face and sprinkled him generally,
- whilst Gabriel, now with a long beech-bough in one
- hand, in addition to his crook in the other, kept
- sweeping the stack and dislodging all fiery particles.
-
- On the ground the groups of villagers were still
- occupied in doing all they could to keep down the
- conflagration, which was not much. They were all
- tinged orange, and backed up by shadows of varying
- pattern. Round the corner of the largest stack, out
- of the direct rays of the fire, stood a pony, bearing a
- young woman on its back. By her side was another
- woman, on foot. These two seemed to keep at a
- distance from the fire, that the horse might not become
- restive.
-
- "He's a shepherd." said the woman on foot. "Yes --
- he is. See how his crook shines as he beats the rick
- with it. And his smock-frock is burnt in two holes, I
- declare! A fine young shepherd he is too, ma'am,"
-
- "Whose shepherd is he?" said the equestrian in a
- clear voice.
-
- "Don't know, ma'am." "Don't any of the others know?"
-
- "Nobody at all -- I've asked 'em. Quite a stranger,
- they say,"
-
- The young woman on the pony rode out from the
- shade and looked anxiously around.
-
- "Do you think the barn is safe?" she said.
-
- "D'ye think the barn is safe, Jan Coggan?" said
- the second woman, passing on the question to the
- nearest man in that direction.
-
- "Safe -now -- leastwise I think so. If this rick had
- gone the barn would have followed. 'Tis- that bold
- shepherd up there that have done the most good -- he
- sitting on the top o' rick, whizzing his great long-arms
- about like a windmill,"
-
- "He does work hard." said the young woman on
- horseback, looking up at Gabriel through her thick
- woollen veil. "I wish he was shepherd here. Don't
- any of you know his name,"
-
- "Never heard the man's name in my life, or seed
- his form afore,"
-
- The fire began to get worsted, and Gabriel's elevated
- position being no longer required of him, he made as
- if to descend.
-
- "Maryann." said the girl on horseback, "go to him
- as he comes down, and say that the farmer wishes to
- thank him for the great service he has done,"
-
- Maryann stalked off towards the rick and met
- Oak at the foot of the ladder. She delivered her
- message.
-
- "Where is your master the farmer?" asked Gabriel,
- kindling with the idea of getting employment that
- seemed to strike him now.
-
- "'Tisn't a master; 'tis a mistress, shepherd,"
-
- "A woman farmer?"
-
- "Ay, 'a b'lieve, and a rich one too!" said a by-
- stander. "Lately 'a came here from a distance. Took
- on her uncle's farm, who died suddenly. Used to
- measure his money in half-pint cups. They say now
- that she've business in every bank in Casterbridge, and
- thinks no more of playing pitch-and-toss sovereign than
- you and I, do pitch-halfpenny -- not a bit in the world,
- shepherd,"
-
- "That's she, back there upon the pony." said Mary-
- ann. "wi' her face a-covered up in that black cloth with
- holes in it,"
-
- Oak, his features smudged, grimy, and undiscoverable
- from the smoke and heat, his smock-frock burnt-into
- holes and dripping with water, the ash stem of his sheep-
- crook charred six inches shorter, advansed with the
- humility stern adversity had thrust upon him up to
- the slight female form in the saddle. He lifted his
- hat with respect, and not without gallantry: stepping
- close to her hanging feet he said in a hesitating voice, --
- "Do you happen to want a shepherd, ma'am?"
-
- She lifted the wool veil tied round her face, and
- looked all astonishment. Gabriel and his cold-hearted
- darling, Bathsheba Everdene, were face to face.
-
- Bathsheba did not speak, and he mechanically
- repeated in an abashed and sad voice, --
- "Do you want a shepherd, ma'am?"
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
-
- RECOGNITION -- A TIMID GIRL
-
-
- BATHSHEBA withdrew into the shade. She scarcely
- knew whether most to be amused at the singularity of
- the meeting, or to be concerned at its awkwardness.
-
- There was room for a little pity, also for a very little
- exultation: the former at his position, the latter at her
- own. Embarrassed she was not, and she" remembered
- Gabriel's declaration of love to her at Norcombe only
- to think she had nearly forgotten it.
-
- "Yes," she murmured, putting on an air of dignity,
- and turning again to him with a little warmth of cheek;
- "I do want a shepherd. But -- -- "
- "He's the very man, ma'am." said one of the villagers,
- quietly.
-
- Conviction breeds conviction. "Ay, that 'a is." said
- a second, decisively.
-
- "The man, truly!" said a third, with heartiness,"
-
- "He's all there!" said number four, fervidly,"
-
- Then will you tell him to speak to the bailiff, said
- Bathsheba.
-
- All "was practical again now. A summer eve and
- loneliness would have been necessary to give the
- meeting its proper fulness of romance.
-
- the palpitation within his breast at discovering that this
- Ashtoreth of strange report was only a modification of
- Venus the well-known and admired, retired with him to
- talk over the necessary preliminaries of hiring.
-
- The fire before them wasted away. "Men." said
- Bathsheba, " you shall take a little refreshment after this
- extra work. Will you come to the house?"
-
- "We could knock in a bit and a drop a good deal
- freer, Miss, if so be ye'd send it to Warren's Malthouse,"
- replied the spokesman.
-
- Bathsheba then rode off into the darkness, and the
- men straggled on to the village in twos and threes -- Oak
- and the bailiff being left by the rick alone.
-
- "And now." said the bailiff, finally, "all is settled, I
- think, about your coming, and I am going home-along.
-
- Good-night to ye, shepherd,"
-
- "Can you get me a lodging?" inquired Gabriel.
-
- "That I can't, indeed," he said, moving past Oak as
- a Christian edges past an offertory-plate when he does
- not mean to contribute. "If you follow on the road till
- you come to Warren's Malthouse, where they are all
- gone to have their snap of victuals, I daresay some of
- 'em will tell you of a place. Good-night to ye, shepherd,"
-
- The bailiff who showed this nervous dread of loving
- his neighbour as himself, went up the hill, and Oak
- walked on to the village, still astonished at the ren-
- counter with Bathsheba, glad of his nearness to her, and
- perplexed at the rapidity with which the unpractised girl
- of Norcombe had developed into the supervising and cool
- woman here. But some women only require an emerg-
- ency to make them fit for one.
-
- Obliged, to some extent, to forgo dreaming in order
- to find the way, he reached the churchyard, and passed
- round it under the wall where several ancient trees grew.
-
- There was a wide margin of grass along here, and
- Gabriel's footsteps were deadened by its softness, even
- at this indurating period of the year. When abreast of
- a trunk which appeared to be the oldest of the old, he
- became aware that a figure was standing behind it.
-
- Gabriel did not pause in his walk, and in another
- moment he accidentally kicked a loose stone. The noise
- was enough to disturb the motionless stranger, who
- started and assumed a careless position.
-
- It was a slim girl, rather thinly clad.
-
- "Good-night to you." said Gabriel, heartily.
-
- "Good-night." said the girl to Gabriel.
-
- The voice was unexpectedly attractive; it was "the
- low and dulcet note suggestive of romance," common in
- descriptions, rare in experience.
-
- "I'll thank you to tell me if I'm in the way for
- Warren's Malthouse?" Gabriel resumed, primarily to gain
- the information, indirectly to get more of the music.
-
- "Quite right. It's at the bottom of the hill. And
- do you know -- --" The girl hesitated and then went
- on again. "Do you know how late they keep open
- the Buck's Head Inn?" She seemed" to be won by
- Gabriel's heartiness, as Gabriel had been won by her
- modulations.
-
- "I don't know where the Buck's Head is, or anything
- about it. Do you think of going there to-night?"
-
- "Yes -- --" The woman again paused. There was
- no necessity for any continuance of speech, and the fact
- that she did add more seemed to proceed from an
- unconscious desire to show unconcern by making a
- remark, which is noticeable in the ingenuous when they
- are acting by stealth. "You are not a Weatherbury man?"
-
- she said, timorously.
-
- "I am not. I am the new shepherd -- just arrived,"
-
- "Only a shepherd -- and you seem almost a farmer by
- your ways,"
-
- "Only a shepherd." Gabriel repeated, in a dull cadence
- of finality. "His thoughts were directed to the past, his
- eyes to the feet of the girl; and for the first time he
- saw lying there a bundle of some sort. She may have
- perceived the direction of his face, for she said
- coaxingly, --
- "You won't say anything in the parish about having
- seen me here, will you -- at least, not for a day or two?"
-
- "I won't if you wish me not to." said Oak.
-
- "Thank you, indeed." the other replied."I am
- rather poor, and I don't want people to know anything
- about me." Then she was silent and shivered.
-
- "You ought to have a cloak on such a cold night,"
- Gabriel observed. "I would advise 'ee to get indoors,"
-
- "O no! Would you mind going on and leaving me?
- I thank you much for what you have told me,"
-
- "I will go on." he said; adding hesitatingly, -- "Since
- you are not very well off, perhaps you would accept this
- trifle from me. It is only a shilling, but it is all I have
- to spare,"
-
- "Yes, I will take it." said the stranger, gratefully.
-
- She extended her hand; Gabriel his. In feeling for
- each other's palm in the gloom before the money could
- be passed, a minute incident occurred which told much.
-
- Gabriel's fingers alighted on the young woman's wrist.
-
- It was beating with a throb of tragic intensity. He had
- frequently felt the same quick, hard beat in the femoral
- artery of -- his lambs when overdriven. It suggested a
- consumption too great of a vitality which, to judge from
- her figure and stature, was already too little.
-
- "What is the matter?"
-
- "Nothing,"
-
- "But there is?"
-
- "No, no, no! Let your having seen me be a secret!"
-
- "Very well; I will. Good-night, again,"
-
- "Good-night,"
-
- The young girl remained motionless by the tree, and
- Gabriel descended into the village of Weatherbury, or
- Lower Longpuddle as it was sometimes called. He
- fancied that he had felt himself in the penumbra of a
- very deep sadness when touching that slight and fragile
- creature. But wisdom lies in moderating mere impres-
- sions, and Gabriel endeavoured to think little of this.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-
- THE MALTHOUSE -- THE CHAT -- NEWS
-
-
- WARREN'S Malthouse was enclosed by an old wall
- inwrapped with ivy, and though not much of the exterior
- was visible at this hour, the character and purposes of
- the building were clearly enough shown by its outline
- upon the sky. From the walls an overhanging thatched
- roof sloped up to a point in the centre, upon which rose
- a small wooden lantern, fitted with louvre-boards on all
- the four sides, and from these openings a mist was dimly
- perceived to be escaping into the night air. There was
- no window in front; but a square hole in the door was
- glazed with a single pane, through which red, comfortable
- rays now stretched out upon the ivied wall in front.
-
- Voices were to be heard inside.
-
- Oak's hand skimmed the surface of the door with
- fingers extended to an Elymas-the-Somerer pattern, till
- he found a leathern strap, which he pulled. This lifted
- a wooden latch, and the door swung open.
-
- The room inside was lighted only by the, ruddy glow
- from the kiln mouth, which shone over ,the floor with
- the streaming, horizontality of the setting sun, and threw
- upwards the shadows of all facial irregularities in those
- assembled around. The stone-flag floor was worn into
- a path from the doorway to the kiln, and into undula-
- tions everywhere. A curved settle of unplaned oak
- stretched along one side, and in a remote corner was a
- small bed and bedstead, the owner and frequent occupier
- of which was the maltster.
-
- This aged man was now sitting opposite the fire, his
- frosty white hair and beard overgrowing his gnarled
- figure like the grey moss and lichen upon a leafless
- apple-tree. He wore breeches and the laced-up shoes
- called ankle-jacks; he kept his eyes fixed upon the
- fire.
-
- Gabriel's nose was greeted by an atmosphere laden
- with the sweet smell of new malt. The conversation
- (which seemed to have been concerning the origin of the
- fire) immediately ceased, and every one ocularly criticised
- him to the degree expressed by contracting the flesh of
- their foreheads and looking at him with narrowed eye-
- lids, as if he had been a light too strong for their sight.
-
- Several exclaimed meditatively, after this operation had
- been completed: --
- "Oh, 'tis the new shepherd, 'a b'lieve,"
-
- "We thought we heard a hand pawing about the
- door for the bobbin, but weren't sure 'twere not a dead
- leaf blowed across." said another. "Come in, shepherd;
- sure ye be welcome, though we don't know yer name,"
-
- "Gabriel Oak, that's my name, neighbours,"
-
- The ancient maltster sitting in the midst turned up
- this -- his turning being as the turning of a rusty
- crane.
-
- "That's never Gable Oak's grandson over at Nor-
- combe -- never!" he said, as a formula expressive of
- surprise, which nobody was supposed to take literally'.
-
- "My father and my grandfather were old men of the
- name of Gabriel." said the shepherd, placidly.
-
- "Thought I knowed the man's face as I seed him
- on the rick! -- thought I did! And where be ye trading
- o't to now, shepherd?"
-
- "I'm thinking of biding here." said Mr. Oak.
-
- "Knowed yer grandfather for years and years!"
-
- continued the maltster, the words coming forth of their
- own accord as if the momentum previously imparted
- had been sufficient.
-
- "Ah -- and did you!"
-
- "Knowed yer grandmother,"
-
- "And her too!"
-
- "Likewise knowed yer father when he was a child.
-
- Why, my boy Jacob there and your father were sworn
- brothers -- that they were sure -- weren't ye, Jacob?"
-
- "Ay, sure." said his son, a young man about sixty-
- five, with a semi-bald head and one tooth in the left
- centre of his upper jaw, which made much of itself by
- standing prominent, like a milestone in a bank. "But
- "twas Joe had most to do with him. However, my son
- William must have knowed the very man afore us --
- didn't ye, Billy, afore ye left Norcombe?"
-
- "No, 'twas Andrew." said Jacob's son Billy, a child
- of forty, or thereabouts, who manifested the peculiarity
- of possessing a cheerful soul in a gloomy body, and
- whose whiskers were assuming a chinchilla shade here
- and there.
-
- "I can mind Andrew." said Oak, "as being a man in
- the place when I was quite a child,"
-
- "Ay -- the other day I and my youngest daughter,
- Liddy, were over at my grandson's christening." continued
- Billy. "We were talking about this very family, and
- "twas only last Purification Day in this very world, when
- the use-money is gied away to the second-best poor
- folk, you know, shepherd, and I can mind the day
- because they all had to traypse up to the vestry -- yes,
- this very man's family,"
-
- "Come, shepherd, and drink. 'Tis gape and
- swaller with us -- a drap of sommit, but not of much
- account." said the maltster, removing from the fire his
- eyes, which were vermilion-red and bleared by gazing
- into it for so many years. "Take up the God-forgive-
- me, Jacob. See if 'tis warm, Jacob,"
-
- Jacob stooped to the God-forgive-me, which was a
- two-handled tall mug standing in the ashes, cracked
- and charred with heat: it was rather furred with ex-
- traneous matter about the outside, especially in the
- crevices of the handles, the innermost curves of which
- may not have seen daylight for several years by reason
- of this encrustation thereon -- formed of ashes accident-
- ally wetted with cider and baked hard; but to the mind
- of any sensible drinker the cup was no worse for that,
- being incontestably clean on the inside and about the
- rim. It may be observed that such a class of mug is
- called a God-forgive-me in Weatherbury and its vicinity
- for uncertain reasons; probably because its size makes
- any given toper feel ashamed of himself when he sees
- its bottom in drinking it empty.
-
- Jacob, on receiving the order to see if the liquor was
- warm enough, placidly dipped his forefinger into it by
- way of thermometer, and having pronounced it nearly
- of the proper degree, raised the cup and very civilly
- attempted to dust some of the ashes from the bottom
- with the skirt of his smock-frock, because Shepherd Oak
- was a stranger.
-
- "A clane cup for the shepherd." said the maltster
- commandingly.
-
- "No -- not at all," said Gabriel, in a reproving tone
- of considerateness. "I never fuss about dirt in its pure
- state, and when I know what sort it is." Taking the
- mug he drank an inch or more from the depth of its
- contents, and duly passed it to the next man.
-
- wouldn't think of giving such trouble to neighbours in
- washing up when there's so much work to be done in
- the world already." continued Oak in a moister tone,
- after recovering from the stoppage of breath which is
- occasioned by pulls at large mugs.
-
- "A right sensible man." said Jacob.
-
- "True, true; it can't be gainsaid!" observed a brisk
- young man -- Mark Clark by name, a genial and pleasant
- gentleman, whom to meet anywhere in your travels was
- to know, to know was to drink with, and to drink with
- was, unfortunately, to pay for.
-
- "And here's a mouthful of bread and bacon that
- mis'ess have sent, shepherd. The cider will go down
- better with a bit of victuals. Don't ye chaw quite close,
- shepherd, for I let the bacon fall in the road outside as
- I was bringing it along, and may be 'tis rather gritty.
-
- There, 'tis clane dirt; and we all know what that is,
- as you say, and you bain't a particular man we see,
- shepherd,"
-
- "True, true -- not at all." said the friendly Oak.
-
- "Don't let your teeth quite meet, and you won't feel
- the sandiness at all. Ah! 'tis wonderful what can be
- done by contrivance!"
-
- "My own mind exactly, neighbour,"
-
- "Ah, he's his grandfer's own grandson! -- his grandfer
- were just such a nice unparticular man!" said the maltster.
-
- "Drink, Henry Fray -- drink." magnanimously said
- Jan Coggan, a person who held Saint-Simonian notions
- of share and share alike where liquor was concerned, as
- the vessel showed signs of approaching him in its gradual
- revolution among them.
-
- Having at this moment reached the end of a wistful
- gaze into mid-air, Henry did not refuse. He was a man
- of more than middle age, with eyebrows high up in his
- forehead, who laid it down that the law of the world
- was bad, with a long-suffering look through his listeners
- at the world alluded to, as it presented itself to his
- imagination. He always signed his name "Henery" --
- strenuously insisting upon that spelling, and if any
- passing schoolmaster ventured to remark that the second
- "e" was superfluous and old-fashioned, he received the
- reply that "H-e-n-e-r-y" was the name he was christened
- and the name he would stick to -- in the tone of one
- to whom orthographical differences were matters which
- had a great deal to do with personal character.
-
- Mr. Jan Coggan, who had passed the cup to Henery,
- was a crimson man with a spacious countenance, and
- private glimmer in his eye, whose name had appeared
- on the marriage register of Weatherbury and neighbour-
- ing parishes as best man and chief witness in countless
- unions of the previous twenty years; he also very
- frequently filled the post of head godfather in baptisms
- of the subtly-jovial kind.
-
- "Come, Mark Clark -- come. Ther's plenty more
- in the barrel." said Jan.
-
- "Ay -- that I will, 'tis my only doctor." replied Mr.
-
- Clark, who, twenty years younger than Jan Coggan,
- revolved in the same orbit. He secreted mirth on all
- occasions for special discharge at popular parties.
-
- "Why, Joseph Poorgrass, ye han't had a drop!" said
- Mr. Coggan to a self-conscious man in the background,
- thrusting the cup towards him.
-
- "Such a modest man as he is!" said Jacob Smallbury.
-
- "Why, ye've hardly had strength of eye enough to look
- in our young mis'ess's face, so I hear, Joseph?"
-
- All looked at Joseph Poorgrass with pitying reproach.
-
- "No -- I've hardly looked at her at all." simpered
- Joseph, reducing his body smaller whilst talking,
- apparently from a meek sense of undue prominence.
-
- "And when I seed her, 'twas nothing but blushes with
- me!"
-
- "Poor feller." said Mr. Clark.
-
- "'Tis a curious nature for a man." said Jan Coggan.
-
- "Yes." continued Joseph Poorgrass -- his shyness,
- which was so painful as a defect, filling him with a
- mild complacency now that it was regarded as an
- interesting study. "'Twere blush, blush, blush with
- me every minute of the time, when she was speaking
- to me,"
-
- "I believe ye, Joseph Poorgrass, for we all know ye
- to be a very bashful man,"
-
- "'Tis a' awkward gift for a man, poor soul." said the
- maltster. "And ye have suffered from it a long time,
- we know,"
-
- "Ay ever since I was a boy. Yes -- mother was
- concerned to her heart about it -- yes. But twas all
- nought,"
-
- "Did ye ever go into the world to try and stop it,
- Joseph Poorgrass?"
-
- "Oh ay, tried all sorts o' company. They took me
- to Greenhill Fair, and into a great gay jerry-go-nimble
- show, where there were women-folk riding round --
- standing upon horses, with hardly anything on but their
- smocks; but it didn't cure me a morsel. And then I
- was put errand-man at the Women's Skittle Alley at the
- back of the Tailor's Arms in Casterbridge. 'Twas a
- horrible sinful situation, and a very curious place for a
- good man. I had to stand and look ba'dy people in
- the face from morning till night; but 'twas no use -- I
- was just as-bad as ever after all. Blushes hev been
- in the family for generations. There, 'tis a happy pro-
- vidence that I be no worse,"
-
- "True." said Jacob Smallbury, deepening his thoughts
- to a profounder view of the subject. "'Tis a thought
- to look at, that ye might have been worse; but even
- as you be, 'tis a very bad affliction for 'ee, Joseph. For
- ye see, shepherd, though 'tis very well for a woman,
- dang it all, 'tis awkward for a man like him, poor
- feller?"
-
- "'Tis -- 'tis." said Gabriel, recovering from a medita-
- tion. "Yes, very awkward for the man,"
-
- "Ay, and he's very timid, too." observed Jan Coggan.
-
- "Once he had been working late at Yalbury Bottom,
- and had had a drap of drink, and lost his way as he was
- coming home-along through Yalbury Wood, didn't ye,
- Master Poorgrass?"
-
- "No, no, no; not that story!" expostulated the
- modest man, forcing a laugh to bury his concern.
-
- "-- -- And so 'a lost himself quite." continued Mr
- Coggan, with an impassive face, implying that a true
- narrative, like time and tide, must run its course and
- would respect no man. "And as he was coming along
- in the middle of the night, much afeared, and not able
- to find his way out of the trees nohow, 'a cried out,
- "Man-a-lost! man-a-lost!" A owl in a tree happened
- to be crying "Whoo-whoo-whoo!" as owls do, you
- know, shepherd" (Gabriel nodded), " and Joseph, all
- in a tremble, said, " Joseph Poorgrass, of Weatherbury,
- sir!"
-
- "No, no, now -- that's too much!" said the timid
- man, becoming a man of brazen courage all of a sudden.
-
- "I didn't say sir. I'll tike my oath I didn't say " Joseph
- Poorgrass o' Weatherbury, sir." No, no; what's right
- is right, and I never said sir to the bird, knowing very
- well that no man of a gentleman's rank would be
- hollering there at that time o' night." Joseph Poor-
- grass of Weatherbury," -- that's every word I said, and
- I shouldn't ha' said that if 't hadn't been for Keeper
- Day's metheglin.... There, 'twas a merciful thing it
- ended where it did,"
-
- The question of which was right being tacitly waived
- by the company, Jan went on meditatively: --
- "And he's the fearfullest man, bain't ye, Joseph?
- Ay, another time ye were lost by Lambing-Down Gate,
- weren't ye, Joseph?"
-
- "I was." replied Poorgrass, as if there were some
- conditions too serious even for modesty to remember
- itself under, this being one.
-
- "Yes; that were the middle of the night, too. The
- gate would not open, try how he would, and knowing
- there was the Devil's hand in it, he kneeled down,"
-
- "Ay." said Joseph, acquiring confidence from the
- warmth of the fire, the cider, and a perception of the
- narrative capabilities of the experience alluded to.
-
- "My heart died within me, that time; but I kneeled
- down and said the Lord's Prayer, and then the Belie
- right through, and then the Ten Commandments, in
- earnest prayer. But no, the gate wouldn't open; and
- then I went on with Dearly Beloved Brethren, and,
- thinks I, this makes four, and 'tis all I know out of
- book, and if this don't do it nothing will, and I'm a
- lost man. Well, when I got to Saying After Me, I
- rose from my knees and found the gate would open
- -- yes, neighbours, the gate opened the same as ever,"
-
- A meditation on the obvious inference was indulged
- in by all, and during its continuance each directed his
- vision into the ashpit, which glowed like a desert in
- the tropics under a vertical sun, shaping their eyes long
- and liny, partly because of the light, partly from the
- depth of the subject discussed.
-
- Gabriel broke the silence. "What sort of a place
- is this to live at, and what sort of a mis'ess is she to
- work under?" Gabriel's bosom thrilled gently as he
- thus slipped under the notice of the assembly the inner-
- most subject of his heart.
-
- "We d' know little of her -- nothing. She only
- showed herself a few days ago. Her uncle was took
- bad, and the doctor was called with his world-wide
- skill; but he couldn't save the man. As I take it,
- she's going to keep on the farm.
-
- "That's about the shape o't, 'a b'lieve." said Jan
- uncle was a very fair sort of man. Did ye know en,
- be under 'em as under one here and there. Her
- uncle was a very fair sort of man. Did ye know 'en,
- shepherd -- a bachelor-man?"
-
- "Not at all,"
-
- "I used to go to his house a-courting my first wife,
- Charlotte, who was his dairymaid. Well, a very good-
- hearted man were Farmer Everdene, and I being a
- respectable young fellow was allowed to call and see
- her and drink as much ale as I liked, but not to carry
- away any -- outside my skin I mane of course,"
-
- "Ay, ay, Jan Coggan; we know yer meaning,"
-
- "And so you see 'twas beautiful ale, and I wished
- to value his kindness as much as I could, and not to
- be so ill-mannered as to drink only a thimbleful, which
- would have been insulting the man's generosity -- -- "
- "True, Master Coggan, 'twould so." corroborated
- Mark Clark.
-
- " -- -- And so I used to eat a lot of salt fish afore
- going, and then by the time I got there I were as dry
- as a lime-basket -- so thorough dry that that ale would
- slip down -- ah, 'twould slip down sweet! Happy
- times! heavenly times! Such lovely drunks as I
- used to have at that house! You can mind, Jacob?
- You used to go wi' me sometimes,"
-
- "I can -- I can." said Jacob. "That one, too, that
- we had at Buck's Head on a White Monday was a
- pretty tipple,"
-
- "'Twas. But for a wet of the better class, that
- brought you no nearer to the horned man than you were
- afore you begun, there was none like those in Farmer
- Everdene's kitchen. Not a single damn allowed; no,
- not a bare poor one, even at the most cheerful moment
- when all were blindest, though the good old word of
- sin thrown in here and there at such times is a great
- relief to a merry soul,"
-
- "True." said the maltster. "Nater requires her
- swearing at the regular times, or she's not herself; and
- unholy exclamations is a necessity of life,"
-
- "But Charlotte." continued Coggan -- "not a word of
- the sort would Charlotte allow, nor the smallest item of
- taking in vain.... Ay, poor Charlotte, I wonder if she
- had the good fortune to get into Heaven when 'a died!
- But 'a was never much in luck's way, and perhaps 'a
- went downwards after all, poor soul,"
-
- "And did any of you know Miss Everdene's-father
- and mother?" inquired the shepherd, who found some
- difficulty in keeping the conversation in the desired
- channel.
-
- "I knew them a little." said Jacob Smallbury; "but
- they were townsfolk, and didn't live here. They've
- been dead for years. Father, what sort of people were
- mis'ess' father and mother?"
-
- "Well." said the maltster, "he wasn't much to look
- at; but she was a lovely woman. He was fond enough
- of her as his sweetheart,"
-
- "Used to kiss her scores and long-hundreds o times,
- so 'twas said." observed Coggan.
-
- "He was very proud of her, too, when they were
- married, as I've been told." said the maltster.
-
- "Ay." said Coggan. "He admired her so much that
- he used to light the candle three time a night to look
- at her,"
-
- "Boundless love; I shouldn't have supposed it in the
- universe!" murmered Joseph Poorgrass, who habitually
- spoke on a large scale in his moral reflections.
-
- "Well, to be sure." said Gabriel.
-
- "Oh, 'tis true enough. I knowed the man and
- woman both well. Levi Everdene -- that was the man's
- name, sure. "Man." saith I in my hurry, but he were
- of a higher circle of life than that -- 'a was a gentleman-
- tailor really, worth scores of pounds. And he became
- a very celebrated bankrupt two or three times,"
-
- "Oh, I thought he was quite a common man!" said
- Joseph.
-
- "O no, no! That man failed for heaps of money;
- hundreds in gold and silver,"
-
- The maltster being rather short of breath, Mr. Coggan,
- after absently scrutinising a coal which had fallen among
- the ashes, took up the narrative, with a private twirl of
- his eye: --
- "Well, now, you'd hardly believe it, but that man --
- husbands alive, after a while. Understand? 'a didn't
- want to be fickle, but he couldn't help it. The poor
- feller were faithful and true enough to her in his wish,
- but his heart would rove, do what he would. He spoke
- to me in real tribulation about it once. "Coggan,"
- he said, "I could never wish for a handsomer woman
- than I've got, but feeling she's ticketed as my lawful
- wife, I can't help my wicked heart wandering, do what
- I will." But at last I believe he cured it by making her
- take off her wedding-ring and calling her by her maiden
- name as they sat together after the shop was shut, and
- so 'a would get to fancy she was only his sweetheart, and
- not married to him at all. And as soon as he could
- thoroughly fancy he was doing wrong and committing
- the seventh, 'a got to like her as well as ever, and they
- lived on a perfect picture of mutel love,"
-
- "Well, 'twas a most ungodly remedy." murmured
- Joseph Poorgrass; "but we ought to feel deep cheerful-
- ness that a happy Providence kept it from being any
- worse. You see, he might have gone the bad road and
- given his eyes to unlawfulness entirely -- yes, gross un-
- lawfulness, so to say it,"
-
- "You see." said Billy Smallbury, "The man's will was
- to do right, sure enough, but his heart didn't chime in,"
-
- "He got so much better, that he was quite godly
- in his later years, wasn't he, Jan?" said Joseph Poor-
- grass. "He got himself confirmed over again in a more
- serious way, and took to saying "Amen" almost as loud
- as the clerk, and he liked to copy comforting verses
- from the tombstones. He used, too, to hold the money-
- plate at Let Your Light so Shine, and stand godfather
- to poor little come-by-chance children; and he kept a
- missionary box upon his table to nab folks unawares
- when they called; yes, and he would-box the charity-
- boys' ears, if they laughed in church, till they could
- hardly stand upright, and do other deeds of piety
- natural to the saintly inclined,"
-
- "Ay, at that time he thought of nothing but high
- things." added Billy Smallbury. "One day Parson Thirdly
- met him and said, "Good-Morning, Mister Everdene; 'tis
- a fine day!" "Amen" said Everdene, quite absent-
- like, thinking only of religion when he seed a parson-
- "Their daughter was not at all a pretty chile at that
- time." said Henery Fray. "Never should have. thought
- she'd have growed up such a handsome body as she is,"
-
- "'Tis to be hoped her temper is as good as her face,"
-
- "Well, yes; but the baily will have most to do with
- the business and ourselves. Ah!" Henery gazed into
- the ashpit, and smiled volumes of ironical knowledge.
-
- "A queer Christian, like the Devil's head in a cowl,
- "He is." said Henery, implying that irony must cease
- at a certain point. "Between we two, man and man, I
- believe that man would as soon tell a lie Sundays as
- working-days -- that I do so,"
-
- "Good faith, you do talk!" said Gabriel.
-
- "True enough." said the man of bitter moods, looking
- round upon the company with the antithetic laughter
- that comes from a keener appreciation of the miseries
- of life than ordinary men are capable of. 'Ah, there's
- people of one sort, and people of another, but that man
- -- bless your souls!"
-
- Gabriel thought fit to change the subject. "You
- must be a very aged man, malter, to have sons growed
- mild and ancient" he remarked.
-
- "Father's so old that 'a can't mind his age, can ye,
- father?" interposed Jacob. "And he growled terrible
- crooked too, lately" Jacob continued, surveying his
- father's figure, which was rather more bowed than his own.
-
- "Really one may say that father there is three-double,"
-
- "Crooked folk will last a long while." said the maltster,
- grimly, and not in the best humour.
-
- "Shepherd would like to hear the pedigree of yer
- life, father -- wouldn't ye, shepherd?
- "Ay that I should." said Gabriel with the heartiness
- of a man who had longed to hear it for several months.
-
- "What may your age be, malter?"
-
- The maltster cleared his throat in an exaggerated
- form for emphasis, and elongating his gaze to the
- remotest point of the ashpit! said, in the slow speech
- justifiable when the importance of a subject is so
- generally felt that any mannerism must be tolerated
- in getting at it, "Well, I don't mind the year I were
- born in, but perhaps I can reckon up the places I've
- lived at, and so get it that way. I bode at Upper Long-
- puddle across there" (nodding to the north) "till I were
- eleven. I bode seven at Kingsbere" (nodding to the
- east) "where I took to malting. I went therefrom to
- Norcombe, and malted there two-and-twenty years, and-
- two-and-twenty years I was there turnip-hoeing and
- harvesting. Ah, I knowed that old place, Norcombe,
- years afore you were thought of, Master Oak" (Oak smiled
- sincere belief in the fact). "Then I malted at Dur-
- nover four year, and four year turnip-hoeing; and
- I was fourteen times eleven months at Millpond St.
-
- Jude's" (nodding north-west-by-north). "Old Twills
- wouldn't hire me for more than eleven months at a
- time, to keep me from being chargeable to the parish
- if so be I was disabled. Then I was three year at
- Mellstock, and I've been here one-and-thirty year come
- Candlemas. How much is that?"
-
- "Hundred and seventeen." chuckled another old
- gentleman, given to mental arithmetic and little con-
- versation, who had hitherto sat unobserved in a corner.
-
- "Well, then, that's my age." said the maltster, em-
- phatically.
-
- "O no, father!" said Jacob. "Your turnip-hoeing
- were in the summer and your malting in the winter of
- the same years, and ye don't ought to count-both halves
- father,"
-
- "Chok' it all! I lived through the summers, didn't
- I? That's my question. I suppose ye'll say next I be
- no age at all to speak of?"
-
- "Sure we shan't." said Gabriel, soothingly.
-
- "Ye be a very old aged person, malter." attested Jan
- must have a wonderful talented constitution to be able
- to live so long, mustn't he, neighbours?"
-
- "True, true; ye must, malter, wonderful," said the
- meeting unanimously.
-
- The maltster, being know pacified, was even generous
- enough to voluntarily disparage in a slight degree the
- virtue of having lived a great many years, by mentioning
- that the cup they were drinking out of was three years
- older than he.
-
- While the cup was being examined, the end of
- Gabriel Oak's flute became visible over his smock-frock
- I seed you blowing into a great flute by now at Caster-
- bridge?"
-
- "You did." said Gabriel, blushing faintly. "I've been
- in great trouble, neighbours, and was driven to it.
-
- take it careless-like, shepherd and your time will come
- tired?"
-
- "Neither drum nor trumpet have I heard since
- Christmas." said Jan Coggan. "Come, raise a tune,
- Master Oak!"
-
- "That I will." said Gabriel, pulling out his flute and
- putting it together. "A poor tool, neighbours; but
- such as I can do ye shall have and welcome,"
-
- Oak then struck up "Jockey to the Fair." and played
- that sparkling melody three times through accenting the
- notes in the third round in a most artistic and lively
- manner by bending his body in small jerks and tapping
- with his foot to beat time.
-
- "He can blow the flute very well -- that 'a can." said
- a young married man, who having no individuality worth
- mentioning was known as "Susan Tall's husband." He
- continued, "I'd as lief as not be able to blow into a
- flute as well-as that,"
-
- "He's a clever man, and 'tis a true comfort for us to
- have such a shepherd." murmured Joseph Poorgrass, in
- a soft cadence. "We ought to feel full o' thanksgiving
- that he's not a player of ba'dy songs 'instead of these
- merry tunes; for 'twould have been just as easy for God
- to have made the shepherd a loose low man -- a man of
- iniquity, so to speak it -- as what he is. Yes, for our wives"
- and daughters' sakes we should feel real thanks giving,"
-
- "True, true, -- real thanksgiving!" dashed in Mark
- Clark conclusively, not feeling it to be of any conse-
- quence to his opinion that he had only heard about a
- word and three-quarters of what Joseph had said.
-
- "Yes." added Joseph, beginning to feel like a man in
- the Bible; "for evil do thrive so in these times that ye
- may be as much deceived in the cleanest shaved and
- whitest shirted man as in the raggedest tramp upon the
- turnpike, if I may term it so,"
-
- "Ay, I can mind yer face now, shepherd." said
- Henery Fray, criticising Gabriel with misty eyes as he
- entered upon his second tune. "Yes -- now I see 'ee
- blowing into the flute I know 'ee to be the same man
- I see play at Casterbridge, for yer mouth were scrimped
- up and yer eyes a-staring out like a strangled man's --
- just as they be now,"
-
- "'Tis a pity that playing the flute should make a man
- look such a scarecrow." observed Mr. Mark Clark, with
- additional criticism of Gabriel's countenance, the latter
- person jerking out, with the ghastly grimace required by
- the instrument, the chorus of "Dame Durden!
- "I hope you don't mind that young man's bad
- manners in naming your features?" whispered Joseph to
- Gabriel.
-
- "Not at all." said Mr. Oak.
-
- "For by nature ye be a very handsome man,
- shepherd." continued Joseph Poorgrass, with winning
- sauvity.
-
- "Ay, that ye be, shepard." said the company.
-
- "Thank you very much." said Oak, in the modest
- tone good manners demanded, thinking, however, that
- he would never let Bathsheba see him playing the
- flute; in this severe showing a discretion equal to that
- related to its sagacious inventress, the divine Minerva
- herself.
-
- "Ah, when I and my wife were married at Norcombe
- Church." said the old maltster, not pleased at finding
- himself left out of the subject "we were called the
- handsomest couple in the neighbourhood -- everybody
- said so,"
-
- "Danged if ye bain't altered now, malter." said a voice
- with the vigour natural to the enunciation of a remark-
- ably evident truism. It came from the old man in the
- background, whose offensiveness and spiteful ways were
- barely atoned for by the occasional chuckle he con-
- tributed to general laughs.
-
- "O no, no." said Gabriel.
-
- "Don't ye play no more shepherd" said Susan Tall's
- husband, the young married man who had spoken once
- before. "I must be moving and when there's tunes
- going on I seem as if hung in wires. If I thought after
- I'd left that music was still playing, and I not there, I
- should be quite melancholy-like,"
-
- "What's yer hurry then, Laban?" inquired Coggan.
-
- "You used to bide as late as the latest,"
-
- "Well, ye see, neighbours, I was lately married to a
- woman, and she's my vocation now, and so ye see -- -- "
- The young man hated lamely.
-
- "New Lords new laws, as the saying is, I suppose,"
- remarked Coggan.
-
- "Ay, 'a b'lieve -- ha, ha!" said Susan Tall's husband,
- in a tone intended to imply his habitual reception of
- jokes without minding them at all. The young man
- then wished them good-night and withdrew.
-
- Henery Fray was the first to follow. Then Gabriel
- arose and went off with Jan Coggan, who had offered
- him a lodging. A few minutes later, when the remaining
- ones were on their legs and about to depart, Fray came
- back again in a hurry. Flourishing his finger ominously
- he threw a gaze teeming with tidings just -- where his eye
- alighted by accident, which happened to be in Joseph
- Poorgrass's face.
-
- "O -- what's the matter, what's the matter, Henery?"
-
- said Joseph, starting back.
-
- "What's a-brewing, Henrey?" asked Jacob and Mark
- Clark.
-
- "Baily Pennyways -- Baily Pennyways -- I said so; yes,
- I said so!"
-
- "What, found out stealing anything?"
-
- "Stealing it is. The news is, that after Miss
- Everdene got home she went out again to see all was
- safe, as she usually do, and coming in found Baily
- Pennyways creeping down the granary steps with half a
- a bushel of barley. She fleed at him like a cat -- never
- such a tomboy as she is -- of course I speak with closed
- doors?"
-
- "You do -- you do, Henery,"
-
- "She fleed at him, and, to cut a long story short,
- he owned to having carried off five sack altogether, upon
- her promising not to persecute him. Well, he's turned
- out neck and crop, and my question is, who's going to
- be baily now?"
-
- The question was such a profound one that Henery
- was obliged to drink there and then from the large
- cup till the bottom was distinctly visible inside. Before
- he had replaced it on the table, in came the young man,
- Susan Tall's husband, in a still greater hurry.
-
- "Have ye heard the news that's all over parish?"
-
- "About Baily Pennyways?"
-
- "But besides that?"
-
- "No -- not a morsel of it!" they replied, looking into
- the very midst of Laban Tall as if to meet his words
- half-way down his throat.
-
- "What a night of horrors!" murmured Joseph Poor-
- grass, waving his hands spasmodically. "I've had the
- news-bell ringing in my left ear quite bad enough for a
- murder, and I've seen a magpie all alone!"
-
- "Fanny Robin -- Miss everdene's youngest servant --
- can't be found. They've been wanting to lock up the
- door these two hours, but she isn't come in. And they
- don't know what to do about going to hed for fear of
- locking her out. They wouldn't be so concerned if she
- hadn't been noticed in such low spirits these last few
- days, and Maryann d'think the beginning of a crowner's
- inquest has happened to the poor girl,"
-
- "O -- 'tis burned -- 'tis burned!" came from Joseph
- Poorgrass's dry lips.
-
- "No -- 'tis drowned!" said Tall.
-
- "Or 'tis her father's razor!" suggested Billy Smallbury,
- with a vivid sense of detail.
-
- "Well -- Miss Everdene wants to speak to one or two
- of us before we go to bed. What with this trouble about
- the baily, and now about the girl, mis'ess is almost wild,"
-
- They all hastened up the lane to the farmhouse,
- excepting the old maltster, whom neither news, fire,
- rain, nor thunder could draw from his hole. There, as
- the others' footsteps died away he sat down again and
- continued gazing as usual into the furnace with his red,
- bleared eyes.
-
- From the bedroom window above their heads Bath-
- sheba's head and shoulders, robed in mystic white, were
- dimly seen extended into the air.
-
- "Are any of my men among you?" she said anxiously.
-
- "Yes, ma'am, several." said Susan Tall's husband.
-
- "Tomorrow morning I wish two or three of you to
- make inquiries in the villages round if they have seen
- such a person as Fanny Robin. Do it quietly; there is
- no reason for alarm as yet. She must have left whilst
- we were all at the fire,"
-
- "I beg yer pardon, but had she any young man court-
- ing her in the parish, ma'am?" asked Jacob Smallbury.
-
- "I don't know." said Bathsheba.
-
- "I've never heard of any such thing, ma'am." said
- two or three.
-
- "It is hardly likely, either." continued Bathsheba.
-
- "For any lover of hers might have come to the house if
- he had been a respectable lad. The most mysterious
- matter connected with her absence -- indeed, the only
- thing which gives me serious alarm -- is that she was
- seen to go out of the house by Maryann with only her
- indoor working gown on -- not even a bonnet,"
-
- "And you mean, ma'am, excusing my words, that a
- young woman would hardly go to see her young man
- without dressing up." said Jacob, turning his mental
- vision upon past experiences. "That's true -- she would
- not, ma'am,"
-
- "She had, I think, a bundle, though I couldn't see
- very well." said a female voice from another window,
- which seemed that of Maryann. "But she had no
- young man about here. Hers lives in Casterbridge, and
- I believe he's a soldier,"
-
- "Do you know his name?" Bathsheba said.
-
- "No, mistress; she was very close about it,"
-
- "Perhaps I might be able to find out if I went to
- Casterbridge barracks." said William Smallbury.
-
- "Very well; if she doesn't return tomorrow, mind
- you go there and try to discover which man it is, and
- see him. I feel more responsible than I should if she
- had had any friends or relations alive. I do hope she
- has come to no harm through a man of that kind....
-
- And then there's this disgraceful affair of the bailiff --
- but I can't speak of him now,"
-
- Bathsheba had so many reasons for uneasiness that
- it seemed she did not think it worth while to dwell
- upon any particular one. "Do as I told you, then"
- she said in conclusion, closing the casement.
-
- "Ay, ay, mistress; we will." they replied, and moved
- away.
-
- That night at Coggan's, Gabriel Oak, beneath the
- screen of closed eyelids, was busy with fancies, and full
- of movement, like a river flowing rapidly under its ice.
-
- Night had always been the time at which he saw Bath-
- sheba most vividly, and through the slow hours of
- shadow he tenderly regarded her image now. It is
- rarely that the pleasures of the imagination will compen-
- sate for the pain of sleeplessness, but they possibly did
- with Oak to-night, for the delight of merely seeing her
- effaced for the time his perception of the great differ-
- ence between seeing and possessing.
-
- He also thought of Plans for fetching his few utensils
- and books from Norcombe. The Young Man's Best
- Companion, The Farrier's Sure Guide, The Veterinary
- Surgeon, Paradise Lost, The Pilgrim's Progress, Robinson
- Crusoe, Ash's Dictionary, the Walkingame's Arithmetic,
- constituted his library; and though a limited series, it was
- one from which he had acquired more sound informa-
- tion by diligent perusal than many a man of opportunities
- has done from a furlong of laden shelves.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
-
- THE HOMESTEAD -- A VISITOR -- HALF-CONFIDENCES
-
-
- By daylight, the Bower of Oak's new-found mistress,
- Bathsheba Everdene, presented itself as a hoary build-
- ing, of the early stage of Classic Renaissance as regards
- its architecture, and of 'a proportion which told at a
- glance that, as is so frequently the case, it had once
- been the memorial hall upon a small estate around it,
- now altogether effaced as a distinct property, and merged
- in the vast tract of a non-resident landlord, which com-
- prised several such modest demesnes.
-
- Fluted pilasters, worked from the solid stone,
- decorated its front, and above the roof the chimneys
- were panelled or columnar, some coped gables with
- finials and like features still retaining traces of their
- Gothic extraction. Soft Brown mosses, like faded
- velveteen, formed cushions upon the stone tiling, and
- tufts of the houseleek or sengreen sprouted from the
- eaves of the low surrounding buildings. A gravel walk
- leading from the door to the road in front was encrusted
- at the sides with more moss -- here it was a silver-green
- variety, the nut-brown of the gravel being visible to the
- width of only a foot or two in the centre. This circum-
- stance, and the generally sleepy air of the whole prospect
- here, together with the animated and contrasting state
- of the reverse facade, suggested to the imagination that
- on the adaptation of the building for farming purposes
- the vital principle' of the house had turned round inside
- its body to face the other way. Reversals of this kind,
- strange deformities, tremendous paralyses, are often seen
- to be inflicted by trade upon edifices -- either individual
- or in the aggregate as streets and towns -- which were
- originally planned for pleasure alone.
-
- Lively voices were heard this morning in the upper
- rooms, the main staircase to which was of hard oak, the
- balusters, heavy as bed-posts, being turned and moulded
- in the quaint fashion of their century, the handrail as
- stout as a parapet-top, and the stairs themselves con-
- tinually twisting round like a person trying to look over
- his shoulder. Going up, the floors above were found
- to have a very irregular surface, rising to ridges, sinking
- into valley; and being just then uncarpeted, the face
- of the boards was seen to be eaten into innumerable
- the opening and shutting of every door a tremble
- followed every bustling movement, and a creak accom-
- panied a walker about the house like a spirit, wherever-
- he went.
-
- In the room from which the conversation proceeded,
- Bathsheba and her servant-companion, Liddy Small-
- bury were to be discovered sitting upon the floor, and
- sorting a complication of papers, books, bottles, and
- rubbish spread out thereon -- remnants from the house-
- hold stores of the late occupier. Liddy, the maltster's
- great-granddaughter, was about Bathsheba's equal in
- age, and her face was a prominent advertisement of the
- features' might have lacked in form was amply made up
- for by perfection of hue, which at this winter-time was
- the softened ruddiness on a surface of high rotundity
- and, like the presentations of those great colourists, it
- was a face which kept well back from the boundary
- between comeliness and the ideal. Though elastic in
- nature she was less daring than Bathsheba, and occa-
- sionally showed some earnestness, which consisted half
- of genuine feeling, and half of mannerliness superadded
- by way of duty.
-
- Through a partly-opened door the noise of a scrubbing-
- brush led up to the charwoman, Maryann Money, a person
- who for a face had a circular disc, furrowed less by age
- than by long gazes of perplexity at distant objects. To
- think of her was to get good-humoured; to speak of
- her was to raise the image of a dried Normandy
- pippin.
-
- "Stop your scrubbing a moment." said Bathsheba
- through the door to her. "I hear something,"
-
- Maryann suspended the brush.
-
- The tramp of a horse was apparent, approaching the
- front of the building. The paces slackened, turned in
- at the wicket, and, what was most unusual, came up
- the mossy path close to the door. The door was
- tapped with the end of a crop or stick.
-
- "What impertinence!" said Liddy, in a low voice.
-
- "To ride up the footpath like that! Why didn't he
- stop at the gate? Lord! 'Tis a gentleman! I see the
- top of his hat,"
-
- "Be quiet!" said Bathsheba.
-
- The further expression of Liddy's concern was con-
- tinued by aspect instead of narrative.
-
- "Why doesn't Mrs. Coggan go to the door?" Bath-
- sheba continued.
-
- Rat-tat-tat-tat, resounded more decisively from Bath-
- sheba's oak.
-
- "Maryann, you go!" said she, fluttering under the
- onset of a crowd of romantic possibilities.
-
- "O ma'am -- see, here's a mess!"
-
- The argument was unanswerable after a glance at
- Maryann.
-
- "Liddy -- you must." said Bathsheba.
-
- Liddy held up her hands and arms, coated with dust
- from the rubbish they were sorting, and looked implor-
- ingly at her mistress.
-
- "There -- Mrs. Coggan is going!" said Bathsheba,
- exhaling her relief in the form of a long breath which
- had lain in her bosom a minute or more.
-
- The door opened, and a deep voice said --
- "Is Miss Everdene at home?"
-
- "I'll see, sir." said Mrs. Coggan, and in a minute
- appeared in the room.
-
- "Dear, what a thirtover place this world is!" con-
- tinued Mrs. Coggan (a wholesome-looking lady who
- had a voice for each class of remark according to the
- emotion involved; who could toss a pancake or twirl
- a mop with the accuracy of pure mathematics, and
- who at this moment showed hands shaggy with frag-
- ments of dough and arms encrusted with flour). "I
- am never up to my elbows, Miss, in making a pudding
- but one of two things do happen -- either my nose must
- needs begin tickling, and I can't live without scratching
- A woman's dress being a part of her countenance,
- and any disorder in the one being of the same nature
- with a malformation or wound in the other, Bathsheba
- said at once --
- "I can't see him in this state. Whatever shall I do?"
-
- Not-at-homes were hardly naturalized in Weatherbury
- farmhouses, so Liddy suggested -- "Say you're a fright
- with dust, and can't come down,"
-
- "Yes -- that sounds very well." said Mrs. Coggan,
- critically.
-
- "Say I can't see him -- that will do,"
-
- Mrs. Coggan went downstairs, and returned the
- answer as requested, adding, however, on her own
- responsibility, "Miss is dusting bottles, sir, and is quite
- a object -- that's why 'tis,"
-
- "Oh, very well." said the deep voice." indifferently.
-
- "All I wanted to ask was, if anything had been heard
- of Fanny Robin?"
-
- "Nothing, sir -- but we may know to-night. William
- Smallbury is gone to Casterbridge, where her young
- man lives, as is supposed, and the other men be inquir-
- ing about everywhere,"
-
- The horse's tramp then recommenced and -retreated,
- and the door closed.
-
- "Who is Mr. Boldwood?" said Bathsheba.
-
- "A gentleman-farmer at Little Weatherbury,"
-
- "Married?"
-
- "No, miss,"
-
- "How old is he?"
-
- "Forty, I should say -- very handsome -- rather stern-
- looking -- and rich,"
-
- "What a bother this dusting is! I am always in
- some unfortunate plight or other," Bathsheba said,
- complainingly. "Why should he inquire about Fanny?"
-
- "Oh, because, as she had no friends in her childhood,
- he took her and put her to school, and got her her
- place here under your uncle. He's a very kind man
- that way, but Lord -- there!"
-
- "What?"
-
- "Never was such a hopeless man for a woman!
- He's been courted by sixes and sevens -- all the girls,
- gentle and simple, for miles round, have tried him. Jane
- Perkins worked at him for two months like a slave,
- and the two Miss Taylors spent a year upon him,
- and he cost Farmer Ives's daughter nights of tears
- and twenty pounds' worth of new clothes; but Lord --
- the money might as well have been thrown out of the
- window,"
-
- A little boy came up at this moment and looked in
- upon them. This child was one of the Coggans who,
- with the Smallburys, were as common among the
- families of this district as the Avons and Derwents
- among our rivers. He always had a loosened tooth or
- a cut finger to show to particular friends, which he did
- with an air of being thereby elevated above the common
- herd of afflictionless humanity -- to which exhibition
- of congratulation as well as pity.
-
- "I've got a pen-nee!" said Master Coggan in a
- scanning measure.
-
- "Well -- who gave it you, Teddy?" said Liddy.
-
- "Mis-terr Bold-wood! He gave it to me for opening
- the gate,"
-
- "What did he say?"
-
- "He said "Where are you going, my little man?'"
- and I said, "To Miss Everdene's please," and he said,
- "She is a staid woman, isn't she, my little man?" and
- I said, "Yes,"
-
- "You naughty child! What did you say that for?"
-
- "Cause he gave me the penny!"
-
- "What a pucker everything is in!" said Bathsheba,
- discontentedly when the child had gone. 'Get away,
- thing! You ought to be married by this time, and not
- here troubling me!"
-
- "Ay, mistress -- so I did. But what between the poor
- men I won't have, and the rich men who won't have me,
- I stand as a pelicon in the wilderness!"
-
- "Did anybody ever want to marry you miss?" Liddy
- ventured to ask when they were again alone. "Lots of
- "em, i daresay.?"
-
- Bathsheba paused, as if about to refuse a reply, but
- the temptation to say yes, since it was really in her
- power was irresistible by aspiring virginity, in spite of
- her spleen at having been published as old.
-
- "A man wanted to once." she said, in a highly experi-
- enced tone and the image of Gabriel Oak, as the farmer,
- rose before her.
-
- "How nice it must seem!" said Liddy, with the fixed
- features of mental realization. "And you wouldn't have
- him?"
-
- "He wasn't quite good enough for me,"
-
- "How sweet to be able to disdain, when most of us
- are glad to say, "Thank you!" I seem I hear it.
-
- "No, sir -- I'm your better." or "Kiss my foot, sir; my
- face is for mouths of consequence." And did you love
- him, miss?"
-
- "Oh, no. But I rather liked him,"
-
- "Do you now?"
-
- "Of course not -- what footsteps are those I hear?"
-
- Liddy looked from a back window into the courtyard
- behind, which was now getting low-toned and dim with
- the earliest films of night. A crooked file of men was
- approaching the back door. The whole string of trailing
- individuals advanced in the completest balance of inten-
- tion, like the remarkable creatures known as Chain
- Salpae, which, distinctly organized in other respects, have
- one will common to a whole family. Some were, as
- usual, in snow-white smock-frocks of Russia duck, and
- some in whitey-brown ones of drabbet -- marked on the
- wrists, breasts, backs, and sleeves with honeycomb-work.
-
- Two or three women in pattens brought up the rear.
-
- "The Philistines be upon us." said Liddy, making her
- nose white against the glass.
-
- "Oh, very well. Maryann, go down and keep them
- in the kitchen till I am dressed, and then show them in
- to me in the hall,"
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
-
- HALF-AN-HOUR later Bathsheba, in finished dress,
-
-
- and followed by Liddy, entered the upper end of the old
- hall to find that her men had all deposited themselves on
- a long form and a settle at the lower extremity. She sat
- down at a table and opened the time-book, pen in her
- hand, with a canvas money-bag beside her. From this
- she poured a small heap of coin. Liddy chose a
- position at her elbow and began to sew, sometimes
- pausing and looking round, or with the air of a privileged
- person, taking up one of the half-sovereigns lying before
- her and surveying it merely as a work of art, while
- strictly preventing her countenance from expressing any
- wish to possess it as money.
-
- "Now before I begin, men." said Bathsheba, "I have
- two matters to speak of. The first is that the bailiff is
- dismissed for thieving, and that I have formed a resolu-
- tion to have no bailiff at all, but to manage everything
- with my own head and hands,"
-
- The men breathed an audible breath of amazement.
-
- "The next matter is, have you heard anything of
- Fanny?"
-
- "Nothing, ma'am.
-
- "Have you done anything?"
-
- "I met Farmer Boldwood." said Jacob Smallbury, 'and
- I went with him and two of his men, and dragged New-
- mill Pond, but we found nothing,"
-
- "And the new shepherd have been to Buck's Head,
- by Yalbury, thinking she had gone there, but nobody
- had seed her." said Laban Tall.
-
- "Hasn't William Smallbury been to Casterbridge?"
-
- "Yes, ma'am, but he's not yet come home. He
- promised to be back by six,"
-
- "It wants a quarter to six at present." said Bathsheba,
- looking at her watch. "I daresay he'll be in directly.
-
- Well, now then" -- she looked into the book -- "Joseph
- Poorgrass, are you there?"
-
- "Yes, sir -- ma'am I mane." said the person addressed.
-
- "I be the personal name of Poorgrass,"
-
- "And what are you?"
-
- "Nothing in my own eye. In the eye of other people
- -- well, I don't say it; though public thought will out,"
-
- "What do you do on the farm?"
-
- "I do do carting things all the year, and in seed time I
- shoots the rooks and sparrows, and helps at pig-killing, sir,"
-
- "How much to you?"
-
- "Please nine and ninepence and a good halfpenny
- where 'twas a bad one, sir -- ma'am I mane,"
-
- "Quite correct. Now here are ten shillings in addi-
- tion as a small present, as I am a new comer,"
-
- Bathsheba blushed slightly at the sense of being
- generous in public, and Henery Fray, who had drawn
- up towards her chair, lifted his eyebrows and fingers to
- express amazement on a small scale.
-
- "How much do I owe you -- that man in the corner --
- what's your name?" continued Bathsheba.
-
- "Matthew Moon, ma'am." said a singular framework of
- clothes with nothing of any consequence inside them,
- which advanced with the toes in no definite direction
- forwards, but turned in or out as they chanced to swing.
-
- "Matthew Mark, did you say? -- speak out -- I shall
- not hurt you." inquired the young farmer, kindly.
-
- "Matthew Moon mem" said Henery Fray, correct-
- ingly, from behind her chair, to which point he had
- edged himself.
-
- "Matthew Moon." murmured Bathsheba, turning her
- bright eyes to the book. "Ten and twopence halfpenny
- is the sum put down to you, I see?"
-
- "Yes, mis'ess." said Matthew, as the rustle of wind
- among dead leaves.
-
- "Here it is and ten shillings. Now -the next -- Andrew
- Randle, you are a new man, I hear. How come you to
- leave your last farm?"
-
- "P-p-p-p-p-pl-pl-pl-pl-l-l-l-l-ease, ma'am, p-p-p-p-pl-pl-
- pl-pl-please, ma'am-please'm-please'm -- -- "
- "'A's a stammering man, mem." said Henery Fray in
- an undertone, "and they turned him away because the
- only time he ever did speak plain he said his soul was
- his own, and other iniquities, to the squire. "A can cuss,
- mem, as well as you or I, but 'a can't speak a common
- speech to save his life,"
-
- "Andrew Randle, here's yours -- finish thanking me
- in a day or two. Temperance Miller -- oh, here's another,
- Soberness -- both women I suppose?"
-
- "Yes'm. Here we be, 'a b'lieve." was echoed in shrill
- unison.
-
- "What have you been doing?"
-
- "Tending thrashing-machine and wimbling haybonds,
- and saying "Hoosh!" to the cocks and hens when they
- go upon your seeds and planting Early Flourballs and
- Thompson's Wonderfuls with a dibble,"
-
- "Yes -- I see. Are they satisfactory women?" she
- inquired softly of Henery Fray.
-
- "O mem -- don't ask me! Yielding women?" as
- scarlet a pair as ever was!" groaned Henery under his
- breath.
-
- "Sit down.
-
- "Who, mem?"
-
- "Sit down,"
- Joseph Poorgrass, in the background twitched, and
- his lips became dry with fear of some terrible conse-
- quences, as he saw Bathsheba summarily speaking, and
- Henery slinking off to a corner.
-
- "Now the next. Laban Tall, you'll stay on working
- for me?"
-
- "For you or anybody that pays me well, ma'am,"
- replied the young married man.
-
- "True -- the man must live!" said a woman in the
- back quarter, who had just entered with clicking pattens.
-
- "What woman is that?" Bathsheba asked.
-
- "I be his lawful wife!" continued the voice with
- greater prominence of manner and tone. This lady
- called herself five-and-twenty, looked thirty, passed as
- thirty-five, and was forty. She was a woman who never,
- like some newly married, showed conjugal tenderness in
- public, perhaps because she had none to show.
-
- "Oh, you are." said Bathsheba. "Well, Laban, will
- you stay on?"
-
- "Yes, he'll stay, ma'am!" said again the shrill tongue
- of Laban's lawful wife.
-
- "Well, he can speak for himself, I suppose,"
-
- "O Lord, not he, ma'am! A simple tool. Well
- enough, but a poor gawkhammer mortal." the wife replied
- "Heh-heh-heh!" laughed the married man with a
- hideous effort of appreciation, for he was as irrepressibly
- good-humoured under ghastly snubs as a parliamentary
- candidate on the hustings.
-
- The names remaining were called in the same
- manner.
-
- "Now I think I have done with you." said Bathsheba,
- closing the book and shaking back a stray twine of hair.
-
- "Has William Smallbury returned?"
-
- "No, ma'am,"
-
- "The new shepherd will want a man under him,"
- suggested Henery Fray, trying to make himself official
- again by a sideway approach towards her chair.
-
- "Oh -- he will. Who can he have?"
-
- "Young Cain Ball is a very good lad." Henery said,
- "and Shepherd Oak don't mind his youth?" he added,
- turning with an apologetic smile to the shepherd, who
- had just appeared on the scene, and was now leaning
- against the doorpost with his arms folded.
-
- "No, I don't mind that." said Gabriel.
-
- "How did Cain come by such a name?" asked
- Bathsheba.
-
- "Oh you see, mem, his pore mother, not being a
- Scripture-read woman made a mistake at his christening,
- thinking 'twas Abel killed Cain, and called en Cain,
- but 'twas too late, for the name could never be got rid
- of in the parish. 'Tis very unfortunate for the boy,"
-
- "It is rather unfortunate,"
-
- "Yes. However, we soften it down as much as we
- can, and call him Cainey. Ah, pore widow-woman!
- she cried her heart out about it almost. She was
- brought up by a very heathen father and mother, who
- never sent her to church or school, and it shows how
- the sins of the parents are visited upon the children,
- mem,"
-
- Mr. Fray here drew up his features to the mild degree
- of melancholy required when the persons involved in
- the given misfortune do not belong to your own family.
-
- "Very well then, Cainey Ball to be under-shepherd
- And you quite understand your duties? -- you I mean,
- Gabriel Oak?"
-
- "Quite well, I thank you Miss Everdene." said
- Shepard Oak from the doorpost. "If I don't, I'll
- inquire." Gabriel was rather staggered by the remark-
- able coolness of her manner. Certainly nobody without
- previous information would have dreamt that Oak and
- the handsome woman before whom he stood had ever
- been other than strangers. But perhaps her air was
- the inevitable result of the social rise which had advanced
- her from a cottage to a large house and fields. The
- case is not unexampled in high places. When, in the
- writings of the later poets, Jove and his family are found
- to have moved from their cramped quarters on the peak
- of Olympus into the wide sky above it, their words show
- a proportionate increase of arrogance and reserve.
-
- Footsteps were heard in the passage, combining in
- their character the qualities both of weight and measure,
- rather at the expense of velocity.
-
- (All.) "Here's Billy Smallbury come from Caster-
- bridge,"
-
- "And what's the news?" said Bathsheba, as William,
- after marching to the middle of the hall, took a hand-
- kerchief from his hat and wiped his forehead from its
- centre to its remoter boundaries.
-
- "I should have been sooner, miss." he said, "if it
- hadn't been for the weather." He then stamped with
- each foot severely, and on looking down his boots were
- perceived to be clogged with snow.
-
- "Come at last, is it?" said Henery.
-
- "Well, what about Fanny?" said Bathsheba.
-
- "Well, ma'am, in round numbers, she's run away with
- the soldiers." said William.
-
- "No; not a steady girl like Fanny!"
-
- "I'll tell ye all particulars. When I got to Caster,
- bridge Barracks, they said, " The Eleventh Dragoon-
- Guards be gone away, and new troops have come,"
-
- The Eleventh left last week for Melchester and onwards.
-
- The Route came from Government like a thief in the
- night, as is his nature to, and afore the Eleventh knew
- it almost, they were on the march. They passed near
- here,"
-
- Gabriel had listened with interest. "I saw them go,"
- he said.
-
- "Yes." continued William," they pranced down the
- street playing "The Girl I Left Behind Me." so 'tis
- said, in glorious notes of triumph. Every looker-on's
- inside shook with the blows of the great drum to his
- deepest vitals, and there was not a dry eye throughout
- the town among the public-house people and the name-
- less women!"
-
- "But they're not gone to any war?"
-
- "No, ma'am; but they be gone to take the places
- of them who may, which is very close connected. And
- so I said to myself, Fanny's young man was one of the
- regiment, and she's gone after him. There, ma'am,
- that's it in black and white,"
-
- Gabriel remained musing and said nothing, for he
- was in doubt.
-
- "Well, we are not likely to know more to-night, at
- any rate." said Bathsheba. "But one of you had better
- run across to Farmer Boldwood's and tell him that
- much,"
-
- She then rose; but before retiring, addressed a few
- words to them with a pretty dignity, to which her
- mourning dress added a soberness that was hardly to
- be found in the words themselves.
-
- "Now mind, you have a mistress instead of a master
- I don't yet know my powers or my talents in farming;
- but I shall do my best, and if you serve me well, so
- shall I serve you. Don't any unfair ones among you
- (if there are any such, but I hope not) suppose that
- because I'm a woman I don't understand the difference
- between bad goings-on and good,"
-
- (All.) "Nom!"
-
- (Liddy.) "Excellent well said,"
-
- "I shall be up before you are awake; I shall be
- afield before you are up; and I shall have breakfasted
- before you are afield. In short, I shall astonish you all.
-
- (All.) "Yes'm!"
-
- "And so good-night,"
-
- (All.) "Good-night, ma'am,"
-
- Then this small-thesmothete stepped from the table,
- and surged out of the hall, her black silk dress licking
- up a few straws and dragging them along with a scratch-
- ing noise upon the floor. biddy, elevating her feelings
- to the occasion from a sense of grandeur, floated off
- behind Bathsheba with a milder dignity not entirely
- free from travesty, and the door was closed.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
-
- OUTSIDE THE BARRACKS -- SNOW -- A MEETING
-
-
- FOR dreariness nothing could surpass a prospect in the
- outskirts of a certain town and military station, many
- miles north of Weatherbury, at a later hour on this
- same snowy evening -- if that may be called a prospect
- of which the chief constituent was darkness.
-
- It was a night when sorrow may come to the
- brightest without causing any great sense of incongruity:
-
- when, with impressible persons, love becomes solicitous-
- ness, hope sinks to misgiving, and faith to hope: when
- the exercise of memory does not stir feelings of regret
- at opportunities for ambition that have been passed by,
- and anticipation does not prompt to enterprise.
-
- The scene was a public path, bordered on the left
- hand by a river, behind which rose a high wall. On
- the right was a tract of land, partly meadow'and partly
- moor, reaching, at its remote verge, to a wide undulating
- uplan.
-
- The changes of the seasons are less obtrusive on
- spots of this kind than amid woodland scenery. Still,
- to a close observer, they are just as perceptible; the
- difference is that their media of manifestation are less
- trite and familiar than such well-known ones as the
- bursting of the buds or the fall of the leaf. Many are
- not so stealthy and gradual as we may be apt to
- imagine in considering the general torpidity of a moor
- or waste. Winter, in coming to the country hereabout,
- advanced in well-marked stages, wherein might have
- been successively observed the retreat of the snakes,
- the transformation of the ferns, the filling of the pools,
- a rising of fogs, the embrowning by frost, the collapse
- of the fungi, and an obliteration by snow.
-
- This climax of the series had been reached to-night on
- the aforesaid moor, and for the first time in the season
- its irregularities were forms without features; suggestive
- of anything, proclaiming nothing, and without more
- character than that of being the limit of something
- else -- the lowest layer of a firmament of snow. From
- this chaotic skyful of crowding flakes the mead and
- moor momentarily received additional clothing, only
- to appear momentarily more naked thereby. The vast
- arch of cloud above was strangely low, and formed as
- it were the roof of a large dark cavern, gradually sinking
- in upon its floor; for the instinctive thought was that
- the snow lining the heavens and that encrusting the
- earth would soon unite into one mass without any
- intervening stratum of air at all.
-
- We turn our attention to the left-hand characteristics;
- which were flatness in respect of the river, verticality
- in respect of the wall behind it, and darkness as to
- both. These features made up the mass. If anything
- could be darker than the sky, it was the wall, and if any
- thing could be gloomier than the wall it was the river
- beneath. The indistinct summit of the facade was
- notched and pronged by chimneys here and there, and
- upon its face were faintly signified the oblong shapes
- of windows, though only in the upper part. Below,
- down to the water's edge, the flat was unbroken by
- hole or projection.
-
- An indescribable succession of dull blows, perplexing
- in their regularity, sent their sound- with difficulty
- through the fluffy atmosphere. It was a neighbouring
- clock striking ten The bell was in the open air, and
- being overlaid with several inches of muffling snow, had
- lost its voice for the time.
-
- About this hour the snow abated: ten flakes fell
- where twenty had fallen, then one had the room of
- ten. Not long after a form moved by the brink of
- the river.
-
- By its outline upon the colourless background, a close
- observer might have seen that it was small. This was
- all that was positively discoverable, though it seemed
- human.
-
- The shape went slowly along, but without much
- exertion, for the snow, though sudden, was not as yet
- more than two inches deep. At this time some words
- were spoken aloud: --
- "One. Two. Three. Four. Five,"
-
- Between each utterance the little shape advanced
- about half a dozen yards. It was evident now that
- the windows high in the wall were being counted.
-
- The word "Five" represented the fifth window from
- the end of the wall.
-
- Here the spot stopped, and dwindled smaller. The
- figure was stooping. Then a morsel of snow flew
- across the river towards the fifth window. It smacked
- against the wall at a point several yards from its mark.
-
- The throw was the idea of a man conjoined with the
- execution of a woman. No man who had ever seen bird,
- rabbit, or squirrel in his childhood, could possibly have
- thrown with such utter imbecility as was shown here.
-
- Another attempt, and another; till by degrees the
- wall must have become pimpled with the adhering
- lumps of snow At last one fragment struck the fifth
- window.
-
- The river would have been; seen by day to be of
- that deep smooth sort which races middle and sides
- with the same gliding precision, any irregularities of
- speed being immediately corrected by a small whirl-
- pool. Nothing was heard in reply to the signal but
- the gurgle and cluck of one of these invisible wheels --
- together with a few small sounds which a sad man
- would have called moans, and a happy man laughter --
- caused by the flapping of the waters against trifling
- objects in other parts of the stream.
-
- The window was struck again in the same manner.
-
- Then a noise was heard, apparently produced by
- the opening of the window. This was followed by a
- voice from the same quarter.
-
- "Who's there?"
-
- The tones were masculine, and not those of surprise.
-
- The high wall being that of a barrack, and marriage
- being looked upon with disfavour in the army, assigna-
- tions and communications had probably been made
- across the river before tonight.
-
- "Is it Sergeant Troy?" said the blurred spot in the
- snow, tremulously.
-
- This person was so much like a mere shade upon
- the earth, and the other speaker so much a part of
- the building, that one would have said the wall was
- holding a conversation with the snow.
-
- "Yes." came suspiciously from the shadow." What
- girl are you?"
-
- "O, Frank -- don't you know me?" said the spot.
-
- "Your wife, Fanny Robin,"
-
- "Fanny!" said the wall, in utter astonishment.
-
- "Yes." said the girl, with a half-suppressed gasp of
- emotion.
-
- There was something in the woman's tone which is
- not that of the wife, and there was a mannerin the man
- which is rarely a husband's. The dialogue went on:
-
- "How did you come here?"
-
- "I asked which was your window. Forgive me!"
-
- "I did not expect you to-night. Indeed, I did not
- think you would come at all. It was a wonder you
- found me here. I am orderly to-morrow,"
-
- "You said I was to come,"
-
- "Well -- I said that you might,"
-
- "Yes, I mean that I might. You are glad to see me,
- Frank?"
-
- "O yes -- of course,"
-
- "Can you -- come to me!"
-
- My dear Fan, no! The bugle has sounded, the
- barrack gates are closed, and I have no leave. We are
- all of us as good as in the county gaol till to-morrow
- morning,"
-
- "Then I shan't see you till then!" The words- were
- in a faltering tone of disappointment.
-
- "How did you get here from Weatherbury?"
-
- "I walked -- some part of the way -- the rest by the
- carriers,"
-
- "I am surprised,"
-
- "Yes -- so am I. And Frank, when will it be?"
-
- "What?"
-
- "That you promised,"
-
- "I don't quite recollect,"
-
- "O You do! Don't speak like that. It weighs me
- to the earth. It makes me say what ought to be said
- first by you,"
-
- "Never mind -- say it,"
-
- "O, must I? -- it is, when shall we be married,
- Frank?"
-
- "Oh, I " see. Well -- you have to get proper
- clothes,"
-
- "I have money. Will it be by banns or license?"
-
- "Banns, I should think,"
-
- "And we live in two parishes,"
-
- "Do we? What then?"
-
- "My lodgings are in St. Mary's, and this is not. So
- they will have to be published in both,"
-
- "Is that the law?"
-
- "Yes. O Frank -- you think me forward, I am
- afraid! Don't, dear Frank -- will you -- for I love you so.
-
- And you said lots of times you would marry me, and
- and -- I -- I -- I -- -- "
- "Don't cry, now! It is foolish. If i said so, of
- course I will,"
-
- "And shall I put up the banns in my parish, and will
- you in yours?"
-
- "Yes"
- "To-morrow?"
-
- "Not tomorrow. We'll settle in a few days,"
-
- "You have the permission of the officers?"
-
- "No, not yet,"
-
- "O -- how is it? You said you almost had before
- you left Casterbridge,"
-
- "The fact is, I forgot to ask. Your coming like this
- I'll go away now. Will you **qoDe,and seq be to-morroy
- is so sudden and unexpected,"
-
- "Yes -- yes -- it is. It was wrong of me to worry you.
-
- I'll go away now. Will you come and see me to-morrow,
- at Mrs. Twills's, in North Street? I don't like to come
- to the Barracks. There are bad women about, and they
- think me one,"
-
- "Quite,so. I'll come to you, my dean Good-night,"
-
- "Good-night, Frank -- good-night!"
-
- And the noise was again heard of a window closing
- The little spot moved away. When she passed the
- corner a subdued exclamation was heard inside the
- wall.
-
- "Ho -- ho -- Sergeant -- ho -- ho!" An expostulation
- followed, but it was indistinct; and it became lost amid
- a low peal of laughter, which was hardly distinguishable
- from the gurgle of the tiny whirlpools outside.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
-
- FARMERS -- A RULE -- IN EXCEPTION
-
-
- THE first public evidence of Bathsheba's decision to
- be a farmer in her own person and by proxy no more
- was her appearance the following market-day in. the
- cornmarket at Casterbridge.
-
- The low though extensive hall, supported by beams
- and pillars, and latterly dignified by-the name of Corn Ex-
- change, was thronged with hot men who talked among
- each other in twos and threes, the speaker of the minute
- looking sideways into his auditor's face and concentrating
- his argument by a contraction of one eyelid during de-
- livery. The greater number carried in their hands
- ground-ash saplings, using them partly as walking-sticks
- and partly for poking up pigs, sheep, neighbours with
- their backs turned, and restful things in general, which
- seemed to require such treatment in the course of their
- peregrinations. During conversations each subjected
- his sapling to great varieties of usage -- bending it round
- his back, forming an"arch of it between his two hands,
- overweighting it on the ground till it reached nearly a
- semicircle; or perhaps it was hastily tucked under the
- arm whilst the sample-bag was pulled forth and a hand-
- ful of corn poured into the palm, which, after criticism,
- was flung upon the floor, an issue of events perfectly
- well known to half-a-dozen acute town-bred fowls which
- had as usual crept into the building unobserved, and
- waited the fulfilment of their anticipations with a high-
- stretched neck and oblique eye.
-
- Among these heavy yeomen a feminine figure glided,
- the single one of her sex that the room contained. She
- was prettily and even daintily dressed. She moved
- between them as a chaise between carts, was heard after
- them as a romance after sermons, was felt among them
- like a breeze among furnaces. It had required a little
- determination -- far more than she had at first imagined
- -- to take up a position here, for at her first entry the
- lumbering dialogues had ceased, nearly every face had
- been turned towards her, and those that were already
- turned rigidly fixed there.
-
- Two or three only of the farmers were personally
- known to Bathsheba, and to these she had made her
- way. But if she was to be the practical woman she had
- intended to show herself, business must be carried on,
- introductions or none, and she ultimately acquired con-
- fidence enough to speak and reply boldly to men merely
- known to her by hearsay. Bathsheba too had her
- sample-bags, and by degrees adopted the professional
- pour into the hand -- holding up the grains in her narrow
- palm for inspection, in perfect Casterbridge manner.
-
- Something in the exact arch of her upper unbroken
- row of teeth, and in the keenly pointed corners of her
- red mouth when, with parted lips, she somewhat
- defiantly turned up her face to argue a point with a
- tall man, suggested that there was potentiality enough
- in that lithe slip of humanity for alarming exploits of
- sex, and daring enough to carry them out. But her eyes
- had a softness -- invariably a softness -- which, had they
- not been dark, would have seemed mistiness; as they
- were, it lowered an expression that might have been
- piercing to simple clearness,
- Strange to say of a woman in full bloom and vigor,
- she always allowed her interlocutors to finish their state-
- ments before rejoining with hers. In arguing on prices,
- he held to her own firmly, as was natural in a dealer,
- and reduced theirs persistently, as was inevitable in a
- oman. But there was an elasticity in her firmness
- which removed it from obstinacy, as there was a naivete
- in her cheapening which saved it from meanness.
-
- Those of the farmers with whom she had no dealings
- by far the greater part) were continually asking each
- other, "Who is she?" The reply would be --
- "Farmer Everdene's niece; took on Weatherbury
- Upper Farm; turned away the baily, and swears she'll do
- everything herself,"
-
- The other man would then shake his head.
-
- "Yes, 'tis a pity she's so headstrong." the first would
- say. "But we ought to be proud of her here -- she
- lightens up the old place. 'Tis such a shapely maid,
- however, that she'll soon get picked up,"
-
- It would be ungallant to suggest that the novelty of
- her engagement in such an occupation had almost as
- much to do with the magnetism as had the beauty of
- her face and movements. However, the interest was
- general, and this Saturday's debut in the forum, whatever
- it may have been to Bathsheba as the buying and selling
- farmer, was unquestionably a triumph to her as the
- maiden. Indeed, the sensation was so pronounced that
- her instinct on two or three occasions was merely to
- walk as a queen among these gods of the fallow, like a
- little sister of a little Jove, and to neglect closing prices
- altogether.
-
- The numerous evidences of-her power to attract were
- only thrown into greater relief by a marked exception.
-
- Women seem to have eyes in their ribbons for such
- matters as these. Bathsheba, without looking within
- a right angle of him, was conscious of a black sheep
- among the flock.
-
- It perplexed her first. If there had been a respect-
- able minority on either side, the case would have been
- most natural. If nobody had regarded her, she would
- have -- taken the matter indifferently -- such cases had
- occurred. If everybody, this man included, she would
- have taken it as a matter of course -- people had done
- so before. But the smallness of the exception made the
- mystery.
-
- She soon knew thus much of the recusant's appear-
- ance. He was a gentlemanly man, with full and
- distinctly outlined Roman features, the prominences
- of which glowed in the sun with a bronze-like richness
- of tone. He was erect in attitude, and quiet in
- demeanour. One characteristic pre-eminently marked
- him -- dignity.
-
- Apparently he had some time ago reached that
- entrance to middle age at which a man's aspect naturally
- ceases to alter for the term of a dozen years or so; and,
- artificially, a woman't does likewise. Thirty-five and
- fifty were his limits of variation -- he might have been
- either, or anywhere between the two.
-
- It may be said that married men of forty are usually
- ready and generous enough to fling passing glances at
- any specimen of moderate beauty they may discern by
- the way. Probably, as with persons playing whist for
- love, the consciousness of a certain immunity under
- any circumstances from that worst possible ultimate,
- the having to pay, makes them unduly speculative.
-
- Bathsheba was convinced that this unmoved person
- was not a married man.
-
- When marketing was over, she rushed off to Liddy,
- who was waiting for her -- beside the yellowing in which
- they had driven to town. The horse was put in, and
- on they trotted Bathsheba's sugar, tea, and drapery
- parcels being packed behind, and expressing in some
- indescribable manner, by their colour, shape, and
- general lineaments, that they were that young lady-
- farmer's property, and the grocer's and drapers no
- more.
-
- "I've been through it, Liddy, and it is over. I shan't
- mind it again, for they will all have grown accustomed
- to seeing me there; but this morning it was as bad as
- being married -- eyes everywhere!"
-
- "I knowed it would. be." Liddy said "Men be such
- a terrible class of society to look at a body,"
-
- "But there was one man who had more sense than
- to waste his time upon me." The information was put
- in this form that Liddy might not for a moment suppose
- her mistress was at all piqued. "A very good-looking
- man." she continued, "upright; about forty, I should
- think. Do you know at all who he could be?"
-
- Liddy couldn't think.
-
- "Can't you guess at all?" said Bathsheba with some
- disappointment.
-
- "I haven't a notion; besides, 'tis no difference, since
- he took less notice of you than any of the rest. Now,
- if he'd taken more, it would have mattered a great deal,"
-
- Bathsheba was suffering from the reverse feeling just
- then, and they bowled along in silence. A low carriage,
- bowling along still more rapidly behind a horse of un-
- impeachable breed, overtook and passed them.
-
- "Why, there he is!" she said.
-
- Liddy looked. "That! That's Farmer Boldwood --
- of course 'tis -- the man you couldn't see the other day
- when he called,"
-
- "Oh, Farmer Boldwood." murmured Bathsheba, and
- looked at him as he outstripped them. The farmer had
- never turned his head once, but with eyes fixed on the
- most advanced point along the road, passed as uncon-
- sciously and abstractedly as if Bathsheba and her charms
- were thin air.
-
- "He's an interesting man -- don't you think so?" she
- remarked.
-
- "O yes, very. Everybody owns it." replied Liddy.
-
- "I wonder why he is so wrapt up and indifferent, and
- seemingly so far away from all he sees around him,"
- "It is said -- but not known for certain -- that he met
- with some bitter disappointment when he was a young
- man and merry. A woman jilted him, they say,"
-
- "People always say that -- and we know very well
- women scarcely ever jilt men; 'tis the men who jilt us.
-
- I expect it is simply his nature to be so reserved,"
-
- "Simply his nature -- I expect so, miss -- nothing else
- in the world,"
-
- "Still, 'tis more romantic to think he has been served
- cruelly, poor thing'! Perhaps, after all, he has! I
- "Depend upon it he has. O yes, miss, he has!
- feel he must have,"
-
- "However, we are very apt to think extremes of
- people. I -- shouldn't wonder after all if it wasn't a
- little of both -- just between the two -- rather cruelly
- used and rather reserved,"
-
- "O dear no, miss -- I can't think it between the
- two!"
-
- "That's most likely,"
-
- "Well, yes, so it is. I am convinced it is most likely.
-
- You may -- take my word, miss, that that's what's the
- matter with him,"
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
-
- SORTES SANCTORUM -- THE VALENTINE
-
-
- IT was Sunday afternoon in the farmhouse, on the
- thirteenth of February. Dinner being over, Bathsheba,
- for want of a better companion, had asked Liddy to
- come and sit with her. The mouldy pile was dreary
- in winter-time before the candles were lighted and the
- shutters closed; the atmosphere of the place seemed
- as old as the walls; every nook behind the furniture
- had a temperature of its own, for the fire was not
- kindled in this part of the house early in the day;
- and Bathsheba's new piano, which was an old one
- in other annals, looked particularly sloping and out
- of level on the warped floor before night threw a
- shade over its less prominent angles and hid the
- unpleasantness. Liddy, like a little brook, though
- shallow, was always rippling; her presence had not so
- much weight as to task thought, and yet enough to
- exercise it.
-
- On the table lay an old quarto Bible, bound in
- leather. Liddy looking at it said, --
- "Did you ever find out, miss, who you are going to
- marry by means of the Bible and key?,
- "Don't be so foolish, Liddy. As if such things
- could be,"
-
- "Well, there's a good deal in it, all the same,"
-
- "Nonsense, child,"
-
- "And it makes your heart beat fearful. Some believe
- in it; some don't; I do,"
-
- "Very well, let's try it." said Bathsheba, bounding
- from her seat with that total disregard of consistency
- which can be indulged in towards a dependent, and
- entering into the spirit of divination at once. "Go and
- get the front door key,"
-
- Liddy fetched it. "I wish it wasn't Sunday." she
- said, on returning." Perhaps 'tis wrong,"
-
- "What's right week days is right Sundays." replied her
- mistress in a tone which was a proof in itself.
-
- The book was opened -- the leaves, drab with age,
- being quite worn away at much-read verses by the fore"
- fingers "of unpractised readers in former days, where they
- were moved along under the line as an aid to the vision.
-
- The special verse in the Book of Ruth was sought out
- by Bathsheba, and the sublime words met her eye. They
- slightly thrilled and abashed her. It was Wisdom in
- the abstract facing Folly in the concrete. Folly in the
- concrete blushed, persisted in her intention, and placed
- the key on -the book. A rusty patch immediately upon
- the verse, caused by previous pressure of an iron
- substance thereon, told that this was not the first time
- the old volume had been used for the purpose.
-
- "Now keep steady, and be silent." said Bathsheba.
-
- The 'verse was repeated; the book turned round;
- Bathsheba blushed guiltily.
-
- "Who did you try?" said Liddy curiously.
-
- "I shall not tell you,"
-
- "Did you notice Mr. Boldwood's doings in church
- this morning, miss?"Liddy continued, adumbrating by
- the remark the track her thoughts had taken.
-
- "No, indeed." said Bathsheba, with serene indifference
- "His pew is exactly opposite yours, miss,"
-
- "I know it,"
-
- "And you did not see his goings on!,"
- Certainly I did not, I tell you,"
-
- Liddy assumed a smaller physiognomy, and shut
- her lips decisively.
-
- This move was unexpected, and proportionately dis
- concerting. "What did he do?" Bathsheba said perforce.
-
- "Didn't turn his head to look at you once all the
- service.
-
- "Why should he?" again demanded her mistress,
- wearing a nettled look. "I didn't ask him to.
-
- "Oh no. But everybody else was noticing you; and
- it was odd he didn't. There, 'tis like him. Rich and
- gentlemanly, what does he care?"
-
- Bathsheba dropped into a silence intended to ex-
- press that she had opinions on the matter too abstruse
- for Liddy's comprehension, rather than that she had
- nothing to say.
-
- "Dear me -- I had nearly forgotten the valentine
- I bought yesterday." she exclaimed at length.
-
- "Valentine! who for, miss?" said Liddy. "Farmer
- Boldwood?"
-
- It was the single name among all possible wrong
- ones that just at this moment seemed to Bathsheba
- more pertinent than the right.
-
- "Well, no. It is only for little Teddy Coggan.
-
- have promised him something, and this will be a pretty
- surprise for him. Liddy, you may as well bring me
- my desk and I'll direct it at once,"
-
- Bathsheba took from her desk a gorgeously illumin-
- ated and embossed design in post-octavo, which had
- been "bought on the previous market-day at the chief
- stationer's in Casterbridge. In the centre was a small
- oval enclosure; this was left blank, that the sender
- might insert tender words more appropriate to the
- special occasion than any generalities by a printer
- could possibly be.
-
- "Here's a place for writing." said Bathsheba. "What
- shall I put?"
-
- "Something of this sort, I should think', returned
- Liddy promptly: --
- "The rose is red,
- The violet blue,
- Carnation's sweet,
- And so are you,"
-
- "Yes, that shall be it. It just suits itself to a chubby-
- faced child like him." said Bathsheba. She inserted the
- words in a small though legible handwriting; enclosed
- the sheet in an envelope, and dipped her pen for the
- direction.
-
- "What fun it would be to send it to the stupid old
- Boldwood, and how he would wonder!" said the
- irrepressible Liddy, lifting her eyebrows, and indulging
- in an awful mirth on the verge of fear as she thought
- of the moral and social magnitude of the man contem-
- plated.
-
- Bathsheba paused to regard the idea at full length.
-
- Boldwood's had begun to be a troublesome image -- a
- species of Daniel in her kingdom who persisted in
- kneeling eastward when reason and common sense
- said that he might just as well follow suit with the
- rest, and afford her the official glance of admiration
- which cost nothing at all. She was far from being
- seriously concerned about his nonconformity. Still,
- it was faintly depressing that the most dignified and
- valuable man in the parish should withhold his eyes,
- and that a girl like Liddy should talk about it. So
- Liddy's idea was at first rather harassing than piquant.
-
- "No, I won't do that. He wouldn't see any humour
- in it,"
-
- "He'd worry to death." said the persistent Liddy.
-
- "Really, I don't care particularly to send it to
- Teddy." remarked her mistress. "He's rather a naughty
- child sometimes,"
-
- "Yes -- that he is,"
-
- "Let's toss as men do." said Bathsheba, idly. "Now
- then, head, Boldwood; tail, Teddy. No, we won't toss
- money on a Sunday that would be tempting the devil
- indeed,"
-
- "Toss this hymn-book; there can't be no sinfulness
- in that, miss,"
-
- "Very well. Open, Boldwood -- shut, Teddy. No;
- it's more likely to fall open. Open, Teddy -- shut,
- Boldwood,"
-
- The book went fluttering in the air and came down shut.
-
- Bathsheba, a small yawn upon her mouth, took the
- pen, and with off-hand serenity directed the missive to
- Boldwood.
-
- "Now light a candle, Liddy. Which seal shall we
- use? Here's a unicorn's head -- there's nothing in
- that. What's this? -- two doves -- no. It ought to be
- something extraordinary, ought it not, Liddy? Here's
- one with a motto -- I remember it is some funny one,
- but I can't read it. We'll try this, and if it doesn't
- do we'll have another,"
-
- A large red seal was duly affixed. Bathsheba looked
- closely at the hot wax to discover the words.
-
- "Capital!" she exclaimed, throwing down the letter
- frolicsomely. "'Twould upset the solemnity of a parson
- The same evening the letter was sent, and was duly
- returned to Weatherbury again in the morning.
-
- Of love as a spectacle Bathsheba had a fair knowledge;
- but of love subjectively she knew nothing.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-
- EFFECT OF THE LETTER -- SUNRISE
-
-
- AT dusk, on the evening of St. Valentine's Day, Bold-
- wood sat down to supper as usual, by a beaming fire
- of aged logs. Upon the mantel-shelf before him was
- a time-piece, surmounted by a spread eagle, and upon
- the eagle's wings was the letter Bathsheba had sent.
-
- Here the bachelor's gaze was continually fastening
- itself, till the large red seal became as a blot of blood
- on the retina of his eye; and as he ate and drank he
- still read in fancy the words thereon, although they
- were too remote for his sight --
- "MARRY ME,"
-
- The pert injunction was like those crystal substances
- which, colourless themselves, assume the tone of objects
- about them. Here, in the quiet of Boldwood's parlour,
- where everything that ,was not grave was extraneous,
- and where the atmosphere was that of a Puritan Sunday
- lasting all the week, the letter and its dictum changed"
- their tenor from the thoughtlessness of their origin to
- a deep solemnity, imbibed from their accessories
- now.
-
- Since the receipt of the missive in the morning,
- Boldwood had felt the symmetry of his existence to
- be slowly getting distorted in the direction of an ideal
- passion. The disturbance was as the first floating
- weed to Columbus -- the eontemptibly little suggesting
- possibilities of the infinitely great.
-
- The letter must have had an origin and a motive.
-
- That the latter was of the smallest magnitude com-
- patible with its existence at all, Boldwood, of course,
- did not know. And such an explanation did not
- strike him as a possibility even. It is foreign to a
- mystified condition of mind to realize of the mystifier
- that the processes of approving a course suggested by
- circumstance, and of striking out a course from inner
- impulse, would look the same in the result. The vast
- difference between starting a train of events, and direct-
- ing into a particular groove a series already started, is
- rarely apparent to the person confounded by the
- issue.
-
- When Boldwood went to bed he placed the valen-
- tine in the corner of the looking-glass. He was
- conscious of its presence, even when his back was
- turned upon it. It was the first time in Boldwood's
- life that such an event had occurred. The same
- fascination that caused him to think it an act which had
- a deliberate motive prevented him from regarding it as
- an impertinence. He looked again at the direction.
-
- The mysterious influences of night invested the writing
- with the presence of the unknown writer. Somebody's
- some woman's -- hand had travelled softly over the
- paper bearing his name; her unrevealed eyes had
- watched every curve as she formed it; her brain had
- seen him in imagination the while. Why should
- she have imagined him? Her mouth -- were the lips
- red or pale, plump or creased? -- had curved itself to a
- certain expression as the pen went on -- the corners had
- moved with all their natural tremulousness: what had
- been the expression?
- The vision of the woman writing, as a supplement to
- the words written, had no individuality. She was a
- misty shape, and well she might be, considering that
- her original was at that moment sound asleep and
- oblivious of all love and letter-writing under the sky.
-
- Whenever Boldwood dozed she took a form, and com-
- paratively ceased to be a vision: when he awoke there
- was the letter justifying the dream.
-
- The moon shone to-night, and its light was not of
- a customary kind. His window admitted only a
- reflection of its rays, and the pale sheen had that
- reversed direction which snow gives, coming upward
- and lighting up his ceiling in an unnatural way, casting
- shadows in strange places, and putting lights where
- shadows had used to be.
-
- The substance of the epistle had occupied him but
- little in comparison with the fact of its arrival. He
- suddenly wondered if anything more might be found in
- the envelope than what he had withdrawn. He jumped
- out of bed in the weird light, took the letter, pulled out
- the flimsy sheet, shook the envelope -- searched it.
-
- Nothing more was there. Boldwood looked, as he
- had a hundred times the preceding day, at the insistent red
- seal: "Marry me." he said aloud.
-
- The solemn and reserved yeoman again closed the
- letter, and stuck it in the frame of the glass. In doing
- so he caught sight of his reflected features, wan in
- expression, and insubstantial in form. He saw how
- closely compressed was his mouth, and that his eyes
- were wide-spread and vacant. Feeling uneasy and dis-
- satisfied with himself for this nervous excitability, he
- returned to bed.
-
- Then the dawn drew on. The full power of the
- clear heaven was not equal to that of a cloudy sky at
- noon, when Boldwood arose and dressed himself. He
- descended the stairs and went out towards the gate of
- a field to the east, leaning over which he paused and
- looked around.
-
- It was one of the usual slow sunrises of this time of
- the year, and the sky, pure violet in the zenith, was
- leaden to the northward, and murky to the east, where,
- over the snowy down or ewe-lease on Weatherbury
- Upper Farm, and apparently resting upon the ridge, the
- only half of the sun yet visible burnt rayless, like a red
- and flameless fire shining over a white hearthstone.
-
- The whole effect resembled a sunset as childhood
- resembles age.
-
- In other directions, the fields and sky were so much
- of one colour by the snow, that it was difficult in a
- hasty glance to tell whereabouts the horizon occurred;
- and in general there was here, too, that before-mentioned
- preternatural inversion of light and shade which attends
- the prospect when the garish brightness commonly in
- the sky is found on the earth, and the shades of earth
- are in the sky. Over the west hung the wasting moon,
- now dull and greenish-yellow, like tarnished brass.
-
- Boldwood was listlessly noting how the frost had
- hardened and glazed the surface of the snow, till it
- shone in the red eastern light wit-h the polish of marble;
- how, in some portions of the slope, withered grass-bents,
- encased in icicles, bristled through the smooth wan
- coverlet in the twisted and curved shapes of old
- Venetian glass; and how the footprints of a few birds,
- which had hopped over the snow whilst it lay in the
- state of a soft fleece, were now frozen to a short perma-
- nency. A half-muffled noise of light wheels interrupted
- him. Boldwood turned back into the road. It was
- the mail-cart -- a crazy, two-wheeled vehicle, hardly
- heavy enough to resist a puff of wind. The driver held
- out a letter. Boldwood seized it and opened it, ex-
- pecting another anonymous one -- so greatly are people's
- ideas of probability a mere sense that precedent will
- repeat itself.
-
- "I don't think it is for you, sir." said the man, when
- he saw Boldwood's action. "Though there is no name
- I think it is for your shepherd,"
-
- Boldwood looked then at the address --
- To the New Shepherd,
- Weatherbury Farm,
- Near Casterbridge.
-
- "Oh -- what a mistake! -- it is not mine. Nor is it
- for my shepherd. It is for Miss Everdene's." You had
- better take it on to him -- Gabriel Oak -- and say I opened
- it in mistake,"
-
- At this moment, on the ridge, up against the blazing
- sky, a figure was visible, like the black snuff in the
- midst of a candle-flame. Then it moved and began to
- bustle about vigorously from place to place, carrying
- square skeleton masses, which were riddled by the same
- rays. A small figure on all fours followed behind. The
- tall form was that of Gabriel Oak; the small one that
- of George; the articles in course of transit were hurdles.
-
- "Wait," said Boldwood." That's the man on the hill.
-
- I'll take the letter to him myself,"
-
- To Boldwood it was now no longer merely a letter to
- I another man. It was an opportunity. Exhibiting a
- face pregnant with intention, he entered the snowy field.
-
- Gabriel, at that minute, descended the hill towards
- the right. The glow stretched down in this direction
- now, and touched the distant roof of Warren's Malthouse
- whither the shepherd was apparently bent: Boldwood
- followed at a distance.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
-
- THE scarlet and orange light outside the malthouse did
- not penetrate to its interior, which was, as usual, lighted
- by a rival glow of similar hue, radiating from the hearth.
-
- The maltster, after having lain down in his clothes
- for a few hours, was now sitting beside a three-legged
- table, breakfasting of bread and bacon. This was
- eaten on the plateless system, which is performed by
- placing a slice of bread upon the table, the meat flat
- upon the bread, a mustard plaster upon the meat, and
- a pinch of salt upon the whole, then cutting them
- vertically downwards with a large pocket-knife till wood
- is reached, when the severed lamp is impaled on the
- knife, elevated, and sent the proper way of food.
-
- The maltster's lack of teeth appeared not to sensibly
- diminish his powers as a mill. He had been without
- them for so many years that toothlessness was felt less
- to be a defect than hard gums an acquisition. Indeed,
- he seemed to approach the grave as a hyperbolic curve
- approaches a straight line -- less directly as he got nearer,
- till it was doubtful if he would ever reach it at all.
-
- In the ashpit was a heap of potatoes roasting, and a
- boiling pipkin of charred bread, called "coffee." for the
- benefit of whomsoever should call, for Warren's was a
- sort of clubhouse. used as an alternative to the in!
- "I say, says I, we get a fine day, and then down
- comes a snapper at night." was a remark now suddenly
- heard spreading into the malthouse from the door, which
- had been opened the previous moment. The form of
- Henery Fray advanced to the fire, stamping the snow
- from his boots when about half-way there. The speech
- and entry had not seemed to be at all an abrupt begin-
- ning to the maltster, introductory matter being often
- omitted in this neighbourhood, both from word and
- deed, and the maltster having the same latitude allowed
- him, did not hurry to reply. He picked up a fragment
- of cheese, by pecking upon it with his knife, as a butcher
- picks up skewers.
-
- Henery appeared in a drab kerseymere great-coat,
- buttoned over his smock-frock, the white skirts of the
- latter being visible to the distance of about a foot below
- the coat-tails, which, when you got used to the style of
- dress, looked natural enough, and even ornamental -- it
- certainly was comfortable.
-
- Matthew Moon, Joseph Poorgrass, and other carters
- and waggoners followed at his heels, with great lanterns
- dangling from their hands, which showed that they had
- just come from the cart-horse stables, where they had
- been busily engaged since four o'clock that morning.
-
- "And how is she getting on without a baily?" the
- maltster inquired.
-
- Henery shook his head, and smiled one of the bitter
- smiles, dragging all the flesh of his forehead into a
- corrugated heap in the centre.
-
- "She'll rue it -- surely, surely!" he said " Benjy
- Pennyways were not a true man or an honest baily --
- as big a betrayer as Judas Iscariot himself. But to think
- she can carr' on alone!" He allowed his head to swing
- laterally three or four times in silence. "Never in all my
- creeping up -- never!"
-
- This was recognized by all as the conclusion of some
- gloomy speech which had been expressed in thought
- alone during the shake of the head; Henery meanwhile
- retained several marks of despair upon his face, to
- imply that they would be required for use again directly
- he should go on speaking.
-
- "All will be ruined, and ourselves too, or there's no
- meat in gentlemen's houses!" said Mark Clark.
-
- "A headstrong maid, that's what she is -- and won't
- listen to no advice at all. Pride and vanity have ruined
- many a cobbler's dog. Dear, dear, when I think o' it,
- I sorrows like a man in travel!"
-
- "True, Henery, you do, I've heard ye." said Joseph
- Poorgrass in a voice of thorough attestation, and with
- a wire-drawn smile of misery.
-
- "'Twould do a martel man no harm to have what's
- under her bonnet." said Billy Smallbury, who had just
- entered, bearing his one tooth before him. "She can
- spaik real language, and must have some sense some-
- where. Do ye foller me?"
-
- "I do: but no baily -- I deserved that place." wailed
- Henery, signifying wasted genius by gazing blankly at
- visions of a high destiny apparently visible to him on
- Billy Smallbury's smock-frock. "There, 'twas to be, I
- suppose. Your lot is your lot, and Scripture is nothing;
- for if you do good you don't get rewarded according to
- your works, but be cheated in some mean way out of
- your recompense,"
-
- "No, no; I don't agree with'ee there." said Mark
- Clark. God's a perfect gentleman in that respect,"
-
- "Good works good pay, so to speak it." attested
- Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- A short pause ensued, and as a sort of entr'acte
- Henery turned and blew out the lanterns, which the
- increase of daylight rendered no longer necessary even
- in the malthouse, with its one pane of glass.
-
- "I wonder what a farmer-woman can want with a
- harpsichord, dulcimer, pianner, or whatever 'tis they d'call
- it?" said the maltster. "Liddy saith she've a new one,"
-
- "Got a pianner?"
-
- "Ay. Seems her old uncle's things were not good
- enough for her. She've bought all but everything new.
-
- There's heavy chairs for the stout, weak and wiry ones
- for the slender; great watches, getting on to the size
- of clocks, to stand upon the chimbley-piece,"
-
- Pictures, for the most part wonderful frames,"
-
- "And long horse-hair settles for the drunk, with horse-
- hair pillows at each end." said Mr. Clark. "Likewise
- looking-glasses for the pretty, and lying books for the
- wicked,"
-
- firm loud tread was now heard stamping outside;
- the door was opened about six inches, and somebody on
- the other side exclaimed --
- "Neighbours, have ye got room for a few new-born
- lambs?"Ay, sure, shepherd." said the conclave.
-
- The door was flung back till it kicked the wall and
- trembled from top to bottom with the blow. Mr.
-
- Oak appeared in the entry with a steaming face, hay-
- bands wound about his ankles to keep out the snow, a
- leather strap round his waist outside the smock-frock,
- and looking altogether an epitome of the world's health
- and vigour. Four lambs hung in various embarrassing
- attitudes over his shoulders, and the dog George, whom
- Gabriel had contrived to fetch from Norcombe, stalked
- solemnly behind.
-
- "Well, Shepherd Oak, and how's lambing this year,
- if I mid say it?" inquired Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "Terrible trying," said Oak. "I've been wet through
- twice a-day, either in snow or rain, this last fortnight.
-
- Cainy and I haven't tined our eyes to-night,"
-
- "A good few twins, too, I hear?"
-
- "Too many by half. Yes; 'tis a very queer lambing
- this year. We shan't have done by Lady Day,"
-
- "And last year 'twer all over by Sexajessamine
- Sunday." Joseph remarked.
-
- "Bring on the rest Cain." said Gabriel, " and then run
- back to the ewes. I'll follow you soon,"
-
- Cainy Ball -- a cheery-faced young lad, with a small
- circular orifice by way of mouth, advanced and deposited
- two others, and retired as he was bidden. Oak lowered
- the lambs from their unnatural elevation, wrapped them
- in hay, and placed them round the fire.
-
- "We've no lambing-hut here, as I used to have at
- Norcombe." said Gabriel, " and 'tis such a plague to bring
- the weakly ones to a house. If 'twasn't for your place
- here, malter, I don't know what I should do! this keen
- weather. And how is it with you to-day, malter?"
-
- "Oh, neither sick nor sorry, shepherd, but no
- younger,"
-
- "Ay -- I understand,"
-
- "Sit down, Shepherd Oak," continued the ancient man
- of malt. "And how was the old place at Norcombe,
- when ye went for your dog? I should like to see the
- old familiar spot; but faith, I shouldn't" know a soul
- there now,"
-
- "I suppose you wouldn't. 'Tis altered very much,"
-
- "Is it true that Dicky Hill's wooden cider-house is
- pulled down?"
-
- "O yes -- years ago, and Dicky's cottage just above it,"
-
- "Well, to be sure!,
- "Yes; and Tompkins's old apple-tree is rooted that
- used to bear two hogsheads of cider; and no help from
- other trees,"
-
- "Rooted? -- you don't say it! Ah! stirring times we
- live in -- stirring times,"
-
- And you can mind the old well that used to be in
- the middle of the place? That's turned into a solid
- iron pump with a large stone trough, and all complete,"
-
- "Dear, dear -- how the face of nations alter, and
- what we live to see nowadays! Yes -- and 'tis the same
- here. They've been talking but now of the mis'ess's
- strange doings,"
-
- "What have you been saying about her?" inquired
- Oak, sharply turning to the rest, and getting very
- warm.
-
- "These middle-aged men have been pulling her over
- the coals for pride and vanity." said Mark Clark; "but
- I say, let her have rope enough. Bless her pretty face
- shouldn't I like to do so -- upon her cherry lips!"
-
- The gallant Mark Clark here made a peculiar and well
- known sound with his own.
-
- "Mark." said Gabriel, sternly, "now you mind this!
- none of that dalliance-talk -- that smack-and-coddle style
- of yours -- about Miss Everdene. I don't allow it. Do
- you hear? "
- "With all my heart, as I've got no chance." replied
- Mr. Clark, cordially.
-
- "I suppose you've been speaking against her?" said
- Oak, turning to Joseph Poorgrass with a very grim
- look.
-
- "No, no -- not a word I -- 'tis a real joyful thing that
- she's no worse, that's what I say." said Joseph, trembling
- and blushing with terror. "Matthew just said -- -- "
- "Matthew Moon, what have you been saying?" asked
- Oak.
-
- "I? Why ye know I wouldn't harm a worm -- no,
- not one underground worm?" said Matthew Moon,
- looking very uneasy.
-
- "Well, somebody has -- and look here, neighbours,"
-
- Gabriel, though one of the quietest and most gentle
- men on earth, rose to the occasion, with martial
- promptness and vigour. "That's my fist." Here he
- placed his fist, rather smaller in size than a common
- loaf, in the mathemarical centre of the maltster's little
- table, and with it gave a bump or two thereon, as if
- to ensure that their eyes all thoroughly took in the
- idea of fistiness before he went further. "Now -- the
- first man in the parish that I hear prophesying bad of
- our mistress, why" (here the fist was raised and let fall
- as T'hor might have done with his hammer in assaying
- it) -- "he'll smell and taste that -- or I'm a Dutchman,"
-
- All earnestly expressed by their features that their
- minds did not wander to Holland for a moment on
- account of this statement, but were deploring the
- difference which gave rise to the figure; and Mark
- Clark cried "Hear, hear; just what I should ha' said,"
-
- The dog George looked up at the same time after the
- shepherd's menace, and though he understood English
- but imperfectly, began to growl.
-
- "Now, don't ye take on so, shepherd, and sit down!"
-
- said Henery, with a deprecating peacefulness equal to
- anything of the kind in Christianity.
-
- "We hear that ye be a extraordinary good and
- clever man, shepherd." said Joseph Poorgrass with
- considerable anxiety from behind the maltster's bed-
- stead whither he had retired for safety. "'Tis a great
- thing to be clever, I'm sure." he added, making move-
- ments associated with states of mind rather than body;
- "we wish we were, don't we, neighbours?"
-
- "Ay, that we do, sure." said Matthew Moon, with
- a small anxious laugh towards Oak, to show how very
- friendly disposed he was likewise.
-
- "Who's been telling you I'm clever?" said Oak.
-
- "'Tis blowed about from pillar to post quite common,"
- said Matthew. "We hear that ye can tell the time as
- well by the stars as we can by the sun and moon,
- shepherd,"
-
- "Yes, I can do a little that way." said Gabriel, as a
- man of medium sentiments on the subject.
-
- names upon their waggons almost like copper-plate,
- with beautiful flourishes, and great long tails. A
- excellent fine thing for ye to be such a clever man,
- shepherd. Joseph Poorgrass used to prent to Farmer
- James Everdene's waggons before you came, and 'a
- could never mind which way to turn the J's and E's
- -- could ye, Joseph?" Joseph shook his head to express
- how absolute was the fact that he couldn't. "And so
- you used to do 'em the wrong way, like this, didn't ye,
- Joseph?" Matthew marked on the dusty floor with his
- whip-handle.
-
- "And how Farmer James would cuss, and call thee a
- fool, wouldn't he, Joseph, when 'a seed his name
- looking so inside-out-like?" continued Matthew Moon
- with feeling.
-
- "Ay -- 'a would." said Joseph, meekly. "But, you see,
- I wasn't so much to blame, for them J's and E's be
- such trying sons o' witches for the memory to mind
- whether they face backward or forward; and I always
- had such a forgetful memory, too,"
-
- "'Tis a bad afiction for ye, being such a man of
- calamities in other ways,"
-
- "Well, 'tis; but a happy Providence ordered that it
- should be no worse, and I feel my thanks. As to
- shepherd, there, I'm sure mis'ess ought to have made
- ye her baily -- such a fitting man for't as you be,"
-
- "I don't mind owning that I expected it." said Oak,
- frankly." Indeed, I hoped for the place. At the same
- time, Miss Everdene has a right to be own baily if
- she choose -- and to keep me down to be a common
- shepherd only." Oak drew a slow breath, looked sadly
- into the bright ashpit, and seemed lost in thoughts not
- of the most hopeful hue.
-
- The genial warmth of the fire now began to stimulate
- the nearly lifeless lambs to bleat and move their limbs
- briskly upon the hay, and to recognize for the first time
- the fact that they were born. Their noise increased to a
- chorus of baas, upon which Oak pulled the milk-can from
- before the fire, and taking a small tea-pot from the pocket
- of his smock-frock, filled it with milk, and taught those of
- the helpless creatures which were not to be restored to
- their dams how to drink from the spout -- a trick they
- acquired with astonishing aptitude.
-
- "And she don't even let ye have the skins of the
- dead lambs, I hear?" resumed Joseph Poorgrass, his
- eyes lingering on the operations of Oak with the neces-
- sary melancholy.
-
- "I don't have them." said Gabriel.
-
- "Ye be very badly used, shepherd." hazarded Joseph
- again, in the hope of getting Oak as an ally in lamenta-
- tion after all. "I think she's took against ye -- that
- I do,"
-
- "O no -- not at all." replied Gabriel, hastily, and a
- sigh escaped him, which the deprivation of lamb skins
- could hardly have caused.
-
- Before any further remark had been added a shade
- darkened the door, and Boldwood entered the malthouse,
- bestowing upon each a nod of a quality between friendli-
- ness and condescension.
-
- "Ah! Oak, I thought you were here." he said. "I
- met the mail-cart ten minutes ago, and a letter was put
- into my hand, which I opened without reading the
- address. I believe it is yours. You must excuse the
- accident please,"
-
- "O yes -- not a bit of difference, Mr. Boldwood --
- not a bit." said Gabriel, readily. He had not a corre-
- spondent on earth, nor was there a possible letter coming
- to him whose contents the whole parish would not have
- been welcome to persue.
-
- Oak stepped aside, and read the following in an
- unknown hand: --
- "DEAR FRIEND, -- I do not know your name, but l think
- these few lines will reach you, which I wrote to thank you
- for your kindness to me the night I left Weatherbury in a
- reckless way. I also return the money I owe you, which
- you will excuse my not keeping as a gift. All has ended
- well, and I am happy to say I am going to be married to
- the young man who has courted me for some time -- Sergeant
- Troy, of the 11th Dragoon Guards, now quartered in this
- town. He would, I know, object to my having received
- anything except as a loan, being a man of great respecta-
- bility and high honour -- indeed, a nobleman by blood.
-
- "I should be much obliged to you if you would keep the
- contents of this letter a secret for the present, dear friend.
-
- We mean to surprise Weatherbury by coming there soon
- as husband and wife, though l blush to state it to one nearly
- a stranger. The sergeant grew up in Weatherbury. Thank-
- ing you again for your kindness,
- "I am, your sincere well-wisher,
- "FANNY ROBIN,"
-
- "Have you read it, Mr. Boldwood?" said Gabriel;
- "if not, you had better do so. I know you are interested
- in Fanny Robin,"
-
- Boldwood read the letter and looked grieved.
-
- "Fanny -- poor Fanny! the end she is so confident
- of has not yet come, she should remember -- and may
- never come. I see she gives no address,"
-
- "What sort of a man is this Sergeant Troy?" said
- Gabriel.
-
- "H'm -- I'm afraid not one to build much hope upon
- in such a case as this." the farmer murmured, "though
- he's a clever fellow, and up to everything. A slight
- romance attaches to him, too. His mother was a French
- governess, and it seems that a secret attachment existed
- between her and the late Lord Severn. She was married
- to a poor medical man, and soon after an infant was
- horn; and while money was forthcoming all went on
- well. Unfortunately for her boy, his best friends died;
- and he got then a situation as second clerk at a lawyer's
- in Casterbridge. He stayed there for some time, and
- might have worked himself into a dignified position of
- some sort had he not indulged in the wild freak of
- enlisting. I have much doubt if ever little Fanny will
- surprise us in the way she mentions -- very much doubt
- A silly girl! -- silly girl!"
-
- The door was hurriedly burst open again, and in
- came running Cainy Ball out of breath, his mouth red
- and open, like the bell of a penny trumpet, from which
- he coughed with noisy vigour and great distension of face.
-
- "Now, Cain Ball." said Oak, sternly, "why will you
- run so fast and lose your breath so? I'm always telling
- you of it,"
-
- "Oh -- I -- a puff of mee breath -- went -- the -- wrong
- way, please, Mister Oak, and made me cough -- hok --
- hok!"
-
- "Well -- what have you come for?"
-
- "I've run to tell ye." said the junior shepherd,
- supporting his exhausted youthful frame against the
- doorpost," that you must come directly'. Two more ewes
- have twinned -- that's what's the matter, Shepherd Oak,"
-
- "Oh, that's it." said Oak, jumping up, and dimissing
- for the present his thoughts on poor Fanny. "You are
- a good boy to run and tell me, Cain, and you shall
- smell a large plum pudding some day as a treat. But,
- before we go, Cainy, bring the tarpot, and we'll mark
- this lot and have done with 'em,"
-
- Oak took from his illimitable pockets a marking iron,
- dipped it into the pot, and imprintcd on the buttocks
- of the infant sheep the initials of her he delighted to
- muse on -- "B. E.." which signified to all the region
- round that henceforth the lambs belonged to Farmer
- Bathsheba Everdene, and to no one else.
-
- "Now, Cainy, shoulder your two, and off Good
- morning, Mr. Boldwood." The shepherd lifted the
- sixteen large legs and four small bodies he had himself
- brought, and vanished with them in the direction of
- the lambing field hard by -- their frames being now in a
- sleek and hopeful state, pleasantly contrasting with their
- death's-door plight of half an hour before.
-
- Boldwood followed him a little way up the field,
- hesitated, and turned back. He followed him again
- with a last resolve, annihilating return. On approaching
- the nook in which the fold was constructed, the farmer
- drew out-his pocket-book, unfastened-it, and allowed it
- to lie open on his hand. A letter was revealed -- Bath-
- sheba's.
-
- "I was going to ask you, Oak." he said, with unreal
- carelessness, "if you know whose writing this is? "
- Oak glanced into the book, and replied instantly,
- with a flushed face, " Miss Everdene's,"
-
- Oak had coloured simply at the consciousness of
- sounding her name. He now felt a strangely distressing
- qualm from a new thought." The letter could of course
- be no other than anonymous, or the inquiry would not
- have been necessary.
-
- Boldwood mistook his confusion: sensitive persons
- are always ready with their "Is it I?" in preference to
- objective reasoning.
-
- "The question was perfectly fair." he returned -- and
- there was something incongruous in the serious earnest-
- ness with which he applied himself to an argument on
- a valentine. "You know it is always expected that
- privy inquiries will be made: that's where the -- fun
- lies." If the word "fun" had been "torture." it could
- not have been uttered with a more constrained and
- restless countenance than was Boldwood's then,"
-
- Soon parting from Gabriel, the lonely and reserved
- man returned to his house to breakfast -- feeling twinges
- of shame and regret at having so far exposed his mood
- by those fevered questions to a stranger. He again
- placed the letter on the mantelpiece, and sat down to
- think of the circumstances attending it by the light of
- Gabriel's information.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
-
- ALL SAINTS' AND ALL SOULS'
-
-
- ON a week-day morning a small congregation, con-
- sisting mainly of women and girls, rose from its knees
- in the mouldy nave of a church called All Saints', in
- the distant barrack-town before mentioned, at the end
- of a service without a sermon. They were about to
- disperse, when a smart footstep, entering the porch and
- coming up the central passage, arrested their attention.
-
- The step echoed with a ring unusual in a church; it
- was the clink of spurs. Everybody looked. A young
- cavalry soldier in a red uniform, with the three chevrons
- of a sergeant upon his sleeve, strode up the aisle, with
- an embarrassment which was only the more marked
- by the intense vigour of his step, and by the deter-
- mination upon his face to show none. A slight flush
- had mounted his cheek by the time he had run the
- gauntlet between these women; but, passing on through
- the chancel arch, he never paused till he came close
- to the altar railing. Here for a moment he stood
- alone.
-
- The officiating curate, who had not yet doffed his
- surplice, perceived the new-comer, and followed him
- to the communion-space. He whispered to the soldier,
- and then beckoned to the clerk, who in his turn
- whispered to an elderly woman, apparently his wife, and
- they also went up the chancel steps.
-
- "'Tis a wedding!" murmured some of the women,
- brightening. "Let's wait!"
-
- The majority again sat down.
-
- There was a creaking of machinery behind, and
- some of the young ones turned their heads. From the
- interior face of the west wall of the tower projected a
- little canopy with a quarter-jack and small bell beneath
- it, the automaton being driven by the same clock
- machinery that struck the large bell in the tower. Be-
- tween the tower and the church was a close screen, the
- door of which was kept shut during services, hiding
- this grotesque clockwork from sight. At present, how-
- ever, the door was open, and the egress of the jack, the
- blows on the bell, and the mannikin's retreat into.the
- nook again, were visible to many, and audible through-
- out the church.
-
- The jack had struck half-past eleven.
-
- "Where's the woman?" whispered some of the
- spectators.
-
- The young sergeant stood still with the abnormal
- rigidity of the old pillars around. He faced the south-
- east, and was as silent as he was still.
-
- The silence grew to be a noticeable thing as the
- minutes went on, and nobody else appeared, and not a
- soul moved. The rattle of the quarter-jack again from
- its niche, its blows for three-quarters, its fussy retreat,
- were almost painfully abrupt, and caused many of the
- congregation to start palpably.
-
- "I wonder where the woman is!" a voice whispered
- again.
-
- There began now that slight shifting of feet, that
- artificial coughing among several, which betrays a
- nervous suspense. At length there was a titter. But
- the soldier never moved. There he stood, his face to
- the south-east, upright as a column, his cap in his hand.
-
- The clock ticked on. The women threw off their
- nervousness, and titters and giggling became more
- frequent. Then came a dead silence. Every one was
- waiting for the end. Some persons may have noticed
- how extraordinarily the striking of quarters. seems to
- quicken the flight of time. It was hardly credible that
- the jack had not got wrong with the minutes when the
- rattle began again, the puppet emerged, and the four
- quarters were struck fitfully as before: One could al-
- most be positive that there was a malicious leer upon
- the hideous creature's face, and a mischievous delight
- in its twitchings. Then, followed the dull and remote
- resonance of the twelve heavy strokes in the tower
- above. The women were impressed, and there was no
- giggle this time.
-
- The clergyman glided into the vestry, and the clerk
- vanished. The sergeant had not yet turned; every
- woman in the church was waiting to see his face, and
- he appeared to know it. At last he did turn, and
- stalked resolutely down the nave, braving them all,
- with a compressed lip. Two bowed and toothless old
- almsmen then looked at each other and chuckled,
- innocently enough; but the sound had a strange weird
- effect in that place.
-
- Opposite to the church was a paved square, around
- which several overhanging wood buildings of old time
- cast a picturesque shade. The young man on leaving
- the door went to cross the square, when, in the middle,
- he met a little woman. The expression of her face,
- which had been one of intense anxiety, sank at the
- sight of his nearly to terror.
-
- "Well?" he said, in a suppressed passion, fixedly
- looking at her.
-
- "O, Frank -- I made a mistake! -- I thought that
- church with the spire was All Saints', and I was at the
- door at half-past eleven to a minute as you said.
-
- waited till a quarter to twelve, and found then that I
- was in All Souls'. But I wasn't much frightened, for
- I thought it could be to-morrow as well,"
-
- "You fool, for so fooling me! But say no more,"
-
- "Shall it be to-morrow, Frank?" she asked blankly.
-
- "To-morrow!" and he gave vent to a hoarse laugh.
-
- "I don't go through that experience again for some
- time, I warrant you!"
-
- "But after all." she expostulated in a trembling voice,
- "the mistake was not such a terrible thing! Now, dear
- Frank, when shall it be?"
-
- "Ah, when? God knows!" he said, with a light
- irony, and turning from her walked rapidly away.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
-
- IN THE MARKET-PLACE
-
-
- ON Saturday Boldwood was in Casterbridge market
- house as usual, when the disturber of his dreams entered
- and became visible to him. Adam had awakened from
- his deep sleep, and behold! there was Eve. The
- farmer took courage, and for the first time really looked
- at her.
-
- Material causes and emotional effects are not to be
- arranged in regular equation. The result from capital
- employed in the production of any movement of a
- mental nature is sometimes as tremendous as the cause
- itself is absurdly minute. When women are in a freakish
- mood, their usual intuition, either from carelessness or
- inherent defect, seemingly fails to teach them this, and
- hence it was that Bathsheba was fated to be astonished
- today.
-
- Boldwood looked at her -- not slily, critically, or
- understandingly, but blankly at gaze, in the way a
- reaper looks up at a passing train -- as something foreign
- to his element, and but dimly understood. To Bold-
- wood women had been remote phenomena rather than
- necessary complements -- comets of such uncertain
- aspect, movement, and permanence, that whether
- their orbits were as geometrical, unchangeable, and
- as subject to laws as his own, or as absolutely erratic
- as they superficially appeared, he had not deemed it
- his duty to consider.
-
- He saw her black hair, her correct facial curves
- and profile, and the roundness of her chin and throat.
-
- He saw then the side of her eyelids, eyes, and lashes,
- and the shape of her ear. Next he noticed her figure,
- her skirt, and the very soles of her shoes.
-
- Boldwood thought her beautiful, but wondered
- whether he was right in his thought, for it seemed
- impossible that this romance in the flesh, if so sweet
- as he imagined, could have been going on long without
- creating a commotion of delight among men, and pro-
- voking more inquiry than Bathsheba had done, even
- though that was not a little. To the best of his judge-
- ment neither nature nor art could improve this perfect
- one of an imperfect many. His heart began to move
- within him. Boldwood, it must be remembered, though
- forty years of age, had never before inspected a woman
- with the very centre and force of his glance; they had
- struck upon all his senses at wide angles.
-
- Was she really beautiful? He could not assure
- himself that his opinion was true even now. He fur-
- tively said to a neighbour, "Is Miss Everdene considered
- handsome?"
-
- "O yes; she was a good deal noticed the first
- time she came, if you remember. A very handsome
- girl indeed,"
-
- A man is never more credulous than in receiving
- favourable opinions on the beauty of a woman he is
- half, or quite, in love with; a mere child's word on the
- point has the weight of an R.A.'s. Boldwood was
- satisfied now.
-
- And this charming woman had in effect said to
- him, "Marry me." Why should she have done that
- strange thing? Boldwood's blindness to the difference
- between approving of what circumstances suggest, and
- originating what they do not suggest, was well matched
- by Bathsheba's insensibility to the possibly great issues
- of little beginnings.
-
- She was at this moment coolly dealing with a dashing
- young farmer, adding up accounts with him as indiffer-
- ently as if his face had been the pages of a ledger. It
- was evident that such a nature as his had no attraction
- for a woman of Bathsheba's taste. But Boldwood grew
- hot down to his hands with an incipient jealousy; he
- trod for the first time the threshold of "the injured
- lover's hell." His first impulse was to go and thrust
- himself between them. This could be done, but only
- in one way -- by asking to see a sample of her corn.
-
- Boldwood renounced the idea. He could not make
- the request; it was debasing loveliness to ask it to
- buy and sell, and jarred with his conceptions of her.
-
- All this time Bathsheba was conscious of having
- broken into that dignified stronghold at last. His
- eyes, she knew, were following her everywhere. This
- was a triumph; and had it come naturally, such a
- triumph would have been the sweeter to her for this
- piquing delay. But it had been brought about by
- misdirected ingenuity, and she valued it only as she
- valued an artificial flower or a wax fruit.
-
- Being a woman with some good sense in reasoning
- on subjects wherein her heart was not involved, Bath-
- sheba genuinely repented that a freak which had owed
- its existence as much to Liddy as to herself, should
- ever have been undertaken, to disturb the placidity of
- a man she respected too highly to deliberately tease.
-
- She that day nearly formed the intention of begging
- his pardon on the very next occasion of their meeting.
-
- The worst features of this arrangement were that, if
- he thought she ridiculed him, an apology would in-
- crease the offence by being disbelieved; and if he
- thought she wanted him to woo her, it would read
- like additional evidence of her forwardness.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
-
- BOLDWOOD IN MEDITATION -- REGRET
-
-
- BOLDWOOD was tenant of what was called Little
- Weatherbury Farm, and his person was the nearest ap-
- proach to aristocracy that this remoter quarter of the
- parish could boast of. Genteel strangers, whose god
- was their town, who might happen to be compelled to
- linger about this nook for a day, heard the sound of
- light wheels, and prayed to see good society, to the
- degree of a solitary lord, or squire at the very least,
- but it was only Mr. Boldwood going out for the day.
-
- They heard the sound of wheels yet once more, and
- were re-animated to expectancy: it was only Mr. Bold-
- wood coming home again.
-
- His house stood recessed from the road, and the
- stables, which are to a farm what a fireplace is to a
- room, were behind, their lower portions being lost
- amid bushes of laurel. Inside the blue door, open
- half-way down, were to be seen at this time the backs
- and tails of half-a-dozen warm and contented horses
- standing in their stalls; and as thus viewed, they pre-
- sented alternations of roan and bay, in shapes like a
- Moorish arch, the tail being a streak down the midst
- of each. Over these, and lost to the eye gazing in
- from the outer light, the mouths of the same animals
- could be heard busily sustaining the above-named
- warmth and plumpness by quantities of oats and hay.
-
- The restless and shadowy figure of a colt wandered
- about a loose-box at the end, whilst the steady grind
- of all the eaters was occasionally diversified by the
- rattle of a rope or the stamp of a foot.
-
- Pacing up and down at the heels of the animals was
- Farmer Boldwood himself. This place was his almonry
- and cloister in one: here, after looking to the feeding
- of his four-footed dependants, the celibate would walk
- and meditate of an evening till the moon's rays streamed
- in through the cobwebbed windows, or total darkness
- enveloped the scene.
-
- His square-framed perpendicularity showed more fully
- now than in the crowd and bustle of the market-house.
-
- In this meditative walk his foot met the floor with heel
- and toe simultaneously, and his fine reddish-fleshed face
- was bent downwards just enough to render obscure the
- still mouth and the well-rounded though rather prominent
- and broad chin. A few clear and thread-like horizontal
- lines were the only interruption to the otherwise smooth
- surface of his large forehead.
-
- The phases of Boldwood's life were ordinary enough,
- but his was not an ordinary nature. That stillness,
- which struck casual observers more than anything else
- in his character and habit, and seemed so precisely
- like the rest of inanition, may have been the perfect
- balance of enormous antagonistic forces -- positives and
- negatives in fine adjustment. His equilibrium disturbed,
- he was in extremity at once. If an emotion possessed
- him at all, it ruled him; a feeling not mastering him
- was entirely latent. Stagnant or rapid, it was never
- slow. He was always hit mortally, or he was missed.
-
- He had no light and careless touches in his constitu-
- tion, either for good or for evil. Stern in the outlines of
- action, mild in the details, he was serious throughout all.
-
- He saw no absurd sides to the follies of life, and thus,
- though not quite companionable in the eyes of merry
- men and scoffers, and those to whom all things show
- life as a jest, he was not intolerable to the earnest and
- those acquainted with grief. Being a man -who read
- all the dramas of life seriously, if he failed to please
- when they were comedies, there was no frivolous treat-
- ment to reproach him for when they chanced to end
- tragically.
-
- Bathsheba was far from dreaming that the dark and
- silent shape upon which she had so carelessly thrown a
- seed was a hotbed of tropic intensity. Had she known
- Boldwood's moods, her blame would have been fearful,
- and the stain upon her heart ineradicable. Moreover,
- had she known her present power for good or evil over
- this man, she would have trembled at her responsibility.
-
- Luckily for her present, unluckily for her future tran-
- quillity, her understanding had not yet told her what
- Boldwood was. Nobody knew entirely; for though it
- was possible to form guesses concerning his wild capa-
- bilities from old floodmarks faintly visible, he had never
- been seen at the high tides which caused them.
-
- Farmer Boldwood came to the stable-door and looked
- forth across the level fields. Beyond the first enclosure
- was a hedge, and on the other side of this a meadow
- belonging to Bathsheba's farm.
-
- It was now early spring -- the time of going to grass
- with the sheep, when they have the first feed of the
- meadows, before these are laid up for mowing. The
- wind, which had been blowing east for several weeks,
- had veered to the southward, and the middle of spring
- had come abruptly -- almost without a beginning. It
- was that period in the vernal quarter when we map
- suppose the Dryads to be waking for the season. The
- vegetable world begins to move and swell and the saps
- to rise, till in the completest silence of lone gardens
- and trackless plantations, where- everything seems -help-
- less and still after the bond and slavery of frost, there
- are bustlings, strainings, united thrusts, and pulls-all-
- together, in comparison with which the powerful tugs of
- cranes and pulleys in a noisy city are but pigmy efforts.
-
- Boldwood, looking into the distant meadows, saw
- there three figures. They were those of Miss Everdene,
- Shepherd Oak, and Cainy Ball.
-
- When Bathsheba's figure shone upon the farmer's
- eyes it lighted him up as the moon lights up a great
- tower. A man's body is as the shell; or the tablet, of
- his soul, as he is reserved or ingenuous, overflowing or
- self-contained. There was a change in Boldwood's
- exterior from its former impassibleness; and his face
- showed that he was now living outside his defences
- for the first time, and with a fearful sense of exposure.
-
- It is the usual experience of strong natures when they
- love.
-
- At last he arrived at a conclusion. It was to go
- across and inquire boldly of her.
-
- The insulation of his heart by reserve during these
- many years, without a channel of any kind for disposable
- emotion, had worked its effect. It has been observed
- more than once that the causes of love are chiefly
- subjective, and Boldwood was a living testimony to
- the truth of the proposition. No mother existed to
- absorb his devotion, no sister for his tenderness, no
- idle ties for sense. He became surcharged with the
- compound, which was genuine lover's love.
-
- He approached the gate of the meadow. Beyond
- it the ground was melodious with ripples, and the sky
- with larks; the low bleating of the flock mingling with
- both. Mistress and man were engaged in the operation
- of making a lamb "take." which is performed whenever
- an ewe has lost her own offspring, one of the twins of
- another ewe being given her as a substitute. Gabriel
- had skinned the dead lamb, and was tying the skin
- over the body of the live lamb, in the customary manner,
- whilst Bathsheba was holding open a little pen of four
- hurdles, into which the Mother and foisted lamb were
- driven, where they would remain till the old sheep
- conceived an affection for the young one.
-
- Bathsheba looked up at the completion of the
- manouvre, and saw the farmer by the gate, where he
- was overhung by a willow tree in full bloom. Gabriel,
- to whom her face was as the uncertain glory of an April
- day, was ever regardful of its faintest changes, and
- instantly discerned thereon the mark of some influence
- from without, in the form of a keenly self-conscious
- reddening. He also turned and beheld Boldwood.
-
- At onee connecting these signs with the letter Bold-
- wood had shown him, Gabriel suspected her of some
- coquettish procedure begun by that means, and carried
- on since, he knew not how.
-
- Farmer Boldwood had read the pantomime denoting
- that they were aware of his presence, and the perception
- was as too much light turned upon his new sensibility.
-
- He was still in the road, and by moving on he hoped
- that neither would recognize that he had originally
- intended to enter the field. He passed by with an
- utter and overwhelming sensation of ignorance, shyness,
- and doubt. Perhaps in her manner there were signs
- that she wished to see him -- perhaps not -- he could not
- read a woman. The cabala of this erotic philosophy
- seemed to consist of the subtlest meanings expressed in
- misleading ways. Every turn, look, word, and accent
- contained a mystery quite distinct from its obvious
- import, and not one had ever been pondered by him
- until now.
-
- As for Bathsheba, she was not deceived into the
- belief that Farmer Boldwood had walked by on business
- or in idleness. She collected the probabilities of the
- case, and concluded that she was herself responsible for
- Boldwood's appearance there. It troubled her much
- to see what a great flame a little Wildfire was likely to
- kindle. Bathsheba was no schemer for marriage, nor
- was she deliberately a trifler with the affections of men,
- and a censor's experience on seeing an actual flirt after
- observing her would have been a feeling of surprise
- that Bathsheba could be so different from such a one,
- and yet so like what a flirt is supposed to be.
-
- She resolved never again, by look or by sign, to
- interrupt the steady flow of this man's life. But a
- resolution to avoid an evil is seldom framed till the evil
- is so far advanced as to make avoidance impossible.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
-
-
- THE SHEEP-WASHING -- THE OFFER
-
-
- BOLDWOOD did eventually call upon her. She was
- not at home. "Of course not." he murmured. In con-
- templating Bathsheba as a woman, he had forgotten the
- accidents of her position as an agriculturist -- that being
- as much of a farmer, and as extensive a farmer, as
- himself, her probable whereabouts was out-of-doors at
- this time of the year. This, and the other oversights
- Boldwood was guilty of, were natural to the mood, and
- still more natural to the circumstances. The great aids
- to idealization in love were present here: occasional
- observation of her from a distance, and the absence of
- social intercourse with her -- visual familiarity, oral
- strangeness. The smaller human elements were kept
- out of sight; the pettinesses that enter so largely into
- all earthly living and doing were disguised by the
- accident of lover and loved-one not being on visiting
- terms; and there was hardly awakened a thought in
- Boldwood that sorry household realities appertained to
- her, or that she, like all others, had moments of
- commonplace, when to be least plainly seen was to be
- most prettily remembered. Thus a mild sort of
- apotheosis took place in his fancy, whilst she still lived
- and breathed within his own horizon, a troubled creature
- like himself.
-
- It was the end of May when the farmer determined
- to be no longer repulsed by trivialities or distracted by
- suspense. He had by this time grown used to being in
- love; the passion now startled him less even when it
- tortured him more, and he felt himself adequate to the
- situation. On inquiring for her at her house they had
- told him she was at the sheepwashing, and he went off
- to seek her there.
-
- The sheep-washing pool was a perfectly circular basin
- of brickwork in the meadows, full of the clearest water.
-
- To birds on the wing its glassy surface, reflecting the
- light sky, must have been visible for miles around as a
- glistening Cyclops' eye in a green face. The grass
- about the margin at this season was a sight to remember
- long -- in a minor sort of way. Its activity in sucking
- the moisture from the rich damp sod. was almost a pro-
- cess observable by the eye. The outskirts of this level
- water-meadow were diversified by rounded and hollow
- pastures, where just now every flower that was not a
- buttercup was a daisy. The river slid along noiselessly
- as a shade, the swelling reeds and sedge forming a
- flexible palisade upon its moist brink. To the north
- of the mead were trees, the leaves of which were new,
- soft, and moist, not yet having stiffened and darkened
- under summer sun and drought, their colour being
- yellow beside a green -- green beside a yellow.
-
- From the recesses of this knot of foliage the loud
- notes of three cuckoos were resounding through the
- still air.
-
- Boldwood went meditating down the slopes with his
- eyes on his boots, which the yellow pollen from the
- buttercups had bronzed in artistic gradations. A tribu-
- tary of the main stream flowed through the basin of the
- pool by an inlet and outlet at opposite points of its
- diameter. Shepherd Oak, Jan Coggan, Moon, Poor-
- grass, Cain Ball, and several others were assembled
- here, all dripping wet to the very roots of their hair,
- and Bathsheba was standing by in a new riding-habit --
- the most elegant she had ever worn -- the reins of her
- horse being looped over her arm. Flagons of cider
- were rolling about upon the green. The meek sheep
- were pushed into the pool by Coggan and Matthew
- Moon, who stood by the lower hatch, immersed to their
- waists; then Gabriel, who stood on the brink, thrust
- them under as they swam along, with an instrument
- like a crutch, formed for the purpose, and also for
- assisting the exhausted animals when the wool became
- saturated and they began to sink. They were let out
- against the stream, and through the upper opening, all
- impurities flowing away below. Cainy Ball and Joseph,
- who performed this latter operation, were if possible
- wetter than the rest; they resembled dolphins under a
- fountain, every protuberance and angle of their clothes
- dribbling forth a small rill.
-
- Boldwood came close and bade her good-morning, with
- such constraint that she could not but think he had
- stepped across to the washing for its own sake, hoping
- not to find her there; more, she fancied his brow severe
- and his eye slighting. Bathsheba immediately contrived
- to withdraw, and glided along by the river till she was
- a stone's throw off. She heard footsteps brushing the
- grass, and had a consciousness that love was encircling
- her like a perfume. Instead of turning or waiting,
- Bathsheba went further among the high sedges, but
- Boldwood seemed determined, and pressed on till they
- were completely past the bend of the river. Here,
- without being seen, they could hear the splashing and
- shouts of the washers above.
-
- "Miss Everdene!" said the farmer.
-
- She trembled, turned, and said "Good morning,"
-
- His tone was so utterly removed from all she had
- expected as a beginning. It was lowness and quiet
- accentuated: an emphasis of deep meanings, their form,
- at the same time, being scarcely expressed. Silence
- has sometimes a remarkable power of showing itself as
- the disembodied soul of feeling wandering without its
- carcase, and it is then more impressive than speech.
-
- In the same way, to say a little is often to tell more
- than to say a great deal. Boldwood told everything in
- that word.
-
- As the consciousness expands on learning that what
- was fancied to be the rumble of wheels is the reverbera-
- tion of thunder, so did Bathsheba's at her intuitive
- conviction.
-
- "I feel -- almost too much -- to think." he said, with a
- solemn simplicity. "I have come to speak to you with-
- out preface. My life is not my own since I have beheld
- you clearly, Miss Everdene -- I come to make you an
- offer of marriage,"
-
- Bathsheba tried to preserve an absolutely neutral
- countenance, and all the motion she made was that of
- closing lips which had previously been a little parted.
-
- "I am now forty-one years old." he went on. "I may
- have been called a confirmed bachelor, and I was a
- confirmed bachelor. I had never any views of myself
- as a husband in my earlier days, nor have I made any
- calculation on the subject since I have been older.
-
- But we all change, and my change, in this matter, came
- with seeing you. I have felt lately, more and more,
- that my present way of living is bad in every respect.
-
- Beyond all things, I want you as my wife,"
-
- "I feel, Mr. Boldwood, that though I respect you
- much, I do not feel -- what would justify me to -- in
- accepting your offer." she stammered.
-
- This giving back of dignity for dignity seemed to
- open the sluices of feeling that Boldwood had as yet
- kept closed.
-
- "My life is a burden without you." he exclaimed, in
- a low voice. "I want you -- I want you to let me say
- I love you again and again!"
-
- Bathsheba answered nothing, and the mare upon
- her arm seemed so impressed that instead of cropping
- the herbage she looked up.
-
- "I think and hope you care enough for me to listen
- to what I have to tell!"
-
- Bathsheba's momentary impulse at hearing this was
- to ask why he thought that, till she remembered that,
- far from being a conceited assumption on Boldwood's
- part, it was but the natural conclusion of serious reflec-
- tion based on deceptive premises of her own offering.
-
- "I wish I could say courteous flatteries to you." the
- farmer continued in an easier tone, " and put my rugged
- feeling into a graceful shape: but I have neither power
- nor patience to learn such things. I want you for my
- wife -- so wildly that no other feeling can abide in me;
- but I should not have spoken out had I not been led
- to hope,"
-
- The valentine again! O that valentine!" she
- said to herself, but not a word to him.
-
- "If you can love me say so, Miss Everdene. If not
- -- don't say no!"
-
- "Mr. Boldwood, it is painful to have to say I am
- surprised, so that I don't know how to answer you with
- propriety and respect -- but am only just able to speak
- out my feeling -- I mean my meaning; that I am afraid
- I can't marry you, much as I respect you. You are too
- dignified for me to suit you, sir,"
-
- "But, Miss Everdene!"
-
- "I -- I didn't -- I know I ought never to have dreamt
- of sending that valentine -- forgive me, sir -- it was a
- wanton thing which no woman with any self-respect
- should have done. If you will only pardon my thought-
- lessness, I promise never to -- -- "
- "No, no, no. Don't say thoughtlessness! Make me
- think it was something more -- that it was a sort of
- prophetic instinct -- the beginning of a feeling that you
- would like me. You torture me to say it was done in
- thoughtlessness -- I never thought of it in that light, and
- I can't endure it. Ah! I wish I knew how to win you!
- but that I can't do -- I can only ask if I have already got
- you. If I have not, and it is not true that you have
- come unwittingly to me as I have to you, I can say no
- more,"
-
- "I have not fallen in love with you, Mr. Boldwood --
- certainly I must say that." She allowed a very small
- smile to creep for the first time over her serious face in
- saying this, and the white row of upper teeth, and keenly-
- cut lips already noticed, suggested an idea of heartless-
- ness, which was immediately contradicted by the pleasant
- eyes.
-
- "But you will just think -- in kindness and conde-
- scension think -- if you cannot bear with me as a husband!
- I fear I am too old for you, but believe me I will take
- more care of you than would many a man of your own
- age. I will protect and cherish you with all my strength
- -- I will indeed! You shall have no cares -- be worried
- by no household affairs, and live quite at ease, Miss
- Everdene. The dairy superintendence shall be done by
- a man -- I can afford it will -- you shall never have so
- much as to look out of doors at haymaking time, or to
- think of weather in the harvest. I rather cling; to the
- chaise, because it is he same my poor father and mother
- drove, but if you don't like it I will sell it, and you shall
- have a pony-carriage of your own. I cannot say how
- far above every other idea and object on earth you seem
- to me -- nobody knows -- God only knows -- how much
- you are to me!"
-
- Bathsheba's heart was young, and it swelled with
- sympathy for the deep-natured man who spoke so
- simply.
-
- "Don't say it! don't! I cannot bear you to feel so
- much, and me to feel nothing. And I am afraid they
- will notice us, Mr. Boldwood. Will you let the matter
- rest now? I cannot think collectedly. I did not know
- you were going to say this to me. O, I am wicked to
- have made you suffer so!" She was frightened as well
- as agitated at his vehemence.
-
- "Say then, that you don't absolutely refuse. Do not
- quite refuse?"
-
- "I can do nothing. I cannot answer."I may speak to you again on the
- subject?"
-
- "Yes,"
-
- "I may think of you?"
-
- "Yes, I suppose you may think of me,"
-
- "And hope to obtain you?"
-
- "No -- do not hope! Let us go on,"
-
- "I will call upon you again to-morrow,"
-
- "No -- please not. Give me time,"
-
- "Yes -- I will give you any time." he said earnestly and
- gratefully. "I am happier now,"
-
- "No -- I beg you! Don't be happier if happiness
- only comes from my agreeing. Be neutral, Mr. Bold-
- wood! I must think,"
-
- "I will wait." he said.
-
- And then she turned away. Boldwood dropped his
- gaze to the ground, and stood long like a man who did not
- know where he was. Realities then returned upon him
- like the pain of a wound received in an excitement
- which eclipses it, and he, too, then went on.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
-
-
- PERPLEXITY -- GRINDING THE SHEARS -- A QUARREL
-
-
- "HE is so disinterested and kind to offer me all that I
- can desire." Bathsheba mused.
-
- Yet Farmer Boldwood, whether by nature kind or
- the reverse to kind, did not exercise kindness, here.
-
- The rarest offerings of the purest loves are but a self-
- indulgence, and no generosity at all.
-
- Bathsheba, not being the least in love with him, was
- eventually able to look calmly at his offer. It was one
- which many women of her own station in the neighbour-
- hood, and not a few of higher rank, would have been
- wild to accept and proud to publish. In every point of
- view, ranging from politic to passionate, it was desirable
- that she, a lonely girl, should marry, and marry this
- earnest, well-to-do, and respected man. He was close
- to her doors: his standing was sufficient: his qualities
- were even supererogatory. Had she felt, which she did
- not, any wish whatever for the married state in the
- abstract, she could not reasonably have rejected him,
- being a woman who frequently appealed to her under,
- standing for deliverance from her whims. Boldwood as
- a means to marriage was unexceptionable: she esteemed
- and liked him, yet she did not want him. It appears
- that ordinary men take wives because possession is not
- possible without marriage, and that ordinary women
- accept husbands because marriage is not possible with,
- out possession; with totally differing aims the method is
- the same on both sides. But the understood incentive
- on the woman's part was wanting here. Besides, Bath-
- sheba's position as absolute mistress of a farm and house
- was a novel one, and the novelty had not yet begun to
- wear off.
-
- But a disquiet filled her which was somewhat to her
- credit, for it would have affected few. Beyond the men-
- tioned reasons with which she combated her objections,
- she had a strong feeling that, having been the one who
- began the game, she ought in honesty to accept the conse-
- quences. Still the reluctance remained. She said in the
- same breath that it would be ungenerous not to marry
- Boldwood, and that she couldn't do it to save her life.
-
- Bathsheba's was an impulsive nature under a delibera-
- tive aspect. An Elizabeth in brain and a Mary Stuart
- in spirit, she often performed actions of the greatest
- temerity with a manner of extreme discretion. Many of
- her thoughts were perfect syllogisms; unluckily they
- always remained thoughts. Only a few were irrational
- assumptions; but, unfortunately, they were the ones
- which most frequently grew into deeds.
-
- The next day to that of the declaration she found
- Gabriel Oak at the bottom of her garden, grinding his
- shears for the sheep-shearing. All the surrounding
- cottages were more or less scenes of the same operation;
- the scurr of whetting spread into the sky from all parts
- of the village as from an armury previous to a campaign.
-
- Peace and war kiss each other at their hours of prepara-
- tion -- sickles, scythes, shears, and pruning-hooks, ranking
- with swords, bayonets, and lances, in their common
- necessity for point and edge.
-
- Cainy Ball turned the handle of Gabriel's grindstone,
- his head performing a melancholy see-saw up and down
- with each turn of the wheel. Oak stood somewhat as
- Eros is represented when in the act of sharpening his
- arrows: his figure slightly bent, the weight of his body
- thrown over on the shears, and his head balanced side-
- ways, with a critical compression of the lips and contrac-
- tion of the eyelids to crown the attitude.
-
- His mistress came up and looked upon them in
- silence for a minute or two; then she said --
- "Cain, go to the lower mead and catch the bay mare.
-
- I'll turn the winch of the grindstone. I want to speak
- to you, Gabriel.
-
- Cain departed, and Bathsheba took the handle.
-
- Gabriel had glanced up in intense surprise, quelled its
- expression, and looked down again. Bathsheba turned
- the winch, and Gabriel applied the shears.
-
- The peculiar motion involved in turning a wheel
- has a wonderful tendency to benumb the mind. It
- is a sort of attenuated variety of Ixion's punishment,
- and contributes a dismal chapter to the history of
- heavy, and the body's centre of gravity seems to
- settle by degrees in a leaden lump somewhere be-
- tween the eyebrows and the crown. Bathsheba felt
- the unpleasant symptoms after two or three dozen
- turns.
-
- "Will you turn, Gabriel, and let me hold the shears?"
-
- she said. "My head is in a'whirl, and I can't talk.
-
- Gabriel turned. Bathsheba then began, with some
- awkwardness, allowing her thoughts to stray occasion-
- ally from her story to attend to the shears, which
- required a little nicety in sharpening.
-
- "I wanted to ask you if the men made any observa-
- tions on my going behind the sedge with Mr. Boldwood
- yesterday?"
-
- "Yes, they did." said Gabriel. "You don't hold
- the shears right, miss -- I knew you wouldn't know the
- way -- hold like this,"
-
- He relinquished the winch, and inclosing her two
- hands completely in his own (taking each as we some-
- times slap a child's hand in teaching him to write),
- grasped the shears with her. "Incline the edge so,"
- he said.
-
- Hands and shears were inclined to suit the words,
- and held thus for a peculiarly long time by the in-
- structor as he spoke.
-
- "That will do." exclaimed Bathsheba. "Loose my
- hands. I won't have them held! Turn the winch,"
-
- Gabriel freed her hands quietly, retired to his
- handle, and the grinding went on.
-
- "Did the men think it odd?" she said again.
-
- "Odd was not the idea, miss,"
-
- "What did they say?"
-
- "That Farmer Boldwood's name and your own
- were likely to be flung over pulpit together before the
- year was out,"
-
- "I thought so by the look of them! Why, there's
- nothing in it. A more foolish remark was never made,
- and I want you to contradict it! that's what I came for,"
-
- Gabriel looked incredulous and sad, but between
- his moments of incredulity, relieved.
-
- "They must have heard our conversation." she
- continued.
-
- "Well, then, Bathsheba!" said Oak, stopping the
- handle, and gazing into her face with astonishment.
-
- "Miss Everdene, you mean," she said, with dignity.
-
- "I mean this, that if Mr. Boldwood really spoke of
- marriage, I bain't going to tell a story and say he
- didn't to please you. I have already tried to please
- you too much for my own good!"
-
- Bathsheba regarded him with round-eyed perplexity.
-
- She did not know whether to pity him for disappointed
- love of her, or to be angry with him for having got
- over it -- his tone being ambiguous.
-
- "I said I wanted you just to mention that it was
- not true I was going to be married to him." she mur-
- mured, with a slight decline in her assurance.
-
- "I can say that to them if you wish, Miss Everdene.
-
- And I could likewise give an opinion to 'ee on what
- you have done,"
-
- "I daresay. But I don't want your opinion."I suppose not." said Gabriel
- bitterly, and going on
- with his turning, his words rising and falling in a
- regular swell and cadence as he stooped or rose with
- the winch, which directed them, according to his
- position, perpendicularly into the earth, or horizontally
- along the garden, his eyes being fixed on a leaf upon
- the ground.
-
- With Bathsheba a hastened act was a rash act;
- but, as does not always happen, time gained was
- prudence insured. It must be added, however, that
- time was very seldom gained. At this period the
- single opinion in the parish on herself and her doings
- that she valued as sounder than her own was Gabriel
- Oak's. And the outspoken honesty of his character
- was such- that on any subject even that of her love
- for, or marriage with, another man, the same disinter-
- estedness of opinion might be calculated on, and be
- had for the asking. Thoroughly convinced of the
- impossibility of his own suit, a high resolve constrained
- him not to injure that of another. This is a lover's
- most stoical virtue, as the lack of it is a lover's most
- venial sin. Knowing he would reply truly, she asked
- the question, painful as she must have known the sub-
- ject would be. Such is the selfishness of some charm-
- ing women. Perhaps it was some excuse for her thus
- torturing honesty to her own advantage, that she had
- absolutely no other sound judgment within easy reach.
-
- "Well, what is your opinion of my conduct." she
- said, quietly.
-
- "That it is unworthy of any thoughtful, and meek,
- and comely woman,"
-
- In an instant Bathsheba's face coloured with the
- angry crimson of a danby sunset. But she forbore
- to utter this feeling, and the reticence of her tongue
- only made the loquacity of her face the more notice-
- able.
-
- The next thing Gabriel did was to make a mistake.
-
- "Perhaps you don't like the rudeness of my repri-
- manding you, for I know it is rudeness; but I thought
- it would do good,"
-
- She instantly replied sarcastically --
- "On the contrary, my opinion of you is so low, that
- I see in your abuse the praise of discerning people!"
-
- "I am glad you don't mind it, for I said it honestly
- and with every serious meaning,"
-
- "I see. But, unfortunately, when you try not to
- speak in jest you are amusing -- just as when you wish
- to avoid seriousness you sometimes say a sensible word
- It was a hard hit, but Bathsheba had unmistakably
- lost her temper, and on that account Gabriel had
- never in his life kept his own better. He said nothing.
-
- She then broke out --
- "I may ask, I suppose, where in particular my
- unworthiness lies? In my not marrying you, perhaps!
- "Not by any means." said Gabriel quietly. "I have
- long given up thinking of that matter."Or wishing it, I suppose." she
- said; and it was
- apparent that she expected an unhesitating denial of
- this supposition.
-
- Whatever Gabriel felt, he coolly echoed her words --
- "Or wishing it either,"
-
- A woman may be treated with a bitterness which
- is sweet to her, and with a rudeness which is not
- offensive. Bathsheba would have submitted to an
- indignant chastisement for her levity had Gabriel pro-
- tested that he was loving her at the same time; the
- impetuosity of passion unrequited is bearable, even if
- it stings and anathematizes there is a triumph in the
- humiliation, and a tenderness in the strife. This was
- what she had been expecting, and what she had not
- got. To be lectured because the lecturer saw her in
- the cold morning light of open-shuttered disillusion
- was exasperating. He had not finished, either. He
- continued in a more agitated voice: --
- "My opinion is (since you ask it) that you are
- greatly to blame for playing pranks upon a man like
- Mr. Boldwood, merely as a pastime. Leading on a
- man you don't care for is not a praiseworthy action.
-
- And even, Miss Everdene, if you seriously inclined
- towards him, you might have let him find it out in
- some way of true loving-kindness, and not by sending
- him a valentine's letter,"
-
- Bathsheba laid down the shears.
-
- "I cannot allow any man to -- to criticise my private
- Conduct!" she exclaimed. "Nor will I for a minute.
-
- So you'll please leave the farm at the end of the week!"
-
- It may have been a peculiarity -- at any rate it was
- a fact -- that when Bathsheba was swayed by an emotion
- of an earthly sort her lower lip trembled: when by a
- refined emotion, her upper or heavenward one. Her
- nether lip quivered now.
-
- "Very well, so I will." said Gabriel calmly. He had
- been held to her by a beautiful thread which it pained
- him to spoil by breaking, rather than by a chain he
- could not break. "I should be even better pleased to
- go at once." he added.
-
- "Go at once then, in Heaven's name!" said she,her
- eyes flashing at his, though never meeting them.
-
- "Don't let me see your face any more,"
-
- "Very well, Miss Everdene -- so it shall be,"
-
- And he took his shears and went away from her in
- placid dignity, as Moses left the presence of Pharaoh.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
-
-
- TROUBLES IN THE FOLD -- A MESSAGE
-
-
- GABRIEL OAK had ceased to feed the Weatherbury
- flock for about four-and-twenty hours, when on Sunday
- afternoon the elderly gentlemen Joseph Poorgrass,
- Matthew Moon, Fray, and half-a-dozen others, came
- running up to the house of the mistress of the Upper
- Farm.
-
- "Whatever is the matter, men?" she said, meeting
- them at the door just as she was coming out on her
- way to church, and ceasing in a moment from the close
- compression of her two red lips, with which she had
- accompanied the exertion of pulling on a tight glove.
-
- "Sixty!" said Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "Seventy!" said Moon.
-
- "Fifty-nine!" said Susan Tall's husband.
-
- "-- Sheep have broke fence." said Fray.
-
- "-- And got into a field of young clover." said Tall.
-
- "-- Young clover!" said Moon.
-
- "-- Clover!" said Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "And they be getting blasted." said Henery Fray.
-
- "That they be." said Joseph.
-
- "And will all die as dead as nits, if they bain't got
- out and cured!"said Tall.
-
- Joseph's countenance was drawn into lines and
- puckers by his concern. Fray's forehead was wrinkled
- both perpendicularly and crosswise, after the pattern of
- a portcullis, expressive of a double despair. Laban
- Tall's lips were thin, and his face were rigid. Matthew's
- jaws sank, and his eyes turned whichever way the
- strongest muscle happened to pull them.
-
- "Yes." said Joseph, "and I was sitting at home,
- looking for Ephesians, and says I to myself, "'Tis
- nothing but Corinthians and Thessalonians in this
- danged Testament." when who should come in but
- Henery there: "Joseph," he said, "the sheep have
- With Bathsheba it was a moment when thought was
- blasted theirselves -- "
- With Bathsheba it was a moment when thought was
- speech and speech exclamation. Moreover, she had
- hardly recovered her equanimity since the disturbance
- which she had suffered from Oak's remarks.
-
- "That's enought -- that's enough! -- oh, you fools!"
-
- she cried, throwing the parasol and Prayer-book into
- the passage, and running out of doors in the direction
- signified. "To come to me, and not go and get them
- out directly! Oh, the stupid numskulls!"
-
- Her eyes were at their darkest and brightest now.
-
- Bathsheba's beauty belonged rather to the demonian
- than to the angelic school, she never looked so well as
- when she was angry -- and particularly when the effect
- was heightened by a rather dashing velvet dress, care-
- fully put on before a glass.
-
- All the ancient men ran in a jumbled throng after
- her to the clover-field, Joseph sinking down in the
- midst when about half-way, like an individual withering
- in a world which was more and more insupportable.
-
- Having once received the stimulus that her presence
- always gave them they went round among the sheep
- with a will. The majority of the afflicted animals were
- lying down, and could not be stirred. These were
- bodily lifted out, and the others driven into the adjoining
- field. Here, after the lapse of a few minutes, several
- more fell down, and lay helpless and livid as the rest.
-
- Bathsheba, with a sad, bursting heart, looked at these
- primest specimens of her prime flock as they rolled
- there --
- Swoln with wind and the rank mist they drew.
-
- Many of them foamed at the mouth, their breathing
- being quick and short, whilst the bodies of all were
- fearfully distended.
-
- "O, what can I do, what can I do!" said Bathsheba,
- helplessly. "Sheep are such unfortunate animals! --
- there's always something happening to them! I never
- knew a flock pass a year without getting into some scrape
- or other,"
-
- "There's only one way of saving them." said Tall.
-
- "What way? Tell me quick!"
-
- "They must be pierced in the side with a thing made
- on purpose,"
-
- "Can you do it? Can I?"
-
- "No, ma'am. We can't, nor you neither. It must
- be done in a particular spot. If ye go to the right or
- left but an inch you stab the ewe and kill her. Not
- even a shepherd can do it, as a rule,"
-
- "Then they must die." she said, in a resigned tone.
-
- "Only one man in the neighbourhood knows the way,"
- said Joseph, now just come up. "He could cure 'em
- all if he were here,"
-
- "Who is he? Let's get him!"
-
- "Shepherd Oak," said Matthew. "Ah, he's a clever
- man in talents!"
-
- "Ah, that he is so!" said Joseph Poorgrass.
-
- "True -- he's the man." said Laban Tall.
-
- "How dare you name that man in my presence!" she
- said excitedly. "I told you never to allude to him, nor
- shall you if you stay with me. Ah!" she added, brighten-
- ing, "Farmer Boldwood knows!"
-
- "O no, ma'am" said Matthew. "Two of his store
- ewes got into some vetches t'other day, and were just
- like these. He sent a man on horseback here post-haste
- for Gable, and Gable went and saved 'em, Farmer
- Boldwood hev got the thing they do it with. 'Tis a
- holler pipe, with a sharp pricker inside. Isn't it,
- Joseph?"
-
- "Ay -- a holler pipe." echoed Joseph. "That's what
- 'tis,"
-
- "Ay, sure -- that's the machine." chimed in Henery
- Fray, reflectively, with an Oriental indifference to the
- flight of time.
-
- "Well," burst out Bathsheba, "don't stand there with
- your "ayes" and your "sures" talking at me! Get
- somebody to cure the sheep instantly!"
-
- All then stalked or in consternation, to get some-
- body as directed, without any idea of who it was to be.
-
- In a minute they had vanished through the gate, and
- she stood alone with the dying flock.
-
- "Never will I send for him never!" she said firmly.
-
- One of the ewes here contracted its muscles horribly,
- extended itself, and jumped high into the air. The
- leap was an astonishing one. The ewe fell heavily, and
- lay still.
-
- Bathsheba went up to it. The sheep was dead.
-
- "O, what shall I do -- what shall I do!" she again
- exclaimed, wringing her hands. "I won't send for him.
-
- No, I won't!"
-
- The most vigorous expression of a resolution does
- not always coincide with the greatest vigour of the
- resolution itself. It is often flung out as a sort of prop
- to support a decaying conviction which, whilst strong,
- required no enunciation to prove it so. The "No, I
- won't" of Bathsheba meant virtually, "I think I must,"
-
- She followed her assistants through the gate, and
- lifted her hand to one of them. Laban answered to her
- signal.
-
- "Where is Oak staying?"
-
- "Across the valley at Nest Cottage!"
-
- "Jump on the bay mare, and ride across, and say he
- must return instantly -- that I say so,"
-
- Tall scrambled off to the field, and in two minutes
- was on Poll, the bay, bare-backed, and with only a
- halter by way of rein. He diminished down the
- hill.
-
- Bathsheba watched. So did all the rest. Tall
- cantered along the bridle-path through Sixteen Acres,
- Sheeplands, Middle Field The Flats, Cappel's Piece,
- shrank almost to a point, crossed the bridge, and
- ascended from the valley through Springmead and
- Whitepits on the other side. The cottage to which
- Gabriel had retired before taking his final departure
- from the locality was visible as a white spot on the
- opposite hill, backed by blue firs. Bathsheba walked
- up and down. The men entered the field and
- endeavoured to ease the anguish of the dumb creatures
- by rubbing them. Nothing availed.
-
- Bathsheba continued walking. The horse was seen
- descending the hill, and the wearisome series had to be
- repeated in reverse order: Whitepits, Springmead,
- Cappel's Piece, The Flats, Middle Field, Sheeplands,
- Sixteen Acres. She hoped Tall had had presence of
- mind enough to give the mare up to Gabriel, and return
- himself on foot. The rider neared them. It was Tall.
-
- "O, what folly!" said Bathsheba.
-
- Gabriel was not visible anywhere.
-
- "Perhaps he is already gone!" she said.
-
- Tall came into the inclosure, and leapt off, his face
- tragic as Morton's after the battle of Shrewsbury.
-
- "Well?" said Bathsheba, unwilling to believe that
- her verbal lettre-de-cachet could possibly have miscarried.
-
- "He says beggars mustn't be choosers." replied Laban.
-
- "What!" said the young farmer, opening her eyes
- and drawing in her breath for an outburst. Joseph
- Poorgrass retired a few steps behind a hurdle.
-
- "He says he shall not come unless you request en
- to come civilly and in a proper manner, as becomes any
- "woman begging a favour,"
-
- "Oh, oh, that's his answer! Where does he get his
- airs? Who am I, then, to be treated like that? Shall
- I beg to a man who has begged to me?"
-
- Another of the flock sprang into the air, and fell
- dead.
-
- The men looked grave, as if they suppressed opinion.
-
- Bathsheba turned aside, her eyes full of tears. The
- strait she was in through pride and shrewishness could
- not be disguised longer: she burst out crying bitterly;
- they all saw it; and she attempted no further concealment.
-
- "I wouldn't cry about it, miss." said William Small-
- bury, compassionately. "Why not ask him softer like?
- I'm sure he'd come then. Gable is a true man in that
- way,"
-
- Bathsheba checked her grief and wiped her eyes.
-
- "O, it is a wicked cruelty to me -- it is -- it is!" she
- murmured. "And he drives me to do what I wouldn't;
- yes, he does! -- Tall, come indoors,"
-
- After this collapse, not very dignified for the head
- of an establishment, she went into the house, Tall at
- her heels. Here she sat down and hastily scribbled a
- note between the small convulsive sobs of convalescence
- which follow a fit of crying as a ground-swell follows a
- storm. The note was none the less polite for being
- written in a hurry. She held it at a distance, was
- about to fold it, then added these words at the
- bottom: --
- "Do not desert me, Gabriel!"
-
- She looked a little redder in refolding it, and closed
- her lips, as if thereby to suspend till too late the action
- of conscience in examining whether such strategy were
- justifiable. The note was despatched as the message
- had been, and Bathsheba waited indoors for the result.
-
- It was an anxious quarter of an hour that intervened
- between the messenger's departure and the sound of the
- horse's tramp again outside. She- could not watch this
- time, but, leaning over the old bureau at which she had
- written the letter, closed her eyes, as if to keep out both
- hope and fear.
-
- The case, however, was a promising one. Gabriel
- was not angry: he was simply neutral, although her first
- command had been so haughty. Such imperiousness
- would have damned a little less beauty; and on the
- other hand, such beauty would have redeemed a little
- less imperiousness.
-
- She went out when the horse was heard, and looked
- up. A mounted figure passed between her and the
- sky, and drew on towards the field of sheep, the rider
- turning his face in receding. Gabriel looked at her.
-
- It was a moment when a woman's eyes and tongue tell
- distinctly opposite tales. Bathsheba looked full of
- gratitude, and she said: --
- "O, Gabriel, how could you serve me so unkindly!"
-
- Such a tenderly-shaped reproach for his previous
- delay was the one speech in the language that he could
- pardon for not being commendation of his readiness
- now.
-
- Gabriel murmured a confused reply, and hastened
- on. She knew from the look which sentence in her
- note had brought him. Bathsheba followed to the
- field.
-
- Gabriel was already among the turgid, prostrate forms.
-
- He had flung off his coat, rolled up his shirt-sleeves,
- and taken from his pocket the instrument of salvation.
-
- It was a small tube or trochar, with a lance passing
- down the inside; and Gabriel began to use it with a
- dexterity that would have graced a hospital surgeon.
-
- Passing his hand over the sheep's left flank, and
- selecting the proper point, he punctured the skin and
- rumen with the lance as it stood in the tube; then he
- suddenly withdrew the lance, retaining the tube in its
- place. A current of air rushed up the tube, forcible
- enough to have extinguished a candle held at the
- orifice.
-
- It has been said that mere ease after torment is de-
- light for a time; and the countenances of these poor
- creatures expressed it now. Forty-nine operations were
- successfully performed. Owing to the great hurry
- necessitated by the far-gone state of some of the flock,
- Gabriel missed his aim in one case, and in one only --
- striking wide of the mark, and inflicting a mortal blow
- at once upon the suffering ewe. Four had died; three
- recovered without an operation. The total number of
- sheep which had thus strayed and injured themselves
- so dangerously was fifty-seven.
-
- When the love-led man had ceased from his labours,
- Bathsheba came and looked him in the face.
-
- "Gabriel, will you stay on with me?" she, said,
- smiling winningly, and not troubling to bring her lips
- quite together again at the end, because there was going
- to be another smile soon.
-
- "I will." said Gabriel.
-
- And she smiled on him again.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
-
-
- THE GREAT BARN AND THE SHEEP-SHEARERS
-
-
- MEN thin away to insignificance and oblivion quite as
- often by not making the most of good spirits when they
- have them as by lacking good spirits when they are
- indispensable. Gabriel lately, for the first time since
- his prostration by misfortune, had been independent in
- thought and vigorous in action to a marked extent --
- conditions which, powerless without an opportunity as
- an opportunity without them is barren, would have
- given him a sure lift upwards when the favourable-con-
- junction should have occurred. But this incurable
- loitering beside Bathsheba Everdene stole his time
- ruinously. The spring tides were going by without
- floating him off, and the neap might soon come which
- could not.
-
- It was the first day of June, and the sheep-shearing
- season culminated, the landscape, even to the leanest
- pasture, being all health and colour. Every green was
- young, every pore was open, and every stalk was swollen
- with racing currents of juice. God was palpably present
- in the country, and the devil had gone with the world
- to town. Flossy catkins of the later kinds, fern-sprouts
- like bishops' croziers, the square-headed moschatel, the
- odd cuckoo-pint, -- like an apoplectic saint in a niche
- of malachite, -- snow-white ladies'-smocks, the toothwort,
- approximating to human flesh, the enchanter's night-
- shade, and the black-petaled doleful-bells, were among
- the quainter objects of the vegetable world in and about
- Weatherbury at this teeming time; and of the animal,
- the metamorphosed figures of Mr. Jan Coggan, the
- master-shearer; the second and third shearers, who
- travelled in the exercise of their calling, and do not re-
- quire definition by name; Henery Fray the fourth
- shearer, Susan Tall's husband the fifth, Joseph Poorgrass
- the sixth, young Cain Ball as assistant-shearer, and
- Gabriel Oak as general supervisor. None of these were
- clothed to any extent worth mentioning, each appearing
- to have hit in the matter of raiment the decent mean
- between a high and low caste Hindoo. An angularity
- of lineament, and a fixity of facial machinery in general,
- proclaimed that serious work was the order of the day.
-
- They sheared in the great barn, called for the nonce
- the Shearing-barn, which on ground-plan resembled a
- church with transepts. It not only emulated the form
- of the neighbouring church of the parish, but vied with
- it in antiquity. Whether the barn had ever formed one
- of a group of conventual buildings nobody seemed to be
- aware; no trace of such surroundings remained. The
- vast porches at the sides, lofty enough to admit a waggon
- laden to its highest with corn in the sheaf, were spanned
- by heavy-pointed arches of stone, broadly and boldly cut,
- whose very simplicity was the origin of a grandeur not
- apparent in erections where more ornament has been
- attempted. The dusky, filmed, chestnut roof, braced
- and tied in by huge collars, curves, and diagonals, was
- far nobler in design, because more wealthy in material,
- than nine-tenths of those in our modern churches.
-
- Along each side wall was a range of striding buttresses,
- throwing deep shadows on the spaces between them,
- which were perforated by lancet openings, combining
- in their proportions the precise requirements both of
- beauty and ventilation.
-
- One could say about this barn, what could hardly
- be said of either the church or the castle, akin to it in
- age and style, that the purpose which had dictated its
- original erection was the same with that to which it
- was still applied. Unlike and superior to either of
- those two typical remnants of mediaevalism, the old
- barn embodied practices which had suffered no mutila-
- tion at the hands of time. Here at least the spirit of
- the ancient builders was at one with the spirit of the
- modern beholder. Standing before this abraded pile,
- the eye regarded its present usage, the mind-dwelt upon
- its past history, with a satisfied sense of functional
- continuity throughout -- a feeling almost of gratitude,
- and quite of pride, at the permanence of the idea
- which had heaped it up. The fact that four centuries
- had neither proved it to be founded on a mistake,
- inspired any hatred of its purpose, nor given rise to
- any reaction that had battered it down, invested this
- simple grey effort of old minds with a repose, if not a
- grandeur, which a too curious reflection was apt to
- disturb in its ecclesiastical and military compeers. For
- once medievalism and modernism had a common stand-
- point. The lanccolate windows, the time-eaten arch-
- stones and chamfers, the orientation of the axis, the
- misty chestnut work of the rafters, referred to no exploded
- fortifying art or worn-out religious creed. The defence
- and salvation of the body by daily bread is still a study,
- a religion, and a desire.
-
- To-day the large side doors were thrown open
- towards the sun to admit a bountiful light to the
- immediate spot of the shearers' operations, which was
- the wood threshing-floor in the centre, formed of thick
- oak, black with age and polished by the beating of flails
- for many generations, till it had grown as slippery and
- as rich in hue as the state-room floors of an Elizabethan
- mansion. Here the shearers knelt, the sun slanting in
- upon their bleached shirts, tanned arms, and the polished
- shears they flourished, causing these to bristle with a
- thousand rays strong enough to blind a weak-eyed man.
-
- Beneath them a captive sheep lay panting, quickening
- its pants as misgiving merged in terror, till it quivered
- like the hot landscape outside.
-
- This picture of to-day in its frame of four hundred
- years ago did not produce that marked contrast between
- ancient and modern which is implied by the contrast
- of date. In comparison with cities, Weatherbury was
- immutable. The citizen's Then is the rustic's Now.
-
- In London, twenty or thirty-years ago are old times;
- in Paris ten years, or five; in Weatherbury three or
- four score years were included in the mere present,
- and nothing less than a century set a mark on its
- face or tone. Five decades hardly modified the cut of
- a gaiter, the embroidery of a smock-frock, by the breadth
- of a hair. Ten generations failed to alter the turn of
- a single phrase. In these Wessex nooks the busy out-
- sider's ancient times are only old; his old times are still
- new; his present is futurity.
-
- So the barn was natural to the shearers, and the
- shearers were in harmony with the barn.
-
- The spacious ends of the building, answering ecclesi-
- astically to nave and chancel extremities, were fenced
- off with hurdles, the sheep being all collected in a crowd
- within these two enclosures; and in one angle a catching-
- pen was formed, in which three or four sheep were
- continuously kept ready for the shearers to seize without
- loss of time. In the background, mellowed by tawny
- shade, were the three women, Maryann Money, and
- Temperance and Soberness Miller, gathering up the
- fleeces and twisting ropes of wool with a wimble for
- tying them round. They were indifferently well assisted
- by the old maltster, who, when the malting season from
- October to April had passed, made himself useful upon
- any of the bordering farmsteads.
-
- "Behind all was Bathsheba, carefully watching the
- men to see that there was no cutting or wounding
- through carelessness, and that the animals were shorn
- close. Gabriel, who flitted and hovered under her
- bright eyes like a moth, did not shear continuously,
- half his time being spent in attending to the others
- and selecting the sheep for them. At the present
- moment he was engaged in handing round a mug of
- mild liquor, supplied from a barrel in the corner,
- and cut pieces of bread and cheese.
-
- Bathsheba, after throwing a glance here, a caution
- there, and lecturing one of the younger operators who
- had allowed his last finished sheep to go off among
- the flock without re-stamping it with her initials, came
- again to Gabriel, as he put down the luncheon to drag
- a frightened ewe to his shear-station, flinging it over
- upon its back with a dexterous twist of the arm
- He lopped off the tresses about its head, and opened
- up the neck and collar, his mistress quietly looking
- on:
-
- "She blushes at the insult." murmured Bathsheba,
- watching the pink flush which arose and overspread
- the neck and shoulders of the ewe where they were
- left bare by the clicking shears -- a flush which was
- enviable, for its delicacy, by many queens of coteries,
- and would have been creditable, for its promptness, to
- any woman in the world.
-
- Poor Gabriel's soul was fed with a luxury of content
- by having her over him, her eyes critically regarding
- his skilful shears, which apparently were going to gather
- up a piece of the flesh at every close, and yet never did
- so. Like Guildenstern, Oak was happy in that he was
- not over happy. He had no wish to converse with her:
-
- that his bright lady and himself formed one group,
- exclusively their own, and containing no others in the
- world, was enough.
-
- So the chatter was all on her side. There is a
- loquacity that tells nothing, which was Bathsheba's;
- and there is a silence which says much: that was
- Gabriel's. Full of this dim and temperate bliss, he
- went on to fling the ewe over upon her other side,
- covering her head with his knee, gradually running
- the shears line after line round her dewlap; thence
- about her flank and back, and finishing over the tail.
-
- "Well done, and done quickly!" said Bathsheba,
- looking at her watch as the last snip resounded.
-
- "How long, miss?" said Gabriel, wiping his brow.
-
- "Three-and-twenty minutes and a half since you took
- the first lock from its forehead. It is the first time that
- I have ever seen one done in less than half an hour,"
-
- The clean, sleek creature arose from its fleece -- how
- perfectly like Aphrodite rising from the foam should
- have been seen to be realized -- looking startled and
- shy at the loss of its garment, which lay on the floor
- in one soft cloud, united throughout, the portion visible
- being the inner surface only, which, never before exposed,
- was white as snow, and without flaw or blemish of the
- minutest kind.
-
- "Cain Ball!"
-
- "Yes, Mister Oak; here I be!"
-
- Cainy now runs forward with the tar-pot. "B. E." is
- newly stamped upon the shorn skin, and away the simple
- dam leaps, panting, over the board into the shirtless
- flock outside. Then up comes Maryann; throws the
- loose locks into the middle of the fleece, rolls it up,
- and carries it into the background as three-and-a-half
- pounds of unadulterated warmth for the winter enjoy-
- ment of persons unknown and far away, who will,
- however, never experience the superlative comfort
- derivable from the wool as it here exists, new and pure
- -- before the unctuousness of its nature whilst in a
- living state has dried, stiffened, and been washed out
- -- rendering it just now as superior to anything woollen
- as cream is superior to milk-and-water.
-
- But heartless circumstance could not leave entire
- Gabriel's happiness of this morning. The rams, old
- ewes, and two-shear ewes had duly undergone their
- stripping, and the men were proceeding with the shear-
- lings and hogs, when Oak's belief that she was going to
- stand pleasantly by and time him through another
- performance was painfully interrupted by Farmer Bold-
- wood's appearance in the extremest corner of the barn.
-
- Nobody seemed to have perceived his entry, but there
- he certainly was. Boldwood always carried with him a
- social atmosphere of his own, which everybody felt who
- came near him; and the talk, which Bathsheba's
- presence had somewhat suppressed, was now totally
- suspended.
-
- He crossed over towards Bathsheba, who turned to
- greet him with a carriage of perfect ease. He spoke to
- her in low tones, and she instinctively modulated her
- own to the same pitch, and her voice ultimately even
- caught the inflection of his. She was far from having
- a wish to appear mysteriously connected with him; but
- woman at the impressionable age gravitates to the larger
- body not only in her choice of words, which is apparent
- every day, but even in her shades of tone and humour,
- when the influence is great.
-
- What they conversed about was not audible to
- Gabriel, who was too independent to get near, though
- too concerned to disregard. The issue of their dialogue
- was the taking of her hand by the courteous farmer to
- help her over the spreading-board into the bright June
- sunlight outside. Standing beside the sheep already
- shorn, they went on talking again. Concerning the
- flock? Apparently not. Gabriel theorized, not without
- truth, that in quiet discussion of any matter within reach
- of the speakers' eyes, these are usually fixed upon it.
-
- Bathsheba demurely regarded a contemptible straw lying
- upon the ground, in a way which suggested less ovine
- criticism than womanly embarrassment. She became
- more or less red in the cheek, the blood wavering in
- uncertain flux and reflux over the sensitive space between
- ebb and flood. Gabriel sheared on, constrained and
- sad.
-
- She left Boldwood's side, and he walked up and
- down alone for nearly a quarter of an hour. Then she
- reappeared in her new riding-habit of myrtle-green, which
- fitted her to the waist as a rind fits its fruit; and young
- Bob Coggan led -on -her mare, Boldwood fetching his
- own horse from the tree under which it had been tied.
-
- Oak's eyes could not forsake them; and in en-
- deavouring to continue his shearing at the same time
- that he watched Boldwood's manner, he snipped the
- sheep in the groin. The animal plunged; Bathsheba
- instantly gazed towards it, and saw the blood.
-
- "O, Gabriel!" she exclaimed, with severe remon-
- strance you who are so strict with the other men -- see
- what you are doing yourself!"
-
- To an outsider there was not much to complain of
- in this remark; but to Oak, who "knew Bathsheba to be
- well aware that she herself was the cause of the poor
- ewe's wound, because she had wounded the ewe's shearer
- in a -- still more vital part, it had a sting which the abiding
- sense of his inferiority to both herself and Boldwood was
- not calculated to heal. But a manly resolve to recognize
- boldly that he had no longer a lover's interest in her,
- helped him occasionally to conceal a feeling.
-
- "Bottle!" he shouted, in an unmoved voice of routine.
-
- Cainy Ball ran up, the wound was anointed, and the
- shearing continued.
-
- Boldwood gently tossed Bathsheba into the saddle,
- and before they turned away she again spoke out to Oak
- with the same dominative and tantalizing graciousness.
-
- "I am going now to see Mr. Boldwood's Leicesters.
-
- Take my place in the barn, Gabriel, and keep the men
- carefully to their work,"
-
- The horses' heads were put about, and they trotted
- away.
-
- Boldwood's deep attachment was a matter of great
- interest among all around him; but, after having been
- pointed out for so many years as the perfect exemplar
- of thriving bachelorship, his lapse was an anticlimax
- somewhat resembling that of St. John Long's death by
- consumption in the midst of his proofs that it was not
- a fatal disease.
-
- "That means matrimony." said Temperance Miller,
- following them out of sight with her eyes.
-
- "I reckon that's the size o't." said Coggan, working
- along without looking up.
-
- "Well, better wed over the mixen than over the moor,"
- said Laban Tall, turning his sheep.
-
- Henery Fray spoke, exhibiting miserable eyes at the
- same time: "I don't see why a maid should take a
- husband when she's bold enough to fight her own
- battles, and don't want a home; for 'tis keeping another
- woman out. But let it be, for 'tis a pity he and she
- should trouble two houses,"
-
- As usual with decided characters, Bathsheba invari-
- ably provoked the criticism of individuals like Henery
- Fray. Her emblazoned fault was to be too pronounced
- in her objections, and not sufficiently overt in her
- likings. We learn that it is not the rays which bodies
- absorb, but those which they reject, that give them the
- colours they are known by; and win the same way people
- are specialized by their dislikes and antagonisms, whilst
- their goodwill is looked upon as no attribute at all.
-
- Henery continued in a more complaisant mood: "I
- once hinted my mind to her on a few things, as nearly
- as a battered frame dared to do so to such a froward
- piece. You all know, neighbours, what a man I be,
- and how I come down with my powerful words when
- my pride is boiling wi' scarn?"
-
- "We do, we do, Henery,"
-
- "So I said, " Mistress Everdene, there's places empty,
- and there's gifted men willing; but the spite -- no. not
- the spite -- I didn't say spite -- "but the villainy of the
- contrarikind." I said (meaning womankind), " keeps 'em
- out." That wasn't too strong for her, say?"
-
- "Passably well put,"
-
- "Yes; and I would have said it, had death and
- salvation overtook me for it. Such is my spirit when I
- have a mind,"
-
- "A true man, and proud as a lucifer,"
-
- "You see the artfulness? Why, 'twas about being
- baily really; but I didn't put it so plain that she could
- understand my meaning, so I could lay it on all the
- stronger. That was my depth! ... However, let her
- marry an she will. Perhaps 'tis high time. I believe
- Farmer Boldwood kissed her behind the spear-bed at the
- sheep-washing t'other day -- that I do,"
-
- "What a lie!" said Gabriel.
-
- "Ah, neighbour Oak -- how'st know?" said, Henery,
- mildly.
-
- "Because she told me all that passed." said Oak, with
- a pharisaical sense that he was not as other shearers in
- this matter.
-
- "Ye have a right to believe it." said Henery, with
- dudgeon; "a very true right. But I mid see a little
- distance into things! To be long-headed enough for a
- baily's place is a poor mere trifle -- yet a trifle more than
- nothing. However, I look round upon life quite cool.
-
- Do you heed me, neighbours? My words, though made
- as simple as I can, mid be rather deep for some heads,"
-
- "O yes, Henery, we quite heed ye,"
-
- "A strange old piece, goodmen -- whirled about from
- here to yonder, as if I were nothing! A little warped,
- too. But I have my depths; ha, and even my great
- depths! I might gird at a certain shepherd, brain to
- brain. But no -- O no!"
-
- "A strange old piece, ye say!" interposed the maltster,
- in a querulous voice. "At the same time ye be no old
- man worth naming -- no old man at all. Yer teeth
- bain't half gone yet; and what's a old man's standing
- if se be his teeth bain't gone? Weren't I stale in
- wedlock afore ye were out of arms? 'Tis a poor thing
- to be sixty, when there's people far past four-score -- a
- boast'weak as water,"
-
- It was the unvaying custom in Weatherbury to
- sink minor differences when the maltster had to be
- pacified.
-
- "Weak as-water! yes." said Jan Coggan.- "Malter,
- we feel ye to be a wonderful veteran man, and nobody
- can gainsay it,"
-
- "Nobody." said Joseph Poorgrass. "Ye be a very
- rare old spectacle, malter, and we all admire ye for that
- gift. "
- "Ay, and as a young man, when my senses were in
- prosperity, I was likewise liked by a good-few who
- knowed me." said the maltster.
-
- "'Ithout doubt you was -- 'ithout doubt,"
-
- The bent and hoary 'man was satisfied, and so
- apparently was Henery Frag. That matters should
- continue pleasant Maryann spoke, who, what with her
- brown complexion, and the working wrapper of rusty
- linsey, had at present the mellow hue of an old sketch
- in oils -- notably some of Nicholas Poussin's: --
- "Do anybody know of a crooked man, or a lame, or
- any second-hand fellow at all that would do for poor
- me?" said Maryann. "A perfect one I don't expect to
- at my time of life. If I could hear of such a thing
- twould do me more good than toast and ale,"
-
- Coggan furnished a suitable reply. Oak went on
- with his shearing, and said not another word. Pestilent
- moods had come, and teased away his quiet. Bathsheba
- had shown indications of anointing him above his
- fellows by installing him as the bailiff that the farm
- imperatively required. He did not covet the post
- relatively to the farm: in relation to herself, as beloved
- by him and unmarried to another, he had coveted it.
-
- His readings of her seemed now to be vapoury and
- indistinct. His lecture to her was, he thought, one of
- the absurdest mistakes. Far from coquetting with
- Boldwood, she had trifled with himself in thus feigning
- that she had trifled with another. He was inwardly
- convinced that, in accordance with the anticipations of
- his easy-going and worse-educated comrades, that day
- would see Boldwood the accepted husband of Miss
- Everdene. Gabriel at this time of his life had out-
- grown the instinctive dislike which every Christian
- boy has for reading the Bible, perusing it now quite
- frequently, and he inwardly said, "I find more bitter
- than death the woman whose heart is snares and
- nets!" This was mere exclamation -- the froth of the
- storm. He adored Bathsheba just the same.
-
- "We workfolk shall have some lordly- junketing
- to-night." said Cainy Ball, casting forth his thoughts in
- a new direction. "This morning I see'em making the
- great puddens in the milking-pails -- lumps of fat as big
- as yer thumb, Mister Oak! I've never seed such
- splendid large knobs of fat before in the days of my
- life -- they never used to be bigger then a horse-bean.
-
- And there was a great black crock upon the brandish
- with his legs a-sticking out, but I don't know what was
- in within,"
-
- "And there's two bushels of biffins for apple-pies,"
- said Maryann.
-
- "Well, I hope to do my duty by it all." said Joseph
- Poorgrass, in a pleasant, masticating manner of anticipa-
- tion. "Yes; victuals and drink is a cheerful thing,
- and gives nerves to the nerveless, if the form of words
- may be used. 'Tis the gospel of the body, without
- which we perish, so to speak it,"
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
-
-
- EVENTIDE -- A SECOND DECLARATION
-
-
- FOR the shearing-supper a long table was placed on the
- grass-plot beside the house, the end of the table being
- thrust over the sill of the wide parlour window and a
- foot or two into the room. Miss Everdene sat inside
- the window, facing down the table. She was thus at
- the head without mingling with the men.
-
- This evening Bathsheba was unusually excited, her
- red cheeks and lips contrasting lustrously with the mazy
- skeins of her shadowy hair. She seemed to expect
- assistance, and the seat at the bottom of the table was
- at her request left vacant until after they had begun
- and the duties appertaining to that end, which he did
- with great readiness.
-
- At this moment Mr. Boldwood came in at the gate,
- and crossed the green to Bathsheba at the window.
-
- He apologized for his lateness: his arrival was evidently
- by arrangement.
-
- "Gabriel." said she, " will you move again, please,
- and let Mr. Boldwood come there?"
-
- Oak moved in silence back to his original seat.
-
- The gentleman-farmer was dressed in cheerful style,
- in a new coat and white waistcoat, quite contrasting
- with his usual sober suits of grey. Inwardy, too, he
- was blithe, and consequently chatty to an exceptional
- degree. So also was Bathsheba now that he had come,
- though the uninvited presence of Pennyways, the bailiff
- who had been dismissed for theft, disturbed her equan-
- imity for a while.
-
- Supper being ended, Coggan began on his own
- private account, without reference to listeners: --
- l've lost my love and l care not,
- I've lost my love, and l care not;
- I shall soon have another
- That's better than t'other!
- I've lost my love, and I care not.
-
- This lyric, when concluded, was received with a
- silently appreciative gaze at the table, implying that the
- performance, like a work by those established authors
- who are independent of notices in the papers, was a
- well-known delight which required no applause.
-
- "Now, Master Poorgrass, your song!" said Coggan.
-
- "I be all but in liquor, and the gift is wanting in
- me." said Joseph, diminishing himself.
-
- "Nonsense; wou'st never be so ungrateful, Joseph --
- never!" said Coggan, expressing hurt feelings by an
- inflection of voice. "And mistress is looking hard at
- ye, as much as to say, "Sing at once, Joseph Poor-
- grass,"
-
- "Faith, so she is; well, I must suffer it! ... Just
- eye my features, and see if the tell-tale blood overheats
- me much, neighbours?"
-
- "No, yer blushes be quite reasonable." said Coggan.
-
- "I always tries to keep my colours from rising when
- a beauty's eyes get fixed on me." said Joseph, differently;
- "but if so be 'tis willed they do, they must,"
-
- "Now, Joseph, your song, please." said Bathsheba,
- from the window.
-
- "Well, really, ma'am." he replied, in a yielding tone,
- "I don't know what to say. It would be a poor plain
- ballet of my own composure,"
-
- Hear, hear!" said the supper-party.
-
- Poorgrass, thus assured, trilled forth a flickering yet
- commendable piece of sentiment, the tune of which
- consisted of the key-note and another, the latter being
- the sound chiefly dwelt upon. This was so successful
- that he rashly plunged into a second in the same
- breath, after a few false starts: --
- I sow'-ed th'-e
- I sow'-ed
- I sow'-ed the'-e seeds' of love',
- I-it was' all' i'-in the'-e spring',
- I-in A'-pril', Ma'-ay, a'-nd sun'-ny' June',
- When sma'-all bi'-irds they' do' sing.
-
- "Well put out of hand." said Coggan, at the end of the
- verse. `They do sing' was a very taking paragraph,"
-
- "Ay; and there was a pretty place at "seeds of
- love." and 'twas well heaved out. Though "love " is
- a nasty high corner when a man's voice is getting
- crazed. Next verse, Master Poorgrass,"
-
- But during this rendering young Bob Coggan ex-
- hibited one of those anomalies which will afflict little
- people when other persons are particularly serious: in
- trying to check his laughter, he pushed down his throat
- as much of the tablecloth as he could get hold of, when,
- after continuing hermetically sealed for a short time, his
- mirth burst out through his nose. Joseph perceived it,
- and with hectic cheeks of indignation instantly ceased
- singing. Coggan boxed Bob's ears immediately.
-
- "Go on, Joseph -- go on, and never mind the young
- scamp." said Coggan. "'Tis a very catching ballet.
-
- Now then again -- the next bar; I'll help ye to flourish
- up the shrill notes where yer wind is rather wheezy: --
- O the wi'-il-lo'-ow tree' will' twist',
- And the wil'-low' tre'-ee wi'ill twine'.
-
- But the singer could not be set going again. Bob
- Coggan was sent home for his ill manners, and tran-
- quility was restored by Jacob Smallbury, who volunteered
- a ballad as inclusive and interminable as that with which
- the worthy toper old Silenus amused on a similar occasion
- the swains Chromis and Mnasylus, and other jolly dogs
- of his day.
-
- It was still the beaming time of evening, though
- night was stealthily making itself visible low down upon
- the ground, the western lines of light taking the earth
- without alighting upon it to any extent, or illuminating
- the dead levels at all. The sun had crept round the
- tree as a last effort before death, and then began to
- sink, the shearers' lower parts becoming steeped in
- embrowning twilight, whilst their heads and shoulders
- were still enjoying day, touched with a yellow of self-
- sustained brilliancy that seemed inherent rather than
- acquired.
-
- The sun went down in an ochreous mist; but they
- sat, and talked on, and grew as merry as the gods in
- Homer's heaven. Bathsheba still remained enthroned
- inside the window, and occupied herself in knitting,
- from which she sometimes looked up to view the fading
- scene outside. The slow twilight expanded and enveloped
- them completely before the signs of moving were shown.
-
- Gabriel suddenly missed Farmer Boldwood from his
- place at the bottom of the table. How long he had
- been gone Oak did not know; but he had apparently
- withdrawn into the encircling dusk. Whilst he was
- thinking of this, Liddy brought candles into the back
- part of the room overlooking the shearers, and their
- lively new flames shone down the table and over the
- men, and dispersed among the green shadows behind.
-
- Bathsheba's form, still in its original position, was now
- again distinct between their eyes and the light, which
- revealed that Boldwood had gone inside the room, and
- was sitting near her.
-
- Next came the question of the evening. Would Miss
- Everdene sing to them the song she always sang so
- charmingly -- " The Banks of Allan Water" -- before they
- went home?
- After a moment's consideration Bathsheba assented,
- beckoning to Gabriel, who hastened up into the coveted
- atmosphere.
-
- "Have you brought your flute? " she whispered.
-
- "Yes, miss,"
-
- "Play to my singing, then,"
-
- She stood up in the window-opening, facing the
- men, the candles behind her, Gabriel on her right hand,
- immediately outside the sash-frame. Boldwood had
- drawn up on her left, within the room. Her singing
- was soft and rather tremulous at first, but it soon swelled
- to a steady clearness. Subsequent events caused one
- of the verses to be remembered for many months, and
- even years, by more than one of those who were gathered
- there: --
- For his bride a soldier sought her,
- And a winning tongue had he:
-
- On the banks of Allan Water
- None was gay as she!
- In addition to the dulcet piping of Gabriel's flute,
- Boldwood supplied a bass in his customary profound
- voice, uttering his notes so softly, however, as to abstain
- entirely from making anything like an ordinary duet of
- the song; they rather formed a rich unexplored shadow,
- which threw her tones into relief. The shearers reclined
- against each other as at suppers in the early ages of the
- world, and so silent and absorbed were they that her
- breathing could almost be heard between the bars; and
- at the end of the ballad, when the last tone loitered on
- to an inexpressible close, there arose that buzz of
- pleasure which is the attar of applause.
-
- It is scarcely necessary to state that Gabriel could
- not avoid noting the farmer's bearing to-night towards
- their entertainer. Yet there was nothing exceptional in
- his actions beyond what appertained to his time of
- performing them. It was when the rest were all looking
- away that Boldwood observed her; when they regarded
- her he turned aside; when they thanked or praised he
- was silent; when they were inattentive he murmured
- his thanks. The meaning lay in the difference between
- actions, none of which had any meaning of itself;
- and the necessity of being jealous, which lovers are
- troubled with, did not lead Oak to underestimate these
- signs.
-
- Bathsheba then wished them good-night, withdrew
- from the window, and retired to the back part of the
- room, Boldwood thereupon closing the sash and the
- shutters, and remaining inside with her. Oak wandered
- away under the quiet and scented trees. Recovering
- from the softer impressions produced by Bathsheba's
- voice, the shearers rose to leave, Coggan turning to
- Pennyways as he pushed back the bench to pass out: --
- "I like to give praise where praise is due, and the
- man deserves it -- that 'a do so." he remarked, looking at
- the worthy thief, as if he were the masterpiece of some
- world-renowned artist.
-
- "I'm sure I should never have believed it if we hadn't
- proved it, so to allude," hiccupped Joseph Poorgrass, "that
- every cup, every one of the best knives and forks, and
- every empty bottle be in their place as perfect now as
- at the beginning, and not one stole at all.
-
- "I'm sure I don't deserve half the praise you give
- me." said the virtuous thief, grimly.
-
- "Well, I'll say this for Pennyways." added Coggan,
- "that whenever he do really make up his mind to do a
- noble thing in the shape of a good action, as I could
- see by his face he. did to-night afore sitting down, he's
- generally able to carry it out. Yes, I'm proud to say.
-
- neighbours, that he's stole nothing at all.
-
- "Well." -- 'tis an honest deed, and we thank ye for it,
- Pennyways." said Joseph; to which opinion the remainder
- of the company subscribed unanimously.
-
- At this time of departure, when nothing more was
- visible of the inside of the parlour than a thin and still
- chink of light between the shutters, a passionate scene
- was in course of enactment there,"
-
- Miss Everdene and Boldwood were alone. Her
- cheeks had lost a great deal of their healthful fire from
- the very seriousness of her position; but her eye was
- bright with the excitement of a triumph -- though it was
- a triumph which had rather been contemplated than
- desired.
-
- She was standing behind a low arm-chair, from which
- she had just risen, and he was kneeling in it -- inclining
- himself over its back towards her, and holding her hand
- in both his own. His body moved restlessly, and it was
- with what Keats daintily calls a too happy happiness.
-
- This unwonted abstraction by love of all dignity from
- a man of whom it had ever seemed the chief component,
- was, in its distressing incongruity, a pain to her which
- quenched much of the pleasure she derived from the
- proof that she was idolized.
-
- "I will try to love you." she was saying, in a trembling
- voice quite unlike her usual self-confidence. "And if I
- can believe in any way that I shall make you a good
- wife I shall indeed be willing to marry you. But, Mr.
-
- Boldwood, hesitation on so high a matter is honourable
- in any woman, and I don't want to give a solemn
- promise to-night. I would rather ask you to wait a few
- weeks till I can see my situation better."But you have every reason to
- believe that then -- -- "
- "I have every reason to hope that at the end of the five or
- six weeks, between this time and harvest, that
- you say you are going to be away from home, I shall be
- able to promise to be your wife." she said, firmly. "But
- remember this distinctly, I don't promise yet,"
-
- "It is enough I don't ask more. I can wait on
- those dear words. And now, Miss Everdene, good-
- night!"
-
- "Good-night." she said, graciously -- almost tenderly;
- and Boldwood withdrew with a serene smile.
-
- Bathsheba knew more of him now; he had entirely
- bared his heart before her, even until he had almost
- worn in her eyes the sorry look of a grand bird without
- the feathers that make it grand. She had been awe-
- struck at her past temerity, and was struggling to make
- amends without thinking whether the sin quite deserved
- the penalty she was schooling herself to pay. To have
- brought all this about her ears was terrible; but after a
- while the situation was not without a fearful joy. The
- facility with which even the most timid woman some-
- times acquire a relish for the dreadful when that is
- amalgamated with a little triumph, is marvellous.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
-
-
- THE SAME NIGHT -- THE FIR PLANTATION
-
-
- AMONG the multifarious duties which Bathsheba had
- voluntarily imposed upon herself by dispensing with the
- services of a bailiff, was the particular one of looking
- round the homestead before going to bed, to see that
- all was right and safe for the night. Gabriel had almost
- constantly preceded her in this tour every evening,
- watching her affairs as carefully as any specially appointed
- officer of surveillance could have done; but this tender
- devotion was to a great extent unknown to his mistress,
- and as much as was known was somewhat thanklessly
- received. Women are never tired of bewailing man's
- fickleness in love, but they only seem to snub his con-
- stancy.
-
- As watching is best done invisibly, she usually carried
- a dark lantern in her hand, and every now and then
- turned on the light to examine nooks and corners with
- the coolness of a metropolitan policeman. This cool-
- ness may have owed its existence not so much to her
- fearlessness of expected danger as to her freedom from
- the suspicion of any; her worst anticipated discovery
- being that a horse might not be well bedded, the fowls
- not all in, or a door not closed.
-
- This night the buildings were inspected as usual,
- and she went round to the farm paddock. Here the
- only sounds disturbing the stillness were steady munch-
- ings of many mouths, and stentorian breathings from all
- but invisible noses, ending in snores and puffs like the
- blowing of bellows slowly. Then the munching would
- recommence, when the lively imagination might assist
- the eye to discern a group of pink-white nostrils, shaped
- as caverns, and very clammy and humid on their sur-
- faces, not exactly pleasant to the touch until one got
- used to them; the mouths beneath having a great
- partiality for closing upon any loose end of Bathsheba's
- apparel which came within reach of their tongues.
-
- Above each of these a still keener vision suggested a
- brown forehead and two staring though not unfriendly
- eyes, and above all a pair of whitish crescent-shaped
- horns like two particularly new moons, an occasional
- stolid " moo!" proclaiming beyond the shade of a doubt
- that these phenomena were the features and persons of
- Daisy, Whitefoot, Bonny-lass, Jolly-O, Spot, Twinkle-eye,
- etc., etc. -- the respectable dairy of Devon cows belonging
- to Bathsheba aforesaid.
-
- Her way back to the house was by a path through a
- young plantation of tapering firs, which had been planted
- some years earlier to shelter the premises from the north
- wind. By reason of the density of the interwoven foliage
- overhead, it was gloomy there at cloudless noontide,
- twilight in the evening, dark as midnight at dusk, and
- black as the ninth plague of Egypt at midnight. To
- describe the spot is to call it a vast, low, naturally formed
- hall, the plumy ceiling of which was supported by slender
- pillars of living wood, the floor being covered with a soft
- dun carpet of dead spikelets and mildewed cones, with
- a tuft of grass-blades here and there.
-
- This bit of the path was always the crux of the
- night's ramble, though, before starting, her apprehen-
- sions of danger were not vivid enough to lead her to
- take a companion. Slipping along here covertly as
- Time, Bathsheba fancied she could hear footsteps enter-
- ing the track at the opposite end. It was certainly a
- rustle of footsteps. Her own instantly fell as gently as
- snowflakes. She reassured herself by a remembrance
- that the path was public, and that the traveller was
- probably some villager returning home; regetting, at
- the same time, that the meeting should be about to
- occur in the darkest point of her route, even though
- only just outside her own door.
-
- The noise approached, came close, and a figure was
- apparently on the point of gliding past her when some-
- thing tugged at her skirt and pinned it forcibly to the
- ground. The instantaneous check nearly threw Bath-
- sheba off her balance. In recovering she struck against
- warm clothes and buttons.
-
- "A rum start, upon my soul!" said a masculine voice,
- a foot or so above her head. "Have I hurt you, mate?"
-
- "No." said Bathsheba, attempting to shrink a way.
-
- "We have got hitched together somehow, I think,"
-
- "Yes,"
-
- "Are you a woman?"
-
- "Yes,"
-
- "A lady, I should have said,"
-
- "It doesn't matter,"
-
- "I am a man,"
-
- "Oh!"
-
- Bathsheba softly tugged again, but to no purpose.
-
- "Is that a dark lantern you have? I fancy so." said
- the man.
-
- "Yes,"
-
- "If you'll allow me I'll open it, and set you free,"
-
- A hand seized the lantern, the door was opened, the
- rays burst out from their prison, and Bathsheba beheld
- her position with astonishment.
-
- The man to whom she was hooked was brilliant in
- brass and scarlet. He was a soldier. His sudden
- appearance was to darkness what the sound of a trumpet
- is to silense. Gloom, the genius loci at all times hitherto,
- was now totally overthrown, less by the lantern-light
- than by what the lantern lighted. The contrast of this
- revelation with her anticipations of some sinister figure
- in sombre garb was so great that it had upon her the
- effect of a fairy transformation.
-
- It was immediately apparent that the military man's
- spur had become entangled in the gimp which decorated
- the skirt of her dress. He caught a view of her face.
-
- "I'll unfasten you in one moment, miss." he said,
- with new-born gallantry.
-
- "O no -- I can do it, thank you." she hastily replied,
- and stooped for the performance.
-
- The unfastening was not such a trifling affair. The
- rowel of the spur had so wound itself among the gimp
- cords in those few moments, that separation was likely
- to be a matter of time.
-
- He too stooped, and the lantern standing on the
- ground betwixt them threw the gleam from its open side
- among the fir-tree needles and the blades of long damp
- grass with the effect of a large glowworm. It radiated
- upwards into their faces, and sent over half the planta-
- tion gigantic shadows of both man and woman, each
- dusky shape becoming distorted and mangled upon the
- tree-trunks till it wasted to nothing.
-
- He looked hard into her eyes when she raised them
- for a moment; Bathsheba looked down again, for his
- gaze was too strong to be received point-blank with her
- own. But she had obliquely noticed that he was young
- and slim, and that he wore three chevrons upon his
- sleeve.
-
- Bathsheba pulled again.
-
- "You are a prisoner, miss; it is no use blinking the
- matter." said the soldier, drily. "I must cut your dress
- if you are in such a hurry,"
-
- "Yes -- please do!" she exclaimed, helplessly. "
- "It wouldn't be necessary if you could wait a
- moment," and he unwound a cord from the little
- wheel. She withdrew her own hand, but, whether by
- accident or design, he touched it. Bathsheba was
- vexed; she hardly knew why.
-
- His unravelling went on, but it nevertheless seemed
- coming to no end. She looked at him again.
-
- "Thank you for the sight of such a beautiful face!"
-
- said the young sergeant, without ceremony.
-
- She coloured with embarrassment. "'Twas un-
- willingly shown." she replied, stiffly, and with as much
- dignity -- which was very little -- as she could infuse into
- a position of captivity
- "I like you the better for that incivility, miss." he
- said.
-
- "I should have liked -- I wish -- you had never shown
- yourself to me by intruding here!" She pulled again,
- and the gathers of her dress began to give way like
- liliputian musketry.
-
- "I deserve the chastisement your words give me.
-
- But why should such a fair and dutiful girl have such
- an aversion to her father's sex?"
-
- "Go on your way, please,"
-
- "What, Beauty, and drag you after me? Do but
- look; I never saw such a tangle!"
-
- "O, 'tis shameful of you; you have been making
- it worse on purpose to keep me here -- you have!"
-
- "Indeed, I don't think so." said the sergeant, with a
- merry twinkle.
-
- "I tell you you have!" she exclaimed, in high
- temper. I insist upon undoing it. Now, allow me!"
-
- "Certainly, miss; I am not of steel." He added a
- sigh which had as much archness in it as a sigh could
- possess without losing its nature altogether. "I am
- thankful for beauty, even when 'tis thrown to me like
- a bone to a dog. These moments will be over too
- soon!"
-
- She closed her lips in a determined silence.
-
- Bathsheba was revolving in her mind whether by a
- bold and desperate rush she could free herself at the
- risk of leaving her skirt bodily behind her. The
- thought was too dreadful. The dress -- which she had
- put on to appear stately at the supper -- was the head
- and front of her wardrobe; not another in her stock
- became her so well. What woman in Bathsheba's
- position, not naturally timid, and within call of her
- retainers, would have bought escape from a dashing
- soldier at so dear a price?
- "All in good time; it will soon be done, I perceive,"
- said her cool friend.
-
- "This trifling provokes, and -- and -- -- "
- "Not too cruel!"
-
- "-- Insults me!"
-
- "It is done in order that I may have the pleasure
- of apologizing to so charming a woman, which I
- straightway do most humbly, madam." he said, bowing
- low.
-
- Bathsheba really knew not what to say.
-
- "I've seen a good many women in my time,
- continued the young man in a murmur, and more
- thoughtfully than hitherto, critically regarding her bent
- head at the same time; "but I've never seen a woman
- so beautiful as you. Take it or leave it -- be offended
- or like it -- I don't care,"
-
- "Who are you, then, who can so well afford to
- despise opinion?"
-
- "No stranger. Sergeant Troy. I am staying in
- this place. -- There! it is undone at last, you see.
-
- Your light fingers were more eager than mine. I wish it
- had been the knot of knots, which there's no untying!"
-
- This was worse and worse. She started up, and so
- did he. How to decently get away from him -- that
- was her difficulty now. She sidled off inch by inch,
- the lantern in her hand, till she could see the redness
- of his coat no longer.
-
- "Ah, Beauty; good-bye!" he said.
-
- She made no reply, and, reaching a distance of
- twenty or thirty yards, turned about, and ran indoors.
-
- Liddy had just retired to rest. In ascending to her
- own chamber, Bathsheba opened the girl's door an
- inch or two, and, panting, said --
- "Liddy, is any soldier staying in the village --
- sergeant somebody -- rather gentlemanly for a sergeant,
- and good looking -- a red coat with blue facings?"
-
- "No, miss ... No, I say; but really it might be
- Sergeant Troy home on furlough, though I have not
- seen him. He was here once in that way when the
- regiment was at Casterbridge,"
-
- "Yes; that's the name. Had he a moustache -- no
- whiskers or beard?"
-
- "He had,"
-
- "What kind of a person is he?"
-
- "O! miss -- I blush to name it -- a gay man! But
- I know him to be very quick and trim, who might have
- made his thousands, like a squire. Such a clever
- young dandy as he is! He's a doctor's son by name,
- which is a great deal; and he's an earl's son by
- nature!"
-
- "Which is a great deal more. Fancy! Is it true?"
-
- "Yes. And, he was brought up so well, and sent to
- Casterbridge Grammar School for years and years.
-
- Learnt all languages while he was there; and it was
- said he got on so far that he could take down Chinese
- in shorthand; but that I don't answer for, as it was
- only reported. However, he wasted his gifted lot,
- and listed a soldier; but even then he rose to be a
- sergeant without trying at all. Ah! such a blessing it
- is to be high-born; nobility of blood will shine out even
- in the ranks and files. And is he really come home,
- miss?"
-
- "I believe so. Good-night, Liddy,"
-
- After all, how could a cheerful wearer of skirts
- be permanently offended with the man? There are
- occasions when girls like Bathsheba will put up with
- a great deal of unconventional behaviour. When they
- want to be praised, which is often, when they want to
- be mastered, which is sometimes; and when they want
- no nonsense, which is seldom. Just now the first
- feeling was in the ascendant with Bathsheba, with a dash
- of the second. Moreover, by chance or by devilry, the
- ministrant was antecedently made interesting by being
- a handsome stranger who had evidently seen better
- days.
-
- So she could not clearly decide whether it was her
- opinion that he had insulted her or not. "
- "Was ever anything so odd!" she at last exclaimed
- to herself, in her own room. "And was ever anything
- so meanly done as what I did do to sulk away like that
- from a man who was only civil and kind!" Clearly she
- did not think his barefaced praise of her person an
- insult now.
-
- It was a fatal omission of Boldwood's that he had
- never once told her she was beautiful.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
-
-
- THE NEW ACQUAINTANCE DESCRIBED
-
-
- IDIOSYNCRASY and vicissitude had combined to
- stamp Sergeant Troy as an exceptional being.
-
- He was a man to whom memories were an in-
- cumbrance, and anticipations a superfluity. Simply
- feeling, considering, and caring for what was before his
- eyes, he was vulnerable only in the present. His out-
- look upon time was as a transient flash of the eye now
- and then: that projection of consciousness into days
- gone by and to come, which makes the past a synonym
- for the pathetic and the future a word for circum-
- spection, was foreign to Troy. With him the past
- was yesterday; the future, to-morrow; never, the day
- after.
-
- On this account he might, in certain lights, have
- been regarded as one of the most fortunate of his
- order. For it may be argued with great plausibility
- that reminiscence is less an endowment than a disease,
- and that expectation in its only comfortable form -- that
- of absolute faith -- is practically an impossibility; whilst
- in the form of hope and the secondary compounds,
- patience, impatience, resolve, curiosity, it is a constant
- fluctuation between pleasure and pain.
-
- Sergeant Troy, being entirely innocent of the
- practice of expectation, was never disappointed. To
- set against this negative gain there may have been
- some positive losses from a certain narrowing of the
- higher tastes and sensations which it entailed. But
- limitation of the capacity is never recognized as a loss
- by the loser therefrom: in this attribute moral or
- aesthetic poverty contrasts plausibly with material, since
- those who suffer do not mind it, whilst those who mind
- it soon cease to suffer. It is not a denial of anything
- to have been always without it, and what Troy had
- never enjoyed he did not miss; but, being fully
- conscious that what sober people missed he enjoyed,
- his capacity, though really less, seemed greater than
- theirs.
-
- He was moderately truthful towards men, but to
- women lied like a Cretan -- a system of ethics above all
- others calculated to win popularity at the first flush of
- admission into lively society; and the possibility of the
- favour gained being transitory had reference only to
- the future.
-
- He never passed the line which divides the spruce
- vices from the ugly; and hence, though his morals had
- hardly been applauded, disapproval of them" had fre-
- quently been tempered with a smile. This treatment
- had led to his becoming a sort of regrater of other
- men's gallantries, to his own aggrandizement as a
- Corinthian, rather than to the moral profit of his
- hearers.
-
- His reason and his propensities had seldom any
- reciprocating influence, having separated by mutual
- consent long ago: thence it sometimes happened that,
- while his intentions were as honourable as could be
- wished, any particular deed formed a dark background
- which threw them into fine relief. The sergeant's
- vicious phases being the offspring of impulse, and
- his virtuous phases of cool meditation, the latter
- had a modest tendency to be oftener heard of than
- seen.
-
- Troy was full of activity, but his activities were less of
- a locomotive than a vegetative nature; and, never being
- based upon any original choice of foundation or direc-
- tion, they were exercised on whatever object chance
- might place in their way. Hence, whilst he sometimes
- reached the brilliant in speech because that -was
- spontaneous, he fell below the commonplace in action,
- from inability to guide incipient effort. He had a
- quick comprehension and considerable force of char-
- acter; but, being without the power to combine them,
- the comprehension became engaged with trivialities
- whilst waiting for the will to direct it, and the force
- wasted itself in useless grooves through unheeding the
- comprehension.
-
- He was a fairly well-educated man for one of middle
- class -- exceptionally well educated for a common soldier.
-
- He spoke fluently and unceasingly. He could in this
- way be one thing and seem another: for instance, he
- could speak of love and think of dinner; call on the
- intend to owe.
-
- The wondrous power of flattery in passados at woman
- is a perception so universal as to be remarked upon by
- many people almost as automatically as they repeat a
- proverb, or say that they are Christians and the like,
- without thinking much of the enormous corollaries
- which spring from the proposition. Still less is it acted
- upon for the good of the complemental being alluded
- to. With the majority such an opinion is shelved with
- all those trite aphorisms which require some catastrophe
- to bring their tremendous meanings thoroughly home.
-
- When expressed with some amount of reflectiveness it
- seems co-ordinate with a belief that this flattery must
- be reasonable to be effective. It is to the credit of
- men that few attempt to settle the question by experi-
- ment, and it is for their happiness, perhaps, that accident
- has never settled it for them. Nevertheless, that a
- male dissembler who by deluging her with untenable
- fictions charms the female wisely, may acquire powers
- reaching to the extremity of perdition, is a truth taught
- to many by unsought and wringing occurrences. And
- some profess to have attained to the same knowledge
- by experiment as aforesaid, and jauntily continue their
- indulgence in such experiments with terrible effect.
-
- Sergeant Troy was one.
-
- He had been known to observe casually that in
- dealing with womankind the only alternative to flattery
- was cursing and swearing. There was no third method.
-
- "Treat them fairly, and you are a lost man." he would
- say.
-
- This philosopher's public appearance in Weatherbury
- promptly followed his arrival there. A week or two
- after the shearing, Bathsheba, feeling a nameless relief
- of spirits on account of Boldwood's absence, approached
- her hayfields and looked over the hedge towards the
- haymakers. They consisted in about equal proportions
- of gnarled and flexuous forms, the former being the
- men, the latter the women, who wore tilt bonnets
- covered with nankeen, which hung in a curtain upon
- their shoulders. Coggan and Mark Clark were mowing
- in a less forward meadow, Clark humming a tune to
- the strokes of his scythe, to which Jan made no attempt
- to keep time with his. In the first mead they were
- already loading hay, the women raking it into cocks
- and windrows, and the men tossing it upon the
- waggon.
-
- From behind the waggon a bright scarlet spot
- emerged, and went on loading unconcernedly with the
- rest. It was the gallant sergeant, who had come hay-
- making for pleasure; and nobody could deny that he
- was doing the mistress of the farm real knight-service
- by this voluntary contribution of his labour at a busy
- time.
-
- As soon as she had entered the field Troy saw her,
- and sticking his pitchfork into the ground and picking
- up his crop or cane, he came forward. Bathsheba
- blushed with half-angry embarrassment, and adjusted
- her eyes as well as her feet to the direct line of her
- path.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
-
-
- SCENE ON THE VERGE OF THE HAY-MEAD
-
-
- "AH, Miss Everdene!" said the sergeant, touching his
- diminutive cap. "Little did I think it was you I was
- speaking to the other night. And yet, if I had reflected,
- the "Queen of the Corn-market" (truth is truth at any
- hour of the day or night, and I heard you so named in
- Casterbridge yesterday), the "Queen of the Corn-market,"
-
- I say, could be no other woman. I step across now to
- beg your forgiveness a thousand times for having been
- led by my feelings to express myself too strongly for a
- stranger. To be sure I am no stranger to the place --
- I am Sergeant Troy, as I told you, and I have assisted
- your uncle in these fields no end of times when I was a
- lad. I have been doing the same for you today,"
-
- "I suppose I must thank you for that, Sergeant
- Troy." said the Queen of the Corn-market, in an in-
- differently grateful tone.
-
- The sergeant looked hurt and sad. "Indeed you
- must not, Miss Everdene." he said. "Why could you
- think such a thing necessary?"
-
- "I am glad it is not,"
-
- "Why? if I may ask without offence,"
-
- "Because I don't much want to thank you for any"
- thing,"
-
- "I am afraid I have made a hole with my tongue
- that my heart will never mend. O these intolerable
- times: that ill-luck should follow a man for honestly
- telling a woman she is beautiful! 'Twas the most I
- said -- you must own that; and the least I could say --
- that I own myself,"
-
- "There is some talk I could do without more easily
- than money,"
-
- "Indeed. That remark is a sort of digression,"
-
- "No. It means that I would rather have your room
- than your company,"
-
- "And I would rather have curses from you than
- kisses from any other woman; so I'll stay here,"
-
- Bathsheba was absolutely speechless. And yet she
- could not help feeling that the assistance he was render-
- ing forbade a harsh repulse.
-
- "Well." continued Troy, "I suppose there is a praise
- which is rudeness, and that may be mine. At the
- same time there is a treatment which is injustice, and
- that may be yours. Because a plain blunt man, who
- has never been taught concealment, speaks out his
- mind without exactly intending it, he's to be snapped
- off like the son of a sinner,"
-
- "Indeed there's no such case between us." she said,
- turning away. "I don't allow strangers to be bold and
- impudent -- even in praise of me,"
-
- "Ah -- it is not the fact but the method which offends
- you." he said, carelessly. "But I have the sad satis-
- faction of knowing that my words, whether pleasing or
- offensive, are unmistakably true. Would you have had
- me look at you, and tell my acquaintance that you are
- quite a common-place woman, to save you the embar-
- rassment of being stared at if they come near you?
- Not I. I couldn't tell any such ridiculous lie about
- a beauty to encourage a single woman in England in
- too excessive a modesty,"
-
- "It is all pretence -- what you are saying!" exclaimed
- Bathsheba, laughing in spite of herself at the sergeant's
- sly method. "You have a rare invention, Sergeant
- Troy. Why couldn't you have passed by me that
- night, and said nothing? -- that was all I meant to
- reproach you for,"
-
- "Because I wasn't going to. Half the pleasure of
- a feeling lies in being able to express it on the spur of
- the moment, and I let out mine. It would have been
- just the same if you had been the reverse person -- ugly
- and old -- I should have exclaimed about it in the same
- way. "
- "How long is it since you have been so afflicted with
- strong feeling, then?"
-
- "Oh, ever since I was big enough to know loveliness
- from deformity,"
-
- "'Tis to be hoped your sense of the difference you
- speak of doesn't stop at faces, but extends to morals as
- well. "
- "I won't speak of morals or religion -- my own or
- anybody else's. Though perhaps I should have been a
- very good Christian if you pretty women hadn't made
- me an idolater,"
-
- Bathsheba moved on to hide the irrepressible dimp-
- lings of merriment. Troy followed, whirling his crop.
-
- "But -- Miss Everdene -- you do forgive me?"
-
- "Hardly. "
- "Why?"
-
- "You say such things,"
-
- "I said you were beautiful, and I'll say so still; for,
- by -- so you are! The most beautiful ever I saw, or
- may I fall dead this instant! Why, upon my -- -- "
- "Don't -- don't! I won't listen to you -- you are so
- profane!" she said, in a restless state between distress
- at hearing him and a penchant to hear more.
-
- "I again say you are a most fascinating woman.
-
- There's nothing remarkable in my saying so, is there?
- I'm sure the fact is evident enough. Miss Everdene,
- my opinion may be too forcibly let out to please you,
- and, for the matter of that, too insignificant to convince
- you, but surely it is honest, and why can't it be ex-
- cused? "
- "Because it -- it isn't a correct one." she femininely
- murmured.
-
- "O, fie -- fie-! Am I any worse for breaking the
- third of that Terrible Ten than you for breaking the
- ninth?"
-
- "Well, it doesn't seem quite true to me that I am
- fascinating." she replied evasively.
-
- "Not so to you: then I say with all respect that, if
- so, it is owing to your modesty, Miss Everdene. But
- surely you must have been told by everybody of what
- everybody notices? and you should take their words
- for it,"
-
- "They don't say so exactly,"
-
- "O yes, they must!"
-
- "Well, I mean to my face, as you do." she went on,
- allowing herself to be further lured into a conversation
- that intention had rigorously forbidden.
-
- "But you know they think so?"
-
- "No -- that is -- I certainly have heard Liddy say
- they do, but -- --" She paused.
-
- Capitulation -- that was the purport of the simple
- reply, guarded as it was -- capitulation, unknown to her-
- self. Never did a fragile tailless sentence convey a
- more perfect meaning. The careless sergeant smiled
- within himself, and probably too the devil smiled from
- a loop-hole in Tophet, for the moment was the turning-
- point of a career. Her tone and mien signified beyond
- mistake that the seed which was to lift the foundation
- had taken root in the chink: the remainder was a mere
- question of time and natural changes.
-
- "There the truth comes out!" said the soldier, in
- reply. "Never tell me that a young lady can live in a
- buzz of admiration without knowing something about it.
-
- Ah." well, Miss Everdene, you are -- pardon my blunt
- way -- you are rather an injury to our race than other-
- wise.
-
- "How -- indeed?" she said, opening her eyes.
-
- "O, it is true enough. I may as well be hung for
- a sheep as a lamb (an old country saying, not of much
- account, but it will do for a rough soldier), and so I
- will speak my mind, regardless of your pleasure, and
- without hoping or intending to get your pardon. Why,
- Miss Everdene, it is in this manner that your good
- looks may do more. harm than good in the world,"
-
- The sergeant looked down the mead in critical abstrac-
- ion. "Probably some one man on an average falls in"
- love, with each ordinary woman. She can marry him:
-
- he is content, and leads a useful life. Such women as
- you a hundred men always covet -- your eyes will be-
- witch scores on scores into an unavailing fancy for you
- you can only marry one of that many. Out of these
- say twenty will endeavour to. drown the bitterness of
- espised love in drink; twenty more will mope away
- their lives without a wish or attempt to make a mark in
- he world, because they have no ambition apart from
- their attachment to you; twenty more -- the susceptible
- person myself possibly among them -- will be always
- draggling after you, getting where they may just see
- you, doing desperate things. Men are such constant
- fools! The rest may try to get over their passion with
- more or less success. But all these men will be
- saddened. And not only those ninety-nine men, but
- the ninety-nine women they might have married are
- saddened with them. There's my tale. That's why I
- say that a woman so charming as yourself, Miss Ever-
- dene, is hardly a blessing to her race,"
-
- The handsome sergeant's features were during this
- speech as rigid and stern as John Knox's in addressing
- his gay young queen.
-
- Seeing she made no reply, he said, "Do you read
- French?"
-
- "No; I began, but when I got to the verbs, father
- died." she said simply.
-
- "I do -- when I have an opportunity, which latterly
- has not been often (my mother was a Parisienne) -- and
- there's a proverb they have, Qui aime bien chatie bien
- -- "He chastens who loves well." Do you understand
- me?
- "Ah!" she replied, and there was even a little tremu-
- lousness in the usually cool girl's voice; "if you can
- only fight half as winningly as you can talk, you are
- able to make a pleasure of a bayonet wound!" And
- then poor Bathsheba instantly perceived her slip in
- making this admission: in hastily trying to retrieve it,
- she went from bad to worse. "Don't, however, suppose
- that I derive any pleasure from what you tell me,"
-
- "I know you do not -- I know it perfectly." said Troy,
- with much hearty conviction on the exterior of his face:
-
- and altering the expression to moodiness; "when a
- dozen men arfe ready to speak tenderly to you, and
- give the admiration you deserve without adding the
- warning you need, it stands to reason that my poor
- rough-and-ready mixture of praise and blame cannot
- convey much pleasure. Fool as I may be, I am not so
- conceited as to suppose that!"
-
- "I think you -- are conceited, nevertheless." said
- Bathsheba, looking askance at a reed she was fitfully
- pulling with one hand, having lately grown feverish
- under the soldier's system of procedure -- not because
- the nature of his cajolery was entirely unperceived, but
- because its vigour was overwhelming.
-
- "I would not own it to anybody else -- nor do I
- exactly to you. Still, there might have been some self-
- conceit in my foolish supposition the other night. I
- knew that what I said in admiration might be an
- opinion too often forced upon you to give any pleasure
- but I certainly did think that the kindness of your
- nature might prevent you judging an uncontrolled
- tongue harshly -- which you have done -- and thinking
- badly of me and wounding me this morning, when I
- am working hard to save your hay,"
-
- "Well, you need not think more of that: perhaps you
- did not mean to be rude to me by speaking out your
- mind: indeed, I believe you did not." said the shrewd
- woman, in painfully innocent earnest. "And I thank
- you for giving help here. But -- but mind you don't
- speak to me again in that way, or in any other, unless
- I speak to you,"
-
- "O, Miss Bathsheba! That is to hard!"
-
- "No, it isn't. Why is it?"
-
- "You will never speak to me; for I shall not be
- here long. I am soon going back again to the miser-
- able monotony of drill -- and perhaps our regiment will
- be ordered out soon. And yet you take away the one
- little ewe-lamb of pleasure that I have in this dull life
- of mine. Well, perhaps generosity is not a woman's
- most marked characteristic,"
-
- "When are you going from here?" she asked, with
- some interest.
-
- "In a month,"
-
- "But how can it give you pleasure to speak to me?"
-
- "Can you ask Miss Everdene -- knowing as you do
- -- what my offence is based on?"
-
- "I you do care so much for a silly trifle of that
- kind, then, I don't mind doing it." she uncertainly and
- doubtingly answered. "But you can't really care for a
- word from me? you only say so -- I think you only
- say so,"
-
- "that's unjust -- but I won't repeat the remark. I
- am too gratified to get such a mark of your friendship
- at any price to cavil at the tone. I do Miss Everdene,
- care for it. You may think a man foolish to want a
- mere word -- just a good morning. Perhaps he is -- I
- don't know. But you have never been a man looking
- upon a woman, and that woman yourself,"
-
- "Well,"
-
- "Then you know nothing of what such an experience
- is like -- and Heaven forbid that you ever should!"
-
- "Nonsense, flatterer! What is it like? I am
- interested in knowing,"
-
- "Put shortly, it is not being able to think, hear, or
- look in any direction except one without wretchedness,
- nor there without torture,"
-
- "Ah, sergeant, it won't do -- you are pretending!" she
- said, shaking her head." Your words are too dashing
- to be true,"
-
- "I am not, upon the honour of a soldier"
- "But why is it so? -- Of course I ask for mere pas-
- time,"
-
- Because you are so distracting -- and I am so
- distracted. "
- "You look like it,"
-
- "I am indeed,"
-
- "Why, you only saw me the other night!"
-
- "That makes no difference. The lightning works in-
- stantaneously. I loved you then, at once -- as I do now,"
-
- Bathsheba surveyed him curiously, from the feet
- upward, as high as she liked to venture her glance,
- which was not quite so high as his eyes.
-
- "You cannot and you don"t." she said demurely.
-
- "There is-no such sudden feeling in people. I won't
- listen to you any longer. Hear me, I wish I knew what
- o'clock it is -- I am going -- I have wasted too much time
- here already!"
-
- The sergeant looked at his watch and told her.
-
- "What, haven't you a watch, miss?" he inquired.
-
- "I have not just at present -- I am about to get a
- new one,"
-
- "No. You shall be given one. Yes -- you shall.
-
- A gift, Miss Everdene -- a gift,"
-
- And before she knew what the young -- man was
- intending, a heavy gold watch was in her hand.
-
- "It is an unusually good one for a man like me to
- possess." he quietly said. "That watch has a history.
-
- Press the spring and open the back,"
-
- She did so.
-
- "What do you see?"
-
- "A crest and a motto,"
-
- "A coronet with five points, and beneath, Cedit amor
- rebus -- "Love yields to circumstance." It's the motto
- of the Earls of Severn. That watch belonged to the
- last lord, and was given to my mother's husband, a
- medical man, for his use till I came of age, when it was
- to be given to me. It was all the fortune that ever I
- inherited. That watch has regulated imperial interests
- in its time -- the stately ceremonial, the courtly assigna-
- tion, pompous travels, and lordly sleeps. Now it is
- yours.
-
- "But, Sergeant Troy, I cannot take this -- I cannot!"
-
- she exclaimed, with round-eyed wonder. "A gold watch!
- What are you doing? Don't be such a dissembler!"
-
- The sergeant retreated to avoid receiving back his
- gift, which she held out persistently towards him.
-
- Bathsheba followed as he retired.
-
- "Keep it -- do, Miss Everdene -- keep it!" said the
- erratic child of impulse. "The fact of your possessing
- it makes it worth ten times as much to me. A more
- plebeian one will answer my purpose just as well, and
- the pleasure of knowing whose heart my old one beats
- against -- well, I won't speak of that. It is in far
- worthier hands than ever it has been in before,"
-
- "But indeed I can't have it!" she said, in a perfect
- simmer of distress. "O, how can you do such a thing;
- that is if you really mean it! Give me your dead
- father's watch, and such a valuable one! You should
- not be so reckless, indeed, Sergeant Troy!"
-
- "I loved my father: good; but better, I love you
- more. That's how I can do it." said the sergeant, with
- an intonation of such exquisite fidelity to nature that it.
-
- was evidently not all acted now. Her beauty, which,
- whilst it had been quiescent, he had praised in jest,
- had in its animated phases moved him to earnest; and
- though his seriousness was less than she imagined, it
- was probably more than he imagined himself.
-
- Bathsheba was brimming with agitated bewilderment,
- and she said, in half-suspicious accents of feeling, "Can
- it be! O, how can it be, that you care for me, and
- so suddenly,! You have seen so little of me: I may
- not be really so -- so nice-looking as I seem to you.
-
- Please, do take it; O, do! I cannot and will not have
- it. Believe me, your generosity is too great. I have
- never done you a single kindness, and why should you
- be so kind to me?"
-
- A factitious reply had been again upon his lips, but
- it was again suspended, and he looked at her with an
- arrested eye. The truth was, that as she now stood --
- excited, wild, and honest as the day -- her alluring
- beauty bore out so fully the epithets he had bestowed
- upon it that he was quite startled at his temerity in
- advancing them as false. He said mechanically, "Ah,
- why?" and continued to look at her.
-
- "And my workfolk see me following you about the
- field, and are wondering. O, this is dreadful!" she
- went on, unconscious of the transmutation she was
- effecting.
-
- "I did not quite mean you to accept it at first, for it
- as my one poor patent of nobility." he broke out,
- bluntly; "but, upon my soul, I wish you would now.
-
- Without any shamming, come! Don't deny me the
- happiness of wearing it for my sake? But you are too
- lovely even to care to be kind as others are,"
-
- "No, no; don"t say so! I have reasons for reserve
- which I cannot explain,"
-
- "bet it be, then, let it be." he said, receiving back
- the watch at last; "I must be leaving you now. And
- will you speak to me for these few weeks of my stay?"
-
- "Indeed I will. Yet, I don't know if I will! O,
- why did you come and disturb me so!"
-
- "Perhaps in setting a gin, I have caught myself.
-
- Such things have happened. Well, will you let me
- work in your fields?" he coaxed.
-
- "Yes, I suppose so; if it is any pleasure to you,"
-
- "Miss Everdene, I thank you.
-
- "No, no,"
-
- "Good-bye!"
-
- The sergeant brought his hand to the cap on the
- slope of his head, saluted, and returned to the distant
- group of haymakers.
-
- Bathsheba could not face the haymakers now. Her
- heart erratically flitting hither and thither from per-
- plexed excitement, hot, and almost tearful, she retreated
- homeward, murmuring, O, what have I done! What
- does it mean! I wish I knew how much of it was
- true!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
-
-
- HIVING THE BEES
-
-
- THE Weatherbury bees were late in their swarming this
- year. It was in the latter part of June, and the day after
- the interview with Troy in the hayfield, that Bathsheba
- was standing in her garden, watching a swarm in the
- air and guessing their probable settling place. Not only
- were they late this year, but unruly. Sometimes through-
- out a whole season all the swarms would alight on the
- lowest attainable bough -- such as part of a currant-bush
- or espalier apple-tree; next year they would, with just
- the same unanimity, make straight off to the uppermost
- member of some tall, gaunt costard, or quarrenden,
- and there defy all invaders who did not come armed
- with ladders and staves to take them.
-
- This was the case at present. Bathsheba's eyes,
- shaded by one hand, were following the ascending
- multitude against the unexplorable stretch of blue till
- they ultimately halted by one of the unwieldy trees
- spoken of. A process somewhat analogous to that of
- alleged formations of the universe, time and times ago,
- was observable. The bustling swarm had swept the sky
- in a scattered and uniform haze, which now thickened to
- a nebulous centre: this glided on to a bough and grew
- still denser, till it formed a solid black spot upon the
- light.
-
- The men and women being all busily engaged in
- saving the hay -- even Liddy had left the house for the
- purpose of lending a hand -- Bathsheba resolved to hive
- the bees herself, if possible. She had dressed the hive
- with herbs and honey, fetched a ladder, brush, and
- crook, made herself impregnable with armour of leather
- gloves, straw hat, and large gauze veil -- once green but
- now faded to snuff colour -- and ascended a dozen rungs
- of the ladder. At once she heard, not ten yards off,
- a voice that was beginning to have a strange power in
- agitating her.
-
- "Miss Everdene, let me assist you; you should not
- attempt such a thing alone,"
-
- Troy was just opening the garden gate.
-
- Bathsheba flung down the brush, crook, and empty
- hive, pulled the skirt of her dress tightly round her
- ankles in a tremendous flurry, and as well as she could
- slid down the ladder. By the time she reached the
- bottom Troy was there also, and he stooped to pick
- up the hive.
-
- "How fortunate I am to have dropped in at this
- moment!" exclaimed the sergeant.
-
- She found her voice in a minute. "What! and will
- you shake them in for me?" she asked, in what, for a
- defiant girl, was a faltering way; though, for a timid
- girl, it would have seemed a brave way enough.
-
- "Will I!" said Troy. "Why, of course I will. How
- blooming you are to-day!" Troy flung down his cane
- and put his foot on the ladder to ascend.
-
- "But you must have on the veil and gloves, or you'll
- be stung fearfully!"
-
- "Ah, yes. I must put on the veil and gloves. Will
- you kindly show me how to fix them properly?"
-
- "And you must have the broad-brimmed hat, too, for
- your cap has no brim to keep the veil off, and they'd
- reach your face,"
-
- "The broad-brimmed hat, too, by all means,"
-
- So a whimsical fate ordered that her hat should be
- taken off -- veil and all attached -- and placed upon his
- head, Troy tossing his own into a gooseberry bush.
-
- Then the veil had to be tied at its lower edge round
- his collar and the gloves put on him.
-
- He looked such an extraordinary object in this guise
- that, flurried as she was, she could not avoid laughing
- outright. It was the removal of yet another stake from
- the palisade of cold manners which had kept him off
- Bathsheba looked on from the ground whilst he was
- busy sweeping and shaking the bees from the tree,
- holding up the hive with the other hand for them to
- fall into. She made use of an unobserved minute
- whilst his attention was absorbed in the operation to
- arrange her plumes a little. He came down holding
- the hive at arm's length, behind which trailed a cloud
- of bees.
-
- "Upon my life." said Troy, through the veil," holding
- up this hive makes one's arm ache worse than a week
- of sword-exercise." When the manoeuvre was complete
- he approached her. "Would you be good enough to
- untie me and let me out? I am nearly stifled inside
- this silk cage,"
-
- To hide her embarrassment during the unwonted
- process of untying the string about his neck, she said: --
- "I have never seen that you spoke of,"
-
- "What?"
-
- "The sword-exercise,"
-
- "Ah! would you like to?" said Troy.
-
- Bathsheba hesitated. She had heard wondrous
- reports from time to time by dwellers in Weatherbury,
- who had by chance sojourned awhile in Casterbridge,
- near the barracks, of this strange and glorious perform-
- ance, *tlie sword-exercise. Men and boys who had
- peeped through chinks or over walls into the barrack-
- yard returned with accounts of its being the most
- flashing affair conceivable; accoutrements and weapons
- glistening like stars-here,there,around-yet all by rule
- and compass. So she said mildly what she felt strongly.
-
- "Yes; I should like to see it very much,"
-
- "And so you shall; you shall see me go through it,"
-
- "No! How?"
-
- "Let me consider,"
-
- "Not with a walking-stick -- I don't care to see that.
-
- lt must be a real sword,"
-
- "Yes, I know; and I have no sword here; but I
- think I could get one by the evening. Now, will you
- do this?"
-
- "O no, indeed!" said Bathsheba, blushing." Thank
- you very much, but I couldn't on any account.
-
- "Surely you might? Nobody would know,"
-
- She shook her head, but with a weakened negation.
-
- "If I were to." she said, "I must bring Liddy too. Might
- I not?"
-
- Troy looked far away. "I don't see why you want
- to bring her." he said coldly.
-
- An unconscious look of assent in Bathsheba's eyes
- betrayed that something more than his coldness had
- made her also feel that Liddy Would be superfluous in
- the suggested scene. She had felt it, even whilst making
- the proposal.
-
- "Well, I won't bring Liddy -- and I'll come. But
- only for a very short time." she added; "a very short
- time,"
-
- "It will not take five minutes." said Troy.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-
-
- THE HOLLOW AMID THE FERNS
-
-
- THE hill opposite Bathsheba's dwelling extended, a
- mile off, into an uncultivated tract of land, dotted at
- this season with tall thickets of brake fern, plump and
- diaphanous from recent rapid growth, and radiant in
- hues of clear and untainted green.
-
- At eight o'clock this midsummer evening, whilst the
- bristling ball of gold in the west still swept the tips of
- the ferns with its long, luxuriant rays, a soft brushing-
- by of garments might have been heard among them,
- and Bathsheba appeared in their midst, their soft,
- feathery arms caressing her up to her shoulders. She
- paused, turned, went back over the hill and half-way
- to her own door, whence she cast a farewell glance upon
- the spot she had just left, having resolved not to remain
- near the place after all.
-
- She saw a dim spot of artificial red moving round
- the shoulder of the rise. It disappeared on the other
- side.
-
- She waited one minute -- two minutes -- thought of
- Troy's disappointment at her non-fulfilment of a promised
- engagement, till she again ran along the field, clambered
- over the bank, and followed the original direction. She
- was now literally trembling and panting at this her
- temerity in such an errant undertaking; her breath
- came and went quickly, and her eyes shone with an in-
- frequent light. Yet go she must. She reached the
- verge of a pit in the middle of the ferns. Troy stood
- in the bottom, looking up towards her.
-
- "I heard you rustling through the fern before I saw
- you." he said, coming up and giving her his hand to help
- her down the slope.
-
- The pit was a saucer-shaped concave, naturally
- formed, with a top diameter of about thirty feet, and
- shallow enough to allow the sunshine to reach their
- heads. Standing in the centre, the sky overhead was
- met by a circular horizon of fern: this grew nearly to
- the bottom of the slope and then abruptly ceased. The
- middle within the belt of verdure was floored with a
- thick flossy carpet of moss and grass intermingled, so
- yielding that the foot was half-buried within it.
-
- "Now." said Troy, producing the sword, which, as he
- raised it into the sunlight, gleamed a sort of greeting,
- like a living thing, "first, we have four right and four
- left cuts; four right and four left thrusts. Infantry cuts
- and guards are more interesting than ours, to my mind;
- but they are not so swashing. They have seven cuts
- and three thrusts. So much as a preliminary. Well,
- next, our cut one is as if you were sowing your corn --
- so." Bathsheba saw a sort of rainbow, upside down in
- the air, and Troy's arm was still again. "Cut two, as if
- you were hedging -- so. Three, as if you were reaping
- -- so." Four, as if you were threshing -- in that way.
-
- "Then the same on the left. The thrusts are these: one,
- two, three, four, right; one, two, three, four, left." He
- repeated them. "Have 'em again?" he said. "One,
- two -- -- "
- She hurriedly interrupted: "I'd rather not; though
- I don't mind your twos and fours; but your ones and
- threes are terrible!"
-
- "Very well. I'll let you off the ones and threes.
-
- Next, cuts, points and guards altogether." Troy duly
- exhibited them. "Then there's pursuing practice, in
- this way." He gave the movements as before. "There,
- those are the stereotyped forms. The infantry have
- two most diabolical upward cuts, which we are too
- humane to use. Like this -- three, four,"
-
- "How murderous and bloodthirsty!"
-
- "They are rather deathy. Now I'll be more inter-
- esting, and let you see some loose play -- giving all the
- cuts and points, infantry and cavalry, quicker than
- lightning, and as promiscuously -- with just enough rule
- to regulate instinct and yet not to fetter it. You are
- my antagonist, with this difference from real warfare,
- that I shall miss you every time by one hair's breadth,
- or perhaps two. Mind you don't flinch, whatever you
- do,"
-
- I'll be sure not to!" she said invincibly.
-
- He pointed to about a yard in front of him.
-
- Bathsheba's adventurous spirit was beginning to find
- some grains of relish in these highly novel proceedings.
-
- She took up her position as directed, facing Troy.
-
- "Now just to learn whether you have pluck enough
- to let me do what I wish, I'll give you a preliminary
- test,"
-
- He flourished the sword by way of introduction
- number two, and the next thing of which she was
- conscious was that the point and blade of the sword
- were darting with a gleam towards her left side, just
- above her hip; then of their reappearance on her right
- side, emerging as it were from between her ribs, having
- apparently passed through her body. The third item
- of consciousness was that of seeing the same sword,
- perfectly clean and free from blood held vertically in
- Troy's hand (in the position technically called "recover
- swords"). All was as quick as electricity.
-
- "Oh!" she cried out in affright, pressing her hand to
- her side." Have you run me through? -- no, you have
- not! Whatever have you done!"
-
- "I have not touched you." said Troy, quietly. "It
- was mere sleight of hand. The sword passed behind
- you. Now you are not afraid, are you? Because if
- you are l can't perform. I give my word that l will
- not only not hurt you, but not once touch you,"
-
- "I don't think I am afraid. You are quite sure you
- will not hurt me?"
-
- "Quite sure,"
-
- "Is the sWord very sharp?"
-
- "O no -- only stand as still as a statue. Now!"
-
- In an instant the atmosphere was transformed to
- Bathsheba's eyes. Beams of light caught from the low
- sun's rays, above, around, in front of her, well-nigh shut
- out earth and heaven -- all emitted in the marvellous
- evolutions of Troy's reflecting blade, which seemed
- everywhere at once, and yet nowherre specially. These
- circling gleams were accompanied by a keen rush that
- was almost a whistling -- also springing from all sides of
- her at once. In short, she was enclosed in a firmament
- of light, and of sharp hisses, resembling a sky-full of
- meteors close at hand.
-
- Never since the broadsword became the national
- weapon had there been more dexterity shown in its
- management than by the hands of Sergeant Troy, and
- never had he been in such splendid temper for the
- performance as now in the evening sunshine among the
- ferns with Bathsheba. It may safely be asserted with
- respect to the closeness of his cuts, that had it been
- possible for the edge of the sword to leave in the air a
- permanent substance wherever it flew past, the space
- left untouched would have been almost a mould of
- Bathsheba's figure.
-
- Behind the luminous streams of this aurora militaris,
- she could see the hue of Troy's sword arm, spread in a
- scarlet haze over the space covered by its motions, like
- a twanged harpstring, and behind all Troy himself,
- mostly facing her; sometimes, to show the rear cuts,
- half turned away, his eye nevertheless always keenly
- measuring her breadth and outline, and his lips tightly
- closed in sustained effort. Next, his movements lapsed
- slower, and she could see them individually. The
- hissing of the sword had ceased, and he stopped
- entirely.
-
- "That outer loose lock of hair wants tidying, he
- said, before she had moved or spoken. "Wait: I'll do
- it for you,"
-
- An arc of silver shone on her right side: the sword
- had descended. The lock droped to the ground.
-
- "Bravely borne!" said Troy. "You didn't flinch a
- shade's thickness. Wonderful in a woman!"
-
- "It was because I didn't expect it. O, you have
- spoilt my hair!"
-
- "Only once more,"
-
- "No -- no! I am afraid of you -- indeed I am!" she
- cried.
-
- "I won't touch you at all -- not even your hair. I
- am only going to kill that caterpillar settling on you.
-
- Now: still!"
-
- It appeared that a caterpillar had come from the
- fern and chosen the front of her bodice as his resting
- place. She saw the point glisten towards her bosom,
- and seemingly enter it. Bathsheba closed her eyes in
- the full persuasion that she was killed at last. How-
- ever, feeling just as usual, she opened them again.
-
- "There it is, look." said the sargeant, holding his
- sword before her eyes.
-
- The caterpillar was spitted upon its point.
-
- "Why, it is magic!" said Bathsheba, amazed.
-
- "O no -- dexterity. I merely gave point to your
- bosom where the caterpillar was, and instead of running
- you through checked the extension a thousandth of an
- inch short of your surface,"
-
- "But how could you chop off a curl of my hair with
- a sword that has no edge?"
-
- "No edge! This sword will shave like a razor.
-
- Look here,"
-
- He touched the palm of his hand with the blade,
- and then, lifting it, showed her a thin shaving of scarf-
- skin dangling therefrom.
-
- "But you said before beginning that it was blunt and
- couldn't cut me!"
-
- "That was to get you to stand still, and so make sure
- of your safety. The risk of injuring you through your
- moving was too great not to force me to tell you a
- fib to escape it,"
-
- She shuddered. "I have been within an inch of my
- life, and didn't know it!"
-
- "More precisely speaking, you have been within half
- an inch of being pared alive two hundred and ninety-five
- tinies,"
-
- "Cruel, cruel, 'tis of you!"
-
- "You have been perfectly safe, nevertheless. My
- sword never errs." And Troy returned the weapon to
- the scabbard.
-
- Bathsheba, overcome by a hundred tumultuous feel-
- ings resulting from the scene, abstractedly sat down on
- a tuft of heather.
-
- "I must leave you now." said Troy, softly. "And I'll
- venture to take and keep this in remembrance of you,"
-
- She saw him stoop to the grass, pick up the winding
- lock which he had severed from her manifold tresses,
- twist it round his fingers, unfasten a button in the breast
- of his coat, and carefully put it inside. She felt power-
- less to withstand or deny him. He was altogether too
- much for her, and Bathsheba seemed as one who, facing
- a reviving wind, finds it blow so strongly that it stops
- the breath.
-
- He drew near and said, "I must be leaving you,"
-
- He drew nearer still. A minute later and she saw his
- scarlet form disappear amid the ferny thicket, almost in
- a flash, like a brand swiftly waved.
-
- That minute's interval had brought the blood beating
- into her face, set her stinging as if aflame to the very
- hollows of her feet, and enlarged emotion to a compass
- which quite swamped thought. It had brought upon
- her a stroke resulting, as did that of Moses in Horeh, in
- a liquid stream -- here a stream of tears. She felt like
- one who has sinned a great sin.
-
- The circumstance had been the gentle dip of Troy's
- mouth downwards upon her own. He had kissed her.
-
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
-
-
- PARTICULARS OF A TWILIGHT WALK
-
-
- WE now see the element of folly distinctly mingling
- with the many varying particulars which made up the
- character of Bathsheba Everdene. It was almost foreign
- to her intrinsic nature. Introduced as lymph on the
- dart of Eros, it eventually permeated and coloured
- her whole constitution. Bathsheba, though she had too
- much understanding to be entirely governed by her
- womanliness, had too much womanliness to use her
- understanding to the best advantage. Perhaps in no
- minor point does woman astonish her helpmate more
- than in the strange power she possesses of believing
- cajoleries that she knows to be false -- except, indeed, in
- that of being utterly sceptical on strictures that she
- knows to be true.
-
- Bathsheba loved Troy in the way that only self-reliant
- women love when they abandon their self-reliance.
-
- When a strong woman recklessly throws away her
- strength she is worse than a weak woman who has never
- had any strength to throw away. One source of her
- inadequacy is the novelty of the occasion. She has
- never had practice in making the best of such a
- condition. Weakness is doubly weak by being new.
-
- Bathsheba was not conscious of guile in this matter.
-
- Though in one sense a woman of the world, it was, after
- all, that world of daylight coteries and green carpets
- wherein cattle form the passing crowd and winds the
- busy hum; where a quiet family of rabbits or hares lives
- on the other side of your party-wall, where your neigh-
- bour is everybody in the tything, and where calculation
- formulated self-indulgence of bad, nothing at all. Had
- her utmost thoughts in this direction been distinctly
- worded (and by herself they never were), they would
- only have amounted to such a matter as that she felt
- her impulses to be pleasanter guides than her discretion .
-
- Her love was entire as a child's, and though warm as
- summer it was fresh as spring. Her culpability lay in
- her making no attempt to control feeling by subtle and
- careful inquiry into consciences. She could show others
- the steep and thorny way, but 'reck'd not her own rede,"
- And Troy's deformities lay deep down from a
- woman's vision, whilst his embellishments were upon
- the very surface; thus contrasting with homely Oak,
- whose defects were patent to the blindest, and whose
- vertues were as metals in a mine.
-
- The difference between love and respect was mark-
- edly shown in her conduct. Bathsheba had spoken of
- her interest in Boldwood with the greatest freedom to
- Liddy, but she had only communed with her own heart
- concerning "Troy".
-
- All this infatuation Gabriel saw, and was troubled
- thereby from the time of his daily journey a-field to the
- time of his return, and on to the small hours of many a
- night. That he was not beloved had hitherto been his
- great that Bathsheba was getting into the toils
- was now a sorrow greater than the first, and one which
- nearly obscured it. It was a result which paralleled
- the oft-quoted observation of Hippocrates concerning
- physical pains.
-
- That is a noble though perhaps an unpromising love
- which not even the fear of breeding aversion in the
- bosom of the one beloved can deter from combating his
- or her errors. Oak determined to speak to his mistress.
-
- He would base his appeal on what he considered her
- unfair treatment of Farmer Boldwood, now absent from
- home.
-
- An opportunity occurred one evening when she had
- gone for a short walk by a path through the neighbour-
- ing cornfields. It was dusk when Oak, who had not
- been far a-field that day, took the same path and met
- her returning, quite pensively, as he thought.
-
- The wheat was now tall, and the path was narrow;
- thus the way was quite a sunken groove between the
- embowing thicket on either side. Two persons could
- not walk abreast without damaging the crop, and Oak
- stood aside to let her pass.
-
- "Oh, is it Gabriel?" she said. "You are taking a
- walk too. Good-night,"
-
- "I thought I would come to meet you, as it is rather
- late," said Oak, turning and following at her heels when
- she had brushed somewhat quickly by him.
-
- "Thank you, indeed, but I am not very fearful,"
-
- "O no; but there are bad characters about,"
-
- "I never meet them,"
-
- Now Oak, with marvellous ingenuity, had been going
- to introduce the gallant sergeant through the channel of
- "bad characters." But all at once the scheme broke
- down, it suddenly occurring to him that this was rather a
- clumsy way, and too barefaced to begin with. He tried
- another preamble.
-
- "And as the man who would naturally come to meet
- you is away from home, too -- I mean Farmer Boldwood
- -- why, thinks I, I'll go." he said.
-
- "Ah, yes." She walked on without turning her head,
- and for many steps nothing further was heard from her
- quarter than the rustle of her dress against the heavy
- corn-ears. Then she resumed rather tartly --
- "I don't quite understand what you meant by saying
- that Mr. Boldwood would naturally come to meet me,"
-
- I meant on account of the wedding which they say
- is likely to take place between you and him, miss. For-
- give my speaking plainly,"
-
- "They say what is not true." she returned quickly.
-
- No marriage is likely to take place between us,"
-
- Gabriel now put forth his unobscured opinion, for
- the moment had come. "Well, Miss Everdene." he
- said, "putting aside what people say, I never in my life
- saw any courting if his is not a courting of you,"
-
- Bathsheba would probably have terminated the con-
- versation there and then by flatly forbidding the subject,
- had not her conscious weakness of position allured her
- to palter and argue in endeavours to better it.
-
- "Since this subject has been mentioned." she said
- very emphatically, "I am glad of the opportunity of
- clearing up a mistake which is very common and very
- provoking. I didn't definitely promise Mr. Boldwood
- anything. I have never cared for him. I respect him,
- and he has urged me to marry him. But I have given
- him no distinct answer. As soon as he returns I shall
- do so; and the answer will be that I cannot think of
- marrying him,"
-
- "People are full of mistakes, seemingly,"
-
- "They are,"
-
- The other day they said you were trifling with him,
- and you almost proved that you were not; lately they
- have said that you be not, and you straightway begin
- to show -- -- "
- That I am, I suppose you mean,"
-
- "Well, I hope they speak the truth,"
-
- They do, but wrongly applied. I don't trifle with
- him; but then, I have nothing to do with him,"
-
- Oak was unfortunately led on to speak of Boldwood's
- rival in a wrong tone to her after all. "I wish you had
- never met that young Sergeant Troy, miss." he sighed.
-
-
- Bathsheba's steps became faintly spasmodic. "Why?"
-
- she asked.
-
- "He is not good enough for 'ee,"
-
- "Did any one tell you to speak to me like this?"
-
- "Nobody at all,"
-
- "Then it appears to me that Sergeant Troy does not
- concern us here." she said, intractably." Yet I must say
- that Sergeant Troy is an educated man, and quite worthy
- of any woman. He is well born,"
-
- "His being higher in learning and birth than the
- ruck o' soldiers is anything but a proof of his worth. It
- show's his course to be down'ard,"
-
- "I cannot see what this has to do with our conversa-
- tion. Mr. Troy's course is not by any means downward;
- and his superiority IS a proof of his worth!"
-
- "I believe him to have no conscience at all. And I
- cannot help begging you, miss, to have nothing to do
- with him. Listen to me this once -- only this once!
- I don't say he's such a bad man as I have fancied -- I
- pray to God he is not. But since we don't exactly
- know what he is, why not behave as if he MIGHT be bad,
- simply for your own safety? Don't trust him, mistress;
- I ask you not to trust him so,"
-
- "Why, pray?"
-
- "I like soldiers, but this one I do not like." he said,
- sturdily. "His cleverness in his calling may have
- tempted him astray, and what is mirth to the neighbours
- is ruin to the woman. When he tries to talk to 'ee again,
- why not turn away with a short "Good day," and when
- you see him coming one way, turn the other. When
- he says anything laughable, fail to see the point
- and don't smile, and speak of him before those who will
- report your talk as "that fantastical man." or " that
- Sergeant What's-his-name." "That man of a family
- that has come to the dogs." Don't be unmannerly
- towards en, but harmless-uncivil, and so get rid of the
- man,"
-
- No Christmas robin detained by a window-pane ever
- pulsed as did Bathsheba now.
-
- I say -- I say again -- that it doesn't become you to
- talk about him. Why he should be mentioned passes
- me quite . she exclaimed desperately. "I know this,
- th-th-that he is a thoroughly conscientious man -- blunt
- sometimes even to rudeness -- but always speaking his
- mind about you plain to your face!"
-
- "Oh,"
-
- "He is as good as anybody in this parish! He is
- very particular, too, about going to church -- yes, he
- is!"
-
- "I am afraid nobody saw him there. I never
- did certainly,"
-
- "The reason of that is." she said eagerly, " that he goes
- in privately by the old tower door, just when the service
- commences, and sits at the back of the gallery. He
- told me so,"
-
- This supreme instance of Troy's goodness fell upon
- Gabriel ears like the thirteenth stroke of crazy clock.
-
- It was not only received with utter incredulity as re-
- garded itself, but threw a doubt on all the assurances
- that had preceded it.
-
- Oak was grieved to find how entirely she trusted him.
-
- He brimmed with deep feeling as he replied in a steady
- voice, the steadiness of which was spoilt by the palpable-
- ness of his great effort to keep it so: --
- "You know, mistress, that I love you, and shall love
- you always. I only mention this to bring to your mind
- that at any rate I would wish to do you no harm:
-
- beyond that I put it aside. I have lost in the race for
- money and good things, and I am not such a fool as to
- pretend to 'ee now I am poor, and you have got alto-
- gether above me. But Bathsheba, dear mistress, this
- I beg you to consider -- that, both to keep yourself well
- honoured among the workfolk, and in common generosity
- to an honourable man who loves you as well as I, you
- PARTICULARS OF A TWILIGHT WALK
- should be more discreet in your bearing towards this
- soldier,"
-
- "Don't, don't, don't!" she exclaimed, in a choking
- voice.
-
- "Are ye not more to me than my own affairs, and
- even life!" he went on. "Come, listen to me! I am
- six years older than you, and Mr. Boldwood is ten years
- older than I, and consider -- I do beg of 'ee to consider
- before it is too late -- how safe you would be in his
- hands!"
-
- Oak's allusion to his own love for her lessened, to
- some extent, her anger at his interference; but she
- could not really forgive him for letting his wish to marry
- her be eclipsed by his wish to do her good, any more
- than for his slighting treatment of Troy.
-
- "I wish you to go elsewhere." she commanded, a
- paleness of face invisible to the eye being suggested by
- the trembling words. "Do not remain on this farm any
- longer. I don't want you -- I beg you to go!"
-
- "That's nonsense." said Oak, calmly. "This is the
- second time you have pretended to dismiss me; and
- what's the use o' it?"
-
- "Pretended! You shall go, sir -- your lecturing I
- will not hear! I am mistress here,"
-
- "Go, indeed -- what folly will you say next? Treating
- me like Dick, Tom and Harry when you know that a
- short time ago my position was as good as yours! Upon
- my life, Bathsheba, it is too barefaced. You know, too,
- that I can't go without putting things in such a strait as
- you wouldn't get out of I can't tell when. Unless, indeed,
- you'll promise to have an understanding man as bailiff,
- or manager, or something. I'll go at once if you'll
- promise that,"
-
- "I shall have no bailiff; I shall continue to be my
- own manager." she said decisively.
-
- "Very well, then; you should be thankful to me for
- biding. How would the farm go on with nobody to
- mind it but a woman? But mind this, I don't wish
- "ee to feel you owe me anything. Not I. What I do,
- I do. Sometimes I say I should be as glad as a bird to
- leave the place -- for don't suppose I'm content to be a
- nobody. I was made for better things. However, I
- don't like to see your concerns going to ruin, as they
- must if you keep in this mind.... I hate taking my
- own measure so plain, but, upon my life, your provok-
- ing ways make a man say what he wouldn't dream of
- at other times! I own to being rather interfering. But
- you know well enough how it is, and who she is that I
- like too well, and feel too much like a fool about to be
- civil to her!"
-
- It is more than probable that she privately and un-
- consciously respected him a little for this grim fidelity,
- which had been shown in his tone even more than in
- his words. At any rate she murmured something to the
- effect that he might stay if he wished. She said more
- distinctly, " Will you leave me alone now? I don't
- order it as a mistress -- I ask it as a woman, and I
- expect you not to be so uncourteous as to refuse,"
-
- "Certainly I will, Miss Everdene." said Gabriel, gently.
-
- He wondered that the request should have come at this
- moment, for the strife was over, and they were on a
- most desolate hill, far from every human habitation, and
- the hour was getting late. He stood still and allowed
- her to get far ahead of him till he could only see her
- form upon the sky.
-
- A distressing explanation of this anxiety to be rid of
- him at that point now ensued. A figure apparently rose
- from the earth beside her. The shape beyond all doubt
- was Troy's. Oak would not be even a possible listener,
- and at once turned back till a good two hundred yards
- were between the lovers and himself.
-
- Gabriel went home by way of the churchyard. In
- passing the tower he thought of what she had said about
- the sergeant's virtuous habit of entering the church un-
- PARTICULARS OF A TWILIGHT WALK
- perceived at the beginning of service. Believing that
- the little gallery door alluded to was quite disused, he
- ascended the external flight of steps at the top of which
- it stood, and examined it. The pale lustre yet hanging
- in the north-western heaven was sufficient to show that
- a sprig of ivy had grown from the wall across the door
- to a length of more than a foot, delicately tying the
- panel to the stone jamb. It was a decisive proof that
- the door had not been opened at least since Troy came
- back to Weatherbury.
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